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Iron
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I was talking to my ex today from school and she went to a party last night and we were talking and my retarded ass asked were the guys who hit on your better looking than me ? ( idk why I’m like this ever since u was a kid I felt left out ).and she said I’m obsessed with looks and looksmaxing and I’m shallow she told me that I am a very handsome guy but the reason people don’t approach me is because the way I carry myself. they never understand they think I do this shit to get attention, attention is good but all I want is one day I look in the mirror and see something that doesn’t disappoint me all I want is something that makes me feel better.
She also said all her friends said that I’m quite and awkward and I know that cuz I do have social anxiety ever since childhood and ADHD but I don’t give a single shit about what someone say about my personality but at least people don’t think I’m ugly and shit.
And also i thought it would be interesting to say last year when i was new. for my school project we had to do a presentation about yourself to introduce yourself to the class soo people would get to know each others and my retarded ass told the class that I do bonesmashing on my free time and I want to get double jaw surgery and shit and I actually thought it’s normal to talk about myself idk why maybe cuz I recently moved to a new modern country but they were kinda shocked and I also told some kids about this shit and they thought it was cool for some reason and they told other people now the people call me bone smasher at least I’m grateful that they didn’t make fun of me and bully and stuff and surprisingly I did get some more attention and compliments but like I said it was never about attention
And I’m not complaining about anything I’m just saying how I feel
I don’t even know why I wrote this like I know no one is going to read or care but I did it anyway
Anyway idk I just felt idk I guess sad or lonely and I was hoping to see what u guys think and I be more than happy to know how u guys doing in life.
If u wonder why I look like leme know
She also said all her friends said that I’m quite and awkward and I know that cuz I do have social anxiety ever since childhood and ADHD but I don’t give a single shit about what someone say about my personality but at least people don’t think I’m ugly and shit.
And also i thought it would be interesting to say last year when i was new. for my school project we had to do a presentation about yourself to introduce yourself to the class soo people would get to know each others and my retarded ass told the class that I do bonesmashing on my free time and I want to get double jaw surgery and shit and I actually thought it’s normal to talk about myself idk why maybe cuz I recently moved to a new modern country but they were kinda shocked and I also told some kids about this shit and they thought it was cool for some reason and they told other people now the people call me bone smasher at least I’m grateful that they didn’t make fun of me and bully and stuff and surprisingly I did get some more attention and compliments but like I said it was never about attention
And I’m not complaining about anything I’m just saying how I feel
I don’t even know why I wrote this like I know no one is going to read or care but I did it anyway
Anyway idk I just felt idk I guess sad or lonely and I was hoping to see what u guys think and I be more than happy to know how u guys doing in life.
If u wonder why I look like leme know

