How do you stop being apathetic

[Deleted member 297070]

Nothing feels vivid or real any more, hasn’t for a while
It feels like they took something from me, something from my brain

It inevitably just leads me to chase more intense emotions just to feel something
Drugs, sex, ragebait, music, lamenting, maladaptive daydreaming etc

Consequence and risk (especially in the long term) feels less apparent and meaningful too which is jeopardising my life from sheer apathy

 

[Deleted member 297070]

Like I should feel angry and motivated in the face of my self-inflicted predicaments and the time I’ve wasted but there’s nothing

 

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You're a psychopath its normal

 

[Zeuxx]

When you stop larping

 

[Deleted member 297070]

You're a psychopath its normal

Nah don’t think so
Psychopaths aren’t entirely apathetic anyways they can still feel intense emotions (particularly anger), they just lack empathy and prosocial instincts

 

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You're a psychopath its normal

Or/and, you were in the gate psyop at a young child and was exposed to brainwash so you dont wake up and look back up at the puppet master

 

[Ahmed88]

Dw we psychopaths are used to this

 

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feel intense emotions (particularly anger)

Isn't that sociopaths?

 

[Deleted member 297070]

Or/and, you were in the gate psyop at a young child and was exposed to brainwash so you dont wake up and look back up at the puppet master

wait shit I was actually in the british version of that as a kid
the cia/brainwashing seems like hearsay at best but an interesting read

 

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wait shit I was actually in the british version of that as a kid
the cia/brainwashing seems like hearsay at best but an interesting read

Yeah its a really.. weird.. thing that almost everyone from those programs turns out numb to feelings isnt it?

 

[Deleted member 297070]

Isn't that sociopaths?

sociopaths are more impulsive and emotionally reactive and generally are the product of childhood trauma

psychopaths often have blunted, shallower emotions (especially prosocial ones) but can still experience them, and psychopaths are generally born that way

 

[Deleted member 297070]

Yeah its a really.. weird.. thing that almost everyone from those programs turns out numb to feelings isnt it?

I mean if you’d like to point me towards some accounts or discussion of this with a larger sample size I’ll read up on it

I don’t see why it would be in their interests to just make the gifted kids into zombies though, wouldn’t it be smarter to turn them into efficient, capable weapons of the state?

 

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I mean if you’d like to point me towards some accounts or discussion of this with a larger sample size I’ll read up on it

I don’t see why it would be in their interests to just make the gifted kids into zombies though, wouldn’t it be smarter to turn them into efficient, capable weapons of the state?

Since we're smarter, they fear that they cant control us so they numb our minds.

 

[Finn]

sometimes i just like to take a walk, no air pods nothing. alone in Naure