iamgoingtoascend
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i literally wake up and lie in bed for 5 hours before getting up scrolling because i have nothing to look forward to. i want to lock in and take steps toward ascending but i just cant bring myself to do anything. im totally stuck in inaction. How are all of you taking steps to ascending? How are you making yourself take action? Is it because you have friends? i dont so maybe thats the problem i also have dysfunctional family. I dont know what to do i am totally socially isolated and i also cant bring myself to do anything. Do i seek therapy? Take medicines that make you do shit? SHould i try mushrooms? I dont even feel pain anymore somehow i feel a comfortableness in waking up and doing nothing all day deep down if im being honest.
I dont understand how my life got to this point genueinly i dont get it i used to have NT friends and everything and now im 19 alone no job no education i sit at home do nothing all day cant bring myself to do anything.
how to do shit? should i do therapy or is that cope. is there any drugs i can take to make myself do shit and not be lazy
I dont understand how my life got to this point genueinly i dont get it i used to have NT friends and everything and now im 19 alone no job no education i sit at home do nothing all day cant bring myself to do anything.
how to do shit? should i do therapy or is that cope. is there any drugs i can take to make myself do shit and not be lazy