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The 2 locations where I draw this data from is on the street and in a nightclub where I work
My main preference is Angelic looking cute neotenous foids
I notice that these foids will often look at me in a fairly blatant way, like they can tell we are meant for each other and when we make eye contact there is an unspoken understanding of each other.
These foids never approach me in the club
Last night I noticed a foid like this in the club and proceeded to look at her as much as I could while she wasn't looking to induce the trance like state I experience from looking at ideal foids
Shortly after, her friend starting making a love heart gesture towards me with her hands, I smirked at first but just ignored her the next 2 times she did it because I am jaded beyond repair.
The ideal foid then started looking at me from time to time, then as she was leaving she looked at me for a prolonged amount of time but I tried to avoid holding eye contact because I would rather not be reminded of what I don't have
When these foids look at me it's always with a serious expression like they know that I am what they need rather than jesters, but like there's an invisible barrier between us.
Also I have had it happen a couple of times on the street where I'm walking past a JB where there's other people obstructing a direct view of her and at the last second I look at the JB just to view her directly and she will already be looking at me meaning eye contact gets established.
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The other kind of foid I have a preference for is foids who I just consider very goodlooking facially, doesn't need to have angelic aura of look very neotenous
I've noticed instances where these foids show no kind of open body language towards me.
In the club when I'm managing the line for the toilet there are opportunities for interactions with foids
One time there was a staceylite standing in front of me and I boke my usual rule of never opening a convo with customers to ask her how long she had been waiting in line and she responded just like a cashier would to chit chat but it was clear she wasn't going to show any initiative to extend the convo so I left it at that, I seen her making out with a LTN who may be her BF in the smoking area a few minutes later.
An almost identical scenario played out a few weeks apart where a staceylite was next up in line but that time I didn't open an interaction, seen her with an unremarkable MTN later in the night
Last night a goodlooking foid with a face I considered ideal was next in line and I wanted an interaction with her but I could tell by her body language that she had no openness to me so I didn't attempt anything, I just accepted the lack of openness she had towards me
Another time I was looking at a very goodlooking foid a fair bit when I was watching over the area where she was
Later she was in the toilet queue and I was anticipating if there would be any chance for an interaction
She didn't even wait in front of me like most foids do but instead walked in to wait in the toilet area, I dont care if they do that generally but it just showed 100% lack of willingness to leave herself open for an interaction
The caveat to this is that on a broader scale, goodlooking foids (HTB+) make eye contact with me more post surgery than they did pre surgery meaning in general goodlooking foids recognize me more post ascension, however it's like the ones who I consider as absolutely ideal never give any open body language, a couple of random HTBs however may give me a positive interaction.
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The next kind are chubby foids with faces I find appealing
With these foids I will often try to look at them to establish eye contact to show that I'm interested in an interaction
When I start doing this, it's almost like they intentionally start avoiding looking at me
An example would be if I'm watching the dancefloor, I try to catch the eye of a GL chubster, then if she walks past me on the stairs a few minutes later, if I just briefly look at her she will almost turn her head so that it's not possible to lock eyes with her
This is intentional avoidance whereas with the previous foids I mentioned it's just lack of care for my existence
The few times when I did have foids like this approach me, I tried extending the convo and showing enthusiasm but they don't seem to take it on board that I want to keep talking with them and want to escalate things and they will end the interaction and walk off.
Despite them going to the effort of starting the interaction they will always end it despite me showing I'm happy to keep it going.
My main preference is Angelic looking cute neotenous foids
I notice that these foids will often look at me in a fairly blatant way, like they can tell we are meant for each other and when we make eye contact there is an unspoken understanding of each other.
These foids never approach me in the club
Last night I noticed a foid like this in the club and proceeded to look at her as much as I could while she wasn't looking to induce the trance like state I experience from looking at ideal foids
Shortly after, her friend starting making a love heart gesture towards me with her hands, I smirked at first but just ignored her the next 2 times she did it because I am jaded beyond repair.
The ideal foid then started looking at me from time to time, then as she was leaving she looked at me for a prolonged amount of time but I tried to avoid holding eye contact because I would rather not be reminded of what I don't have
When these foids look at me it's always with a serious expression like they know that I am what they need rather than jesters, but like there's an invisible barrier between us.
Also I have had it happen a couple of times on the street where I'm walking past a JB where there's other people obstructing a direct view of her and at the last second I look at the JB just to view her directly and she will already be looking at me meaning eye contact gets established.
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The other kind of foid I have a preference for is foids who I just consider very goodlooking facially, doesn't need to have angelic aura of look very neotenous
I've noticed instances where these foids show no kind of open body language towards me.
In the club when I'm managing the line for the toilet there are opportunities for interactions with foids
One time there was a staceylite standing in front of me and I boke my usual rule of never opening a convo with customers to ask her how long she had been waiting in line and she responded just like a cashier would to chit chat but it was clear she wasn't going to show any initiative to extend the convo so I left it at that, I seen her making out with a LTN who may be her BF in the smoking area a few minutes later.
An almost identical scenario played out a few weeks apart where a staceylite was next up in line but that time I didn't open an interaction, seen her with an unremarkable MTN later in the night
Last night a goodlooking foid with a face I considered ideal was next in line and I wanted an interaction with her but I could tell by her body language that she had no openness to me so I didn't attempt anything, I just accepted the lack of openness she had towards me
Another time I was looking at a very goodlooking foid a fair bit when I was watching over the area where she was
Later she was in the toilet queue and I was anticipating if there would be any chance for an interaction
She didn't even wait in front of me like most foids do but instead walked in to wait in the toilet area, I dont care if they do that generally but it just showed 100% lack of willingness to leave herself open for an interaction
The caveat to this is that on a broader scale, goodlooking foids (HTB+) make eye contact with me more post surgery than they did pre surgery meaning in general goodlooking foids recognize me more post ascension, however it's like the ones who I consider as absolutely ideal never give any open body language, a couple of random HTBs however may give me a positive interaction.
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The next kind are chubby foids with faces I find appealing
With these foids I will often try to look at them to establish eye contact to show that I'm interested in an interaction
When I start doing this, it's almost like they intentionally start avoiding looking at me
An example would be if I'm watching the dancefloor, I try to catch the eye of a GL chubster, then if she walks past me on the stairs a few minutes later, if I just briefly look at her she will almost turn her head so that it's not possible to lock eyes with her
This is intentional avoidance whereas with the previous foids I mentioned it's just lack of care for my existence
The few times when I did have foids like this approach me, I tried extending the convo and showing enthusiasm but they don't seem to take it on board that I want to keep talking with them and want to escalate things and they will end the interaction and walk off.
Despite them going to the effort of starting the interaction they will always end it despite me showing I'm happy to keep it going.
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