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It seems like the logical thing to do in my situation after so many failures, but I just can’t bring myself to do it, especially since I don’t have the luxury of rotting anymore. I hate feeling heavy and bloated, not finding pants that fit, getting the same apathetic reactions from people day-in and day-out, etc.
Am I just supposed to delude myself into thinking that I can change for the better every morning, even though my entire life history points to that not being the case?
Am I just supposed to delude myself into thinking that I can change for the better every morning, even though my entire life history points to that not being the case?
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