How do you guys find the motivation to keep going?

[metalmogger12]

Thing is I'm 21 and the last 8 years of my life have been bruuuutal to me. Every time i think it cant get worse i sink down to a new level (this year in particular being the lowest of the low). I have been rotting for the last few months and for the first time ever started considering roping which i plan to go trough within the next few days.
I'm not sub 5 and despite my circumstances if i really tried, given a year or so i can really improve my situation and be in a much happier place (i could maybe even ascend), but I'm so jaded at this point that i don't even care enough to try.

Has anyone else went trough this and how did you find the motivation to pull trough? Should i just save myself the trouble and just rope?

 

[polarpop]

the gift of life

even tho my upbringing and my life in general is shit im just happy to be alive

 

[slaviccartfiend]

roping is pathetic if you aren't sub5, if you still have a chance you have to take it, use drugs if you have to, definitely dont kill yourself before trying roids as well

 

[DrunkenSailor]

I'm not sub 5 and despite my circumstances if i really tried, given a year or so i can really improve my situation

That’s why you don’t give up?

 

[slaviccartfiend]

That’s why you don’t give up?

yes if I was sub5 I would've probably roped from all my mental issues

 

[metalmogger12]

roping is pathetic if you aren't sub5, if you still have a chance you have to take it, use drugs if you have to, definitely dont kill yourself before trying roids as well

im a poorfag so i cant even afford drugs lol also im pretty against using roids cause i wanna keep my hair

That’s why you don’t give up?

yes if I was sub5 I would've probably roped from all my mental issues

Im not sub 5 but i still have a lot of work to do to improve my looks and life has been such a grind that i dont even see a point in it anymore and roping seems like an easier solution to me atp (sorry it takes me so long to reply im fucking retarded)

the gift of life

even tho my upbringing and my life in general is shit im just happy to be alive

Mirin your metal strength