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Zephir
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Feel like I'm watching my prime pass by and I never feel ready for any event of my life since I've turned 18
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Going to try meditation/mindfulness since I read it helps with this sort of stuff and being more "present"Probably by trying to make every day different, always setting new goals etc
But I currently feel the same. Every day is the same and time passes faster than ever. If I don’t ascend in the next 1-2 years it’s over for me
Keep getting pulled back into the rotting lifestylelife has flown past since my mid teens.
i feel better now that i’m gymcellingKeep getting pulled back into the rotting lifestyle
Getting back into gymcelling myself, going to take my studies into uni seriously.i feel better now that i’m gymcelling
my only regret is not doing this healthy shit from birth
just stay away from lifeminning with excessive drugs and stupid consumerism along with having the wrong people around youGetting back into gymcelling myself, going to take my studies into uni seriously.
Next I need a cheap POS car to get around on my own terms
Trying to play catch up in life, everything has been on pause for years
Most people work or go to school mon - fri. That’s why they say that. The stressful work filled week is over and they can enjoy themselves on the weekend.First comment is spot on. Make everyday different. Think of it this way, if you're doing the same shit everyday, you mingle everything together. When you recall events, all those days that were spent doing the same shit will just be seen as one time period and the only thing that'll stick out are the days you did something new. This is why I personally hate people who're like "thank God it's Friday". Like wtf? Everyday you should be enjoying life not waiting til the end of the week lol. Go out and do whatever the fuck you want. I'm sure you don't have kids and have a ton of free time.
Jfl. If you're in school, you have much more free time than someone working full-time. Nothing I'm saying is unrealistic. People will literally come home and spend hours watching Netflix, playing video games, talking to their friends, or surfing the web and will not expand out and wonder why they live boring lives. Lol at muh "no free time" BS. Shit I even know people who literally don't do shit but sleep in their free time and will complain about how they "have no free time"Most people work or go to school mon - fri. That’s why they say that. The stressful work filled week is over and they can enjoy themselves on the weekend.
“Living for the weekend”
What your saying is idealistic and irrational. You need resources to survive, you have to give time to earn those. Can’t enjoy life everyday
“Time is Money”
Because they need time to destress bro. Come home from 8hrs of work u have to rest your body and mind. No energy or drive left to do something productive.Jfl. If you're in school, you have much more free time than someone working full-time. Nothing I'm saying is unrealistic. People will literally come home and spend hours watching Netflix, playing video games, talking to their friends, or surfing the web and will not expand out and wonder why they live boring lives. Lol at muh "no free time" BS. Shit I even know people who literally don't do shit but sleep in their free time and will complain about how they "have no free time".
Jfl most niggas on here have a shit ton of free time so this doesn't even apply to them. An, no, uni isn't a full time job. It's nothing close to actually working a job. This is exactly why dudes living boring lives. Always making excuses and taking no action to change their lives aroundBecause they need time to destress bro. Come home from 8hrs of work u have to rest your body and mind. No energy or drive left to do something productive.
Assume you work 9-5 you’ve only got about 5hrs of free time after work before you need to sleep for ur next shift. Uni is a full time job
. I used to work with people who were always doing new stuff everyday/mult times a week to spice up their lives. One of these people was a manager who came into work pretty early and didn't leave until like 3-4pm but still managed to have a pretty fun life outside of work. The type of person to get off work and decide to go on a road trip to a nearby city or try a new restaurant they've never been to.. and always putting themselves out there to meet new people. Obviously not everyone can do this but it shows you that if you really wanted to, you can. But people just choose not to lol..Yeah it’s always possible to do more, but most people will just do enough. Putting yourself out there and meeting new people is difficult even for most NT people and ofc inherently tied to looks.Jfl most niggas on here have a shit ton of free time so this doesn't even apply to them. An, no, uni isn't a full time job. It's nothing close to actually working a job. This is exactly why dudes living boring lives. Always making excuses and taking no action to change their lives around. I used to work with people who were always doing new stuff everyday/mult times a week to spice up their lives. One of these people was a manager who came into work pretty early and didn't leave until like 3-4pm but still managed to have a pretty fun life outside of work. The type of person to get off work and decide to go on a road trip to a nearby city or try a new restaurant they've never been to.. and always putting themselves out there to meet new people. Obviously not everyone can do this but it shows you that if you really wanted to, you can. But people just choose not to lol..
this is why I took the hedonism/optimistic-nihilism pill. Im non-NT and dont care what people think anymore. Even if you're ugly, you can moneymaxx and still live a pretty good life. And if you're a non-NT guy like me, embracing hedonism and existential nihilism just gives you so much confidence since you literally do not care about shit anymore since we're all gonna die anyway. Say whatever you want, do whatever you want, even if you come across as the most autistic nigga ever lol.Yeah it’s always possible to do more, but most people will just do enough. Putting yourself out there and meeting new people is difficult even for most NT people and ofc inherently tied to looks.
Autists here have no chance, even if they tried it wouldn’t go well. Sometimes a defeatist “it’s over” mindset is the right mindset.
Why fight when you’ll lose anyways?
Hedonism is fun but it just feels so empty at the same time. Banging random girls u don’t love, getting drunk/high all feels so pointless after I’ve done it. It’s much better with those you care about in my experience. Partying with good friends, fucking girls u actually like etc.this is why I took the hedonism/optimistic-nihilism pill. Im non-NT and dont care what people think anymore. Even if you're ugly, you can moneymaxx and still live a pretty good life. And if you're a non-NT guy like me, embracing hedonism and existential nihilism just gives you so much confidence since you literally do not care about shit anymore since we're all gonna die anyway. Say whatever you want, do whatever you want, even if you come across as the most autistic nigga ever lol.
That's not what hedonism is. Hedonism is simply putting self pleasure before societal expectations. I rarely drink (maybe twice a year) and I never smoked nor done drugs in my life and never will. And I don't party. I just put my own self pleasure (things I actually enjoy) before what people expect me to do as a male (starting a family, settling down, being a workaholic, etc). I do whatever I want, whenever I want. I have good friends (my bestfriend i've known for 7 years now). Also your last sentence is just a strawman lmfao. No one is saying your actions are free from consequences. Thats common fuckin sense my man.Hedonism is fun but it just feels so empty at the same time. Banging random girls u don’t love, getting drunk/high all feels so pointless after I’ve done it. It’s much better with those you care about in my experience. Partying with good friends, fucking girls u actually like etc.
And no matter how much I try I can’t accept that nothing you do matters. I want a life with purpose over anything.
Saying/doing what u want can get you in a lot of trouble to(assaulted, arrested, fired, ostracised, miss out on a slay)
Are u a time @traveleru cant slow time down
at 21 u will wish u were 18
at 25 u will wish u was 21
at 28 u will wish u was 25
at 30 u wish will u was 28
just live in the present
use to be a drifter now im normal travelerAre u a time @traveler
shoplifting as we speaklock yourself in a room full of niggers