7pumpkins
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They come every now and then, but it’s not a new thing. I’ve been a particularly violent person, even when I was a kid. I’d hurt small animals, and fantasize about killing things often. I lack a sense of empathy and I want to get better, but it feels…like performative? In a sense? Like society’s telling me I should stop what I think, and I wanna agree, but it feels like I’m not being myself abiding to these arbitrary rules. Maybe some event happened that made me this way, idk. But I what I do wanna know is what I can do that may repress the thoughts.
Any help would be appreciated.
Any help would be appreciated.
