Problem?
a mother the last thing she wants, is that her kids die.
She loves you
Too bad she shouldn't have fucked deformed face subhumans if she didn't want this outcome
Ik it's very sad, I don't wanna hurt her
do you think she could've goten chad?
Then don’t mill yourself
My biological father would beat my mother when she was pregnant with me and a week before his death tried to stab her in front of my eyes, so I don't think he loved her or me too much
you'r not a male then if you leave your mom alone. you'r the sole boy of the family left so the head. are you this shameless?
But here’s some advice. Live your life as an ultimate low inhib badboy. Do whatever the fuck what you want. Treat it as though you will die tommorow. But you’ll start to have a lot more fun in life and might rethink your decision, but if not your mom will start to despise you more and your death won’t be as tragic. It’s a win win situation. But honestly bro, give yourself some time, you are probably young and have time to ascend. I thought it was completely over for me too before. At my lowest point in my life I was blackmailed to buy 300 dollars worth of crack, and got my ass beat in the same night, and I wanted to kill myself, but now the guy who beat my ass is in a lot worse situation and I even got to fool around with his ex. Life is funny like that. You probably won’t read the whole thing, but I hope I inspired you a little
I have a 5 year old little brother, a 5 year old little sister, and a 21 year old big sister.
You did Inspre me a little but I won't be doing crack, I've had more than enough experiences with various drugs that have permanently fucked me up. I don't wanna be a badboy I just wish I had good genes, which I can't possess. My only wish is unrealistic and it's overDon’t do it bro
didn't you had this girl into you from reddit?
I had an attractive girlfriend in middle school and am arguably not a virgin (depend of how u define sex - with intercourse or without), although now I know for a fact I couldn't have a girl due to my looks having degraded and my mental capabilities having gone down the shitter.
most normies cope well, why couldn't we ? - this is also a question i ask to myself.
That doesn't apply to me. My mother was 18 when she gave birth to me.
It's not just looks, although my looks are terrible. I have the mental abilities of a child.
IQ?
Yes but near the end of the thread you mention something similar that because you have 3 siblings it would somehow ease your death from your mother's POV if it happened. You replied to my comment saying you weren't considering kys which is good, but now you come up with this thread and it's concerning.
My IQ is a bit above average. But i have very bad memory and something else that I don't feel comfortable talking about.
Nothing that I want I could just "take". I can't just go ahead and change my genes.i don't want a gf, I want to have better genes.
I go through coping phases occasionally, my stances aren't exactly constant
So when you made this thread where you thinking something intrusive or a new (i'm guessing bad) idea?
Well dude looking bad is something a lot of fucking people struggle with. It’s not just you. You are letting it affect you so fucking much that you are literally willing to do permanent life ending damage to your body just because of a THOUGHT PATTERN THAT YOU THINK. That’s all it is. change the thought pattern and holy fucking shit, you don’t kill yourself.
No it's not easy to work on. My memory problems are physiological. I often end up saying the same things twice, even in a single conversation, because I had forgotten I said them earlier. But that's not my biggest issue.
