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Fuchsia
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Ever since I was 11 when I looked up what rape meant I got an erection before I even realized why... This isn't a function of porn addiction (although porn makes it worse) even when I was a kid this shit turned me on.
I've had sex with real girls it felt good but my sexual urges are always centered around girls crying or disliking it. I sometimes spend an hour a day reading sexual abuse stories. How do I make this shit stop been like this more or less since 12. The only thing that stops me from doing bad things is morality. Tried kinky shit as well but it never works since at the end of the day its all fake and I know that...
I tell myself its because I have a strong enough will to not do bad things... But if I was rich and could do shit like Jeffery Epstein I don't know... I really wish I could just be interested in women for normal reasons not this sick abuse type shit
I've had sex with real girls it felt good but my sexual urges are always centered around girls crying or disliking it. I sometimes spend an hour a day reading sexual abuse stories. How do I make this shit stop been like this more or less since 12. The only thing that stops me from doing bad things is morality. Tried kinky shit as well but it never works since at the end of the day its all fake and I know that...
I tell myself its because I have a strong enough will to not do bad things... But if I was rich and could do shit like Jeffery Epstein I don't know... I really wish I could just be interested in women for normal reasons not this sick abuse type shit
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