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I am an abused dog autistic incel.
I am actually traumatized from this. When I was 16 I had a summer job and there were definitely a few chances for me to get laid that summer but I was even more retarded and autistic back then than I am now. I also had even lower self esteem back then so I actually thought it was 100% impossible for a girl to be attracted to me. I had really bad acne prior to that and I got bullied like crazy, but around 15 all the acne went away and I had a Chad lower third and a big cock from all the T that caused the acne. Also I was super tan from working this job which is like a 0.5 PSL boost by itself and it makes my acne scars way less obvious. My shitty abusive parents also contributed to being really low self esteem tbh.
Story
There was this one 16 year old Latina who had crazy ass and tits and also wasn't fat at all at this job. Pretty close to the ideal female body imo. She definitely was NOT a virgin so at least that makes it a little better. But she would talk to me every break and would send me snaps all the time. There were like these booth seats and she would sit so close to me our legs would touch. She also like ran her hands through my hair all the time and touched my arms. We would also hug like every night. She was pretty fun to hang out with, most girls are boring but she was actually not an NPC. Litterally all I would have had to do was like put my arm around her or kiss her one of the million times we were talking one on one.
This job ended and we never talked again until the next year. She had a boyfriend at this point and I met him and he was this skinnyfat Normie. The NTpill does not rest.
For some reason I occasionally get these memories of her and that summer pop in my head like 2 and a half years later and it makes me want to slit my wrists and slowly bleed out so I can reincarnate into a new body and not miss out on teen love.
It's over boys.
If you are a youngcel don't fuck this stuff up.
I am actually traumatized from this. When I was 16 I had a summer job and there were definitely a few chances for me to get laid that summer but I was even more retarded and autistic back then than I am now. I also had even lower self esteem back then so I actually thought it was 100% impossible for a girl to be attracted to me. I had really bad acne prior to that and I got bullied like crazy, but around 15 all the acne went away and I had a Chad lower third and a big cock from all the T that caused the acne. Also I was super tan from working this job which is like a 0.5 PSL boost by itself and it makes my acne scars way less obvious. My shitty abusive parents also contributed to being really low self esteem tbh.
Story
There was this one 16 year old Latina who had crazy ass and tits and also wasn't fat at all at this job. Pretty close to the ideal female body imo. She definitely was NOT a virgin so at least that makes it a little better. But she would talk to me every break and would send me snaps all the time. There were like these booth seats and she would sit so close to me our legs would touch. She also like ran her hands through my hair all the time and touched my arms. We would also hug like every night. She was pretty fun to hang out with, most girls are boring but she was actually not an NPC. Litterally all I would have had to do was like put my arm around her or kiss her one of the million times we were talking one on one.
This job ended and we never talked again until the next year. She had a boyfriend at this point and I met him and he was this skinnyfat Normie. The NTpill does not rest.
For some reason I occasionally get these memories of her and that summer pop in my head like 2 and a half years later and it makes me want to slit my wrists and slowly bleed out so I can reincarnate into a new body and not miss out on teen love.
It's over boys.
If you are a youngcel don't fuck this stuff up.
