Blackpillirony
Sense of me and time slips away
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Its a story I posted on .com back in September but I thought I'd re-upload it with more insight on .org.
It all started when I was invited to a big party for the first time in my life by friends I made on campus, something before school starts again.
Unfortunately, I had to go to a big city far away since I already had something planned with my family. I still invited 3 other friends to the party and promised them I'll come eventually. I ended up taking the train from that big city to my hometown by myself costing me 100 CAD. I got booze from 2 overpriced convenience stores for 60 CAD and got myself prepared once I got home. I had a lift from a friend I invited and I finally got to the function.
Everyone praised me for getting more booze to the function. I talked with the few people that were there and noticed the host. The host was a pretty mmtb brunette that quickly made fun of me for being a loser and not having my drivers license yet after we've introduced ourselves and talked to each other for a bit.
Long story short I drank a lot of booze, smoked weed blunts and moshed to 2hollis. I tried to approach the host multiple times, she playfully spread glitter all over me and kept poking fun at me. I had tons of fun with my friends but eventually they all left, going from 20ish people in the crib to just 4 at 1 AM.
Once we were only 4 left and everyone just sat around and relaxed. It was me, the host, her friend and an another guy. They pressured the guy to kiss his girlfriend (who has left the place earlier) claiming that's what she wanted but even drunk and high on weed I claimed he had to wait for her explicit consent. After we rambled on other things I honestly forgot about, the host put her hand on my arm and held me for like 2-3 minutes.
Do y'all know what I said ?
I said "Can you stop grabbing me please ?" I am ND and I thought the contact was a bit overwhelming but looking back I should've made a move too. Honestly looking back I find myself pretty idiotic because I thought she was cute and she was first to make physical contact.
I walked from 3 AM to 5 AM back to my crib drunk, high and blueballed by myself because all my friends left before me. My family already was home.
It was like a week or so before I joined the forums, can't say this event blackpilled me but it's one of those moments where you look back and realized you messed up somewhere, at least it serves as a lesson to take on cues more accurately and be more audacious.
Thoughts? @Yani @shkypot @vampi @polonaecel @Jason Voorhees
It all started when I was invited to a big party for the first time in my life by friends I made on campus, something before school starts again.
Unfortunately, I had to go to a big city far away since I already had something planned with my family. I still invited 3 other friends to the party and promised them I'll come eventually. I ended up taking the train from that big city to my hometown by myself costing me 100 CAD. I got booze from 2 overpriced convenience stores for 60 CAD and got myself prepared once I got home. I had a lift from a friend I invited and I finally got to the function.
Everyone praised me for getting more booze to the function. I talked with the few people that were there and noticed the host. The host was a pretty mmtb brunette that quickly made fun of me for being a loser and not having my drivers license yet after we've introduced ourselves and talked to each other for a bit.
Long story short I drank a lot of booze, smoked weed blunts and moshed to 2hollis. I tried to approach the host multiple times, she playfully spread glitter all over me and kept poking fun at me. I had tons of fun with my friends but eventually they all left, going from 20ish people in the crib to just 4 at 1 AM.
Once we were only 4 left and everyone just sat around and relaxed. It was me, the host, her friend and an another guy. They pressured the guy to kiss his girlfriend (who has left the place earlier) claiming that's what she wanted but even drunk and high on weed I claimed he had to wait for her explicit consent. After we rambled on other things I honestly forgot about, the host put her hand on my arm and held me for like 2-3 minutes.
Do y'all know what I said ?
I said "Can you stop grabbing me please ?" I am ND and I thought the contact was a bit overwhelming but looking back I should've made a move too. Honestly looking back I find myself pretty idiotic because I thought she was cute and she was first to make physical contact.
I walked from 3 AM to 5 AM back to my crib drunk, high and blueballed by myself because all my friends left before me. My family already was home.
It was like a week or so before I joined the forums, can't say this event blackpilled me but it's one of those moments where you look back and realized you messed up somewhere, at least it serves as a lesson to take on cues more accurately and be more audacious.
Thoughts? @Yani @shkypot @vampi @polonaecel @Jason Voorhees
