How fucked am I on a scale of 1-10

[suicidemonkey]

I've been binge he eating for the last 2-3 months and have blown up from 16 to probably around 22% body fat. (70-80th percentile looks to 40-50th percentile looks)


Before that I was binging once per week but I'd always fast immediately after so I completely avoided any real weight gain, that went on for like 3 months.

Women treat me differently now but I was kind of gl before, I'm 20. How fucked am I? I am fully deadset on improving, how do I improve my mindset?

 

[crazyguy]

I've been binge he eating for the last 2-3 months and have blown up from 16 to probably around 22% body fat. (70-80th percentile looks to 40-50th percentile looks)


Before that I was binging once per week but I'd always fast immediately after so I completely avoided any real weight gain, that went on for like 3 months.

Women treat me differently now but I was kind of gl before, I'm 20. How fucked am I? I am fully deadset on improving, how do I improve my mindset?

It's already over

 

[suicidemonkey]

It's already over

How, explain.

 

[mopheadcody]

lift some weight

 

[crazyguy]

How, explain.

your life is over if you reach the age of 18

 

[OxyFanNigga]

Idiot

 

[suicidemonkey]

Idiot

Yes I did fuck up but my situation should be recoverable. I had these delusional dieticians telling me that I had a binge eating disorder but I'm certain that they're just delusional.

 

[OxyFanNigga]

Yes I did fuck up but my situation should be recoverable. I had these delusional dieticians telling me that I had a binge eating disorder but I'm certain that they're just delusional.

You know what, I respect this reply, and now I respect you a bit too. Nice dude, nice.

 

[suicidemonkey]

You know what, I respect this reply, and now I respect you a bit too. Nice dude, nice.

To be honest, I actually do think of myself as an idiot for this.

I can't understand why any sane man would obliterate his stomach and annihilate his appeal to attractive women over a few donuts. It's really just embarrassing and non-sensical.

Part of me wants to think of it as a disorder but the DSM itself is inherently flawed in many ways, it's also a relatively new "condition" and it honestly just seems more like a matter of a shitty "cost benefit analysis" than anything else.

I can distinctly recall asking myself why being lean even matters at all a few months ago, or finding ways to justify why it somehow isn't worth caring. That wasn't the "disorder" speaking, it was me. You know what I mean?

 

[OxyFanNigga]

To be honest, I actually do think of myself as an idiot for this.

I can't understand why any sane man would obliterate his stomach and annihilate his appeal to attractive women over a few donuts. It's really just embarrassing and non-sensical.

Part of me wants to think of it as a disorder but the DSM itself is inherently flawed in many ways, it's also a relatively new "condition" and it honestly just seems more like a matter of a shitty "cost benefit analysis" than anything else.

I can distinctly recall asking myself why being lean even matters at all a few months ago, or finding ways to justify why it somehow isn't worth caring. That wasn't the "disorder" speaking, it was me. You know what I mean?

You absolutely should...

Its typically alcohol -- not donuts, that obliterate a mans potential.

Conditions are illiusions. BE YOU. SCREAM YOUR EXISTENCE, AS LOUD AS YOU CAN -- THATS LOVE -- YOU! SCREAM!

Being lean is important to showcase attractive features of your physical form!

 

[suicidemonkey]

You absolutely should...

Its typically alcohol -- not donuts, that obliterate a mans potential.

Conditions are illiusions. BE YOU. SCREAM YOUR EXISTENCE, AS LOUD AS YOU CAN -- THATS LOVE -- YOU! SCREAM!

Being lean is important to showcase attractive features of your physical form!

Come on man, I was seeking some understanding because I already feel like an idiot.

I know this is a Looksmaxxing forum but I have a point.

Also I agree alcohol is pretty bad.

 

[OxyFanNigga]

Come on man, I was seeking some understanding because I already feel like an idiot.

I know this is a Looksmaxxing forum but I have a point.

Also I agree alcohol is pretty bad.

Alcohol is hell.

I apologize If i offended you in any way,

Let it be known --

I like and respect you.

Thats me.

 

[davidlaidisme67]

It's already over

 

[suicidemonkey]

Alcohol is hell.

I apologize If i offended you in any way,

Let it be known --

I like and respect you.

Thats me.

I fucked myself with alcohol when I was 18.

I drank well past blackout 3 times a month for a year straight. Often, I would barely be able to recall any details from the night before if any. I haven't drank like that in a while though.