How do I stop thinking about suicide?

[panzerwaffen1488]

I constantly feel like giving up, and want to rope, but I feel as if there is some hope that it will get better. I need help, but don't want to go on fucking suicide watch, with some retard telling me some coping bullshit, or some retard therapist telling me that there isn't a problem

 

[eon]

DNR

 

[Clqs]

Pinning some T might help

 

[panzerwaffen1488]

Pinning some T might help

I already have high test. 1194ng/dl. I doubt pinning would make all that much of a difference

 

[miserycel]

I constantly feel like giving up, and want to rope, but I feel as if there is some hope that it will get better. I need help, but don't want to go on fucking suicide watch, with some retard telling me some coping bullshit, or some retard therapist telling me that there isn't a problem

Chances are you haven’t even ascended yet, ascend first and reassess if you still feel the same shittiness after

 

[D69mo]

I already have high test. 1194ng/dl. I doubt pinning would make all that much of a difference

It will make you want to rope even more

 

[cc000]

I constantly feel like giving up, and want to rope, but I feel as if there is some hope that it will get better. I need help, but don't want to go on fucking suicide watch, with some retard telling me some coping bullshit, or some retard therapist telling me that there isn't a problem

prob dont go to a therapists most of them wont help you

 

[panzerwaffen1488]

prob dont go to a therapists most of them wont help you

Yeah. Those retards will give me some anti depressant meds or smth similar, then I will probably end up with ED, and definitely kill myself

 

[panzerwaffen1488]

Chances are you haven’t even ascended yet, ascend first and reassess if you still feel the same shittiness after

Probably right. But ascending will mean I have to get to cl. I am hard stuck htn

 

[sub3gooncel]

I constantly feel like giving up, and want to rope, but I feel as if there is some hope that it will get better. I need help, but don't want to go on fucking suicide watch, with some retard telling me some coping bullshit, or some retard therapist telling me that there isn't a problem

Start repping people that might work

 

[miserycel]

Probably right. But ascending will mean I have to get to cl. I am hard stuck htn

Htn wants to khs brother go outside

 

[panzerwaffen1488]

Yeah.

Htn wants to khs brother go outside

Yeah. The place I live in fucking sucks. Spending more time outside won't help

 

[fedecope]

you go primal

 

[panzerwaffen1488]

It will make you want to rope even more

Oh. Isn't that great