How does everyone cope with disturbed thoughts/urges

[Sub2Slayer]

Just wondering if anyone else on the forum struggles with thoughts of severe violence/sexual violence I don’t exactly find it painful by any means or annoying besides the raging erections it gives me which fuels urges even worse, it’s just not optimal to think about it all the time when trying to live a comfortable life as fun as it sounds I enjoy my “freedom” and violent crimes certainly makes life much harder, anyone else with a disturbed mental state willing to say what they do during their day to soothe these thoughts out or how they feel about them in general? say as much as you like I know it’s not something curable i’m just looking for relatability (satire post and comedic purposes .gov accounts) in general I just want to know how I should live my life from here on out

 

[MLP]

OCD?

 

[chubbylatinafucker]

Gym

 

[Sub2Slayer]

OCD?

That’s a good estimate but usually compulsive thoughts are associated with guilt/emotional anguish because it’s against your control, doesn’t line up with how I feel and I couldn’t tell you because i avoid physciatrists entirely

 

[Sub2Slayer]

Gym

good distraction when I went but the size gain gave me an even worse drive for dominance or violence due to a boost in strength, putting on 30lbs made me too dialed

 

[Jorad]

Nothing you can do besides distracting yourself ngl. I've been struggling with this since HS, I'm not going to be dependent on drugs or something like that

 

[160cmcurry]

cry into my pillow

 

[Ruinedbyfaceshape]

The type of excuse niggas give before raping someone

 

[Sub2Slayer]

Nothing you can do besides distracting yourself ngl. I've been struggling with this since HS, I'm not going to be dependent on drugs or something like that

with drugs it’s hard to say if it’s made it or worse or better, i’ve had my fair share with adderall which makes my mind blank so i can’t really have that in depth imagination i usually have but the physical reaction to do something heinous is still there, stims are good for the thought aspect but side effects from high dose adderall was pretty shitty