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Peachy
in a void of omnipresent Chaos
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I feel like this is the main reason that is preventing me from becoming NT. I am 21 but I still find pleasure in defying social norms and being edgy. Me being low inhib makes it worse. I don't know what's wrong with me but I can't stop commenting on how 9/11 was staged every damn September 11 and it pisses off all the normies. Whenever I see someone act really stupid, I may say out loud "and this is why abortion should be legal" and I'd either get looks of disgust or I would hear a shocked laugh.
It's shit like this that makes people hate me within the first few minutes of knowing me and I can't stop myself from doing it because it feels like castration. Is there any hope for me? I wish there was a fucked up social circle that would enjoy my company, but I'm way too fucked up for people to accept me.
It's shit like this that makes people hate me within the first few minutes of knowing me and I can't stop myself from doing it because it feels like castration. Is there any hope for me? I wish there was a fucked up social circle that would enjoy my company, but I'm way too fucked up for people to accept me.