
darodcel
6'0.6 maxillacel
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So I’m kind of lost, as i am not a complete incel but I think I still count. I’m doing a lot better than certain truecels on this site but I still feel invisible to girls
Sometimes I feel like a poser scrolling this site.
One one side:
I’ve had my first kiss, held hands, cuddles, made out a lot. I’ve had 2 girlfriends, like 6 talking stages that amount to nothing. I’ve gotten my dick sucked once by my first girl but still a virgin. Fingered a girl but no actual dick-in-vagina sex(my second girl asked me a week before we broke up to fuck and I said no that day cuz I had no condoms and I’m not going to be a dad at 19). Which pisses me off cuz I was so close to not being a virgin anymore
On the other side:
These days whenever I try and talk to girls it’s like it’s 10x harder, I literally cannot get a decent looking girl no matter how hard I try. I’m very low MTN, 6’0, but overweight with gyno. If I lean out my max potential is maybe mid to high mtn. Possibly low htn with one carefully placed surgery that I’m currently saving up for. But it seems even ugly LTB girls avoid my eyes in public
Any help figuring my situation out would be appreciated, I feel as if I’m situated in a weird limbo
Sometimes I feel like a poser scrolling this site.
One one side:
I’ve had my first kiss, held hands, cuddles, made out a lot. I’ve had 2 girlfriends, like 6 talking stages that amount to nothing. I’ve gotten my dick sucked once by my first girl but still a virgin. Fingered a girl but no actual dick-in-vagina sex(my second girl asked me a week before we broke up to fuck and I said no that day cuz I had no condoms and I’m not going to be a dad at 19). Which pisses me off cuz I was so close to not being a virgin anymore
On the other side:
These days whenever I try and talk to girls it’s like it’s 10x harder, I literally cannot get a decent looking girl no matter how hard I try. I’m very low MTN, 6’0, but overweight with gyno. If I lean out my max potential is maybe mid to high mtn. Possibly low htn with one carefully placed surgery that I’m currently saving up for. But it seems even ugly LTB girls avoid my eyes in public
Any help figuring my situation out would be appreciated, I feel as if I’m situated in a weird limbo