Jizzer
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No one will read this, sadly.
I have come to the conclusion that meeting someone you would want to spend the rest of your life is an incomprehensive challenge. There are just so many variable that have to be just right.
Before I get to the main part i will give a little bit of background info. Pls don't dnr
As someone who has had a relationship at 15 with a girl who i did not like back i can tell everyone who has not been in a relationship yet that to have someone love you and comfort you is the best and potentially the only meaningful thing in life. And i would say that she was max lmtb with atrocious health indicators. And at that time i was just about to find out about bp and i kid you not i was actually sub human around 5'8 with atrocious physique. I guess there is hope for everyone out there.
Since then only one other girl has liked me but i had to cut her off both because of looks and personality, mainly personality. Currently I am near 17 years old, 5'10 idk what to rate myself facially here is a picture:
, i would say low to mid ltn or something of that kind. Probably lower.
Anyways now about the main topic.
I want to ask everyone reading this: Have you ever like someone platonically before? I personally haven't. Isn't that kind of concerning when you think about it? I myself have lived for 17 years and in that time I have never found someone i would want to live with the rest of my life.
It's just that you need to be very social and need to go out a lot and hand out with a very large amount of people just to have a chance of finding someone. And frankly people on .org don't really do that. And the reason I assume that is because people on here are quite different from the masses (what most would call nd) and so you would need to first find other nd people you like to hang out with and converse. I have been trying to do that with my nd friend I met when i changed schools for around 2,5 and we have still not found any other people. It probably is due to the fact that we live in a city with a population of around 300K people. And how are we suppose to even search for other nd people.
The only reason I met the girl I went out with was the fact that i started going to martial arts. And the group of people there is filled with mostly teenagers. Not to mention there are around 40 people.
You need to place yourself in very large groups to find people you like. And that itself is quite hard. Where do you find such groups of people?
And the biggest thing i am concerned about. If you were to find a girl you like, would you have the balls to go up to her if you look like shit? Because I definitely would not. The entire reason I even had a girlfriend was because she herself came up to me and told me she liked me after giving me hints for months.
It's just hard to find yourself able to be liked when you know you look awful. That is the whole reason I am on this forum, even though i am still a grey. As of know I am really close to hopping on AAS and other pharma.
I would love to hear your opinions on the problem I presented.
Thank you for reading
I have come to the conclusion that meeting someone you would want to spend the rest of your life is an incomprehensive challenge. There are just so many variable that have to be just right.
Before I get to the main part i will give a little bit of background info. Pls don't dnr
As someone who has had a relationship at 15 with a girl who i did not like back i can tell everyone who has not been in a relationship yet that to have someone love you and comfort you is the best and potentially the only meaningful thing in life. And i would say that she was max lmtb with atrocious health indicators. And at that time i was just about to find out about bp and i kid you not i was actually sub human around 5'8 with atrocious physique. I guess there is hope for everyone out there.
Since then only one other girl has liked me but i had to cut her off both because of looks and personality, mainly personality. Currently I am near 17 years old, 5'10 idk what to rate myself facially here is a picture:
Anyways now about the main topic.
I want to ask everyone reading this: Have you ever like someone platonically before? I personally haven't. Isn't that kind of concerning when you think about it? I myself have lived for 17 years and in that time I have never found someone i would want to live with the rest of my life.
It's just that you need to be very social and need to go out a lot and hand out with a very large amount of people just to have a chance of finding someone. And frankly people on .org don't really do that. And the reason I assume that is because people on here are quite different from the masses (what most would call nd) and so you would need to first find other nd people you like to hang out with and converse. I have been trying to do that with my nd friend I met when i changed schools for around 2,5 and we have still not found any other people. It probably is due to the fact that we live in a city with a population of around 300K people. And how are we suppose to even search for other nd people.
The only reason I met the girl I went out with was the fact that i started going to martial arts. And the group of people there is filled with mostly teenagers. Not to mention there are around 40 people.
You need to place yourself in very large groups to find people you like. And that itself is quite hard. Where do you find such groups of people?
And the biggest thing i am concerned about. If you were to find a girl you like, would you have the balls to go up to her if you look like shit? Because I definitely would not. The entire reason I even had a girlfriend was because she herself came up to me and told me she liked me after giving me hints for months.
It's just hard to find yourself able to be liked when you know you look awful. That is the whole reason I am on this forum, even though i am still a grey. As of know I am really close to hopping on AAS and other pharma.
I would love to hear your opinions on the problem I presented.
Thank you for reading
