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GlamGuru
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I am under severe scrutiny for past years, it's so damn unlucky that it had to happened, I could have just been a normal person just like everyone else it's like I keep getting myself into these dangerous situations and it's not like I asked for it either. It's taken a massive toll on my mental health, and not only that I deal with being quite sensitive, and also other common mental blocks. I find that once this shit latch onto my head, and they actually intentionally try to do so, I can hold it off for a while, but it will still get to you due to poor support system, and then it spirals and I start thinking about it entire day. It takes time to recover but this shit has been going on for too long, and I don't have resources to fight back. Well, "just get a job", that's what I'm trying to do right now, but even if I do land an interview, this feeling of being chained and bounded by mental setbacks caused by these people, harassments and forcefully privacy being invaded, it's like equivalent to being raped or gang raped that's how filthy these people are, and so it makes it extremely hard to get up and brush my teeth, and eat properly, and wear clothes and feel confident to go out and participate in the workforce. I wish someone had just told me online about these psychopathic individuals, and to steer clear of them, but I even took precautions and still it happened forcefully, literally raped. don't know why that's so hard to do, I was employed before and I always manage to get myself once I'm there but it's just ridiculous, it's like I do not have any will left in my system from what I've been through, they've destroyed my soul and mind, and any will I have left.