How I became a chud

[thegoldenmonkay]

I started as a chud and became a chud again I started lifting when I was 13 I was around 5’6 220lbs and only had a background of skating a lot in my town um how I got to that point was random to me because I was 10 and I was decently chubby went through early puberty due to higher body fat and height grow and I was leaner but then I kept eating and became 220lbs and a chud so I starved all summer went consistently to the gym and ended at 170lbs around 20% which is a major difference of life in general when you lose 50lbs fast over the summer and yeah I started wrestling I fell in love with it and it kept me lean and getting me leaner and leaner at the peak I was around 185 and at 20% body fat just enjoying it and I competed at middle school states won and felt accomplished and one day I started pull sumo deadlift and then I fell in love with that to point I was skipping wrestling to just go deadlift? And at first it felt great getting consistently stronger but I kept eating this same but with a thousand calorie less of tdee due to not doing 3-4 hour wrestling practices anymore and watching what I eat and in a year and a half time of powerlifting I went from 180 to 280 and 41% bodyfat yea maybe I got stronger but at what cost im almost 300lbs at 16 and im only 5’9 I did my bloodwork and health markers im insulin resistance with a out of wack blood pressure and elevated ldl cholesterol with 237ng/p test levels and 93 e2 my grades are bad my room is mess I’ve blown through my saving I’m working at a retirement home I’m failing 2 ap classes and I’m dating a sub 5 because it’s the only thing I can cum dump into looking like this with fucking negrocotiiss on my fucking nose and arm with acne and a fat chipmunk face is there any coming back from this or should i genuinely just end it

 

[anthony267]

Brutal. There’s always hope just look up some nutrition guides online and you’ll be fine

 

[YouCanCallMeV]

This is why you should cut first before you bulk if you're a fatty. At 5'9 your ideal weight is definitely not 180. So now you have to cut over a hundred pounds without losing your gains, good luck it will take years without using something like dnp or bam15 which you definitely shouldn't be fucking with at 16. You're young enough that if you cut your losses and lose weight properly before hitting the weight. you'll be on track to enjoy the prime of your life. A bulk cycle is supposed to be like 20 or 30 pounds why the fuck did you gain 100?