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inb4 “DNR”, just go read the TLDR at the bottom if you don’t want to read it all
it was in august 2021, i knew my oneitis for 3 years leading up to this point, we were great friends and she was the first woman to treat me like a human being (which i will get into why later).
in my freshman year of highschool, i gained enough courage to ask her out to be my girlfriend. i texted her at 3 pm that day and said “hey” and she replied with “what”, which to me sounded like it had a rude connotation to it, which caused me to be a high inhib pussy and it took me 6 hours to gain the courage to send the next text to ask her out, and then when i finally did at 9pm, i didnt even fucking touch my phone for the rest of the night because i was so scared of the reply. i literally stood up all night until the next morning when i had to get up for the next day of class. i get the courage at around 6 am the next morning to read the reply and it turns out she actually wasn’t even rude about it, but she lied to me, she told me word for word, “sorry, my parents won’t let me date until after highschool” which at the time i was okay with. i was surprised she didnt call me a stupid ugly waste-of-life faggot. but what she told me ended up being one huge fucking lie. in retrospect, her explanation for not wanting to date me was pure bullshit and she was obviously not being honest, but i’m low iq and i was also blinded by the fact that she was nice about it. the next day of school was somewhat awkward since i had a class with her, but to my surprise, she didn’t make a big deal out of me asking her out at all. she just treated it like another day, didn’t try to avoid me or anything. she wasn’t angry at me at all. it was pretty much like this for the rest of the semester, but after that i never had a class with her again.
around 2-3 weeks after i asked her out, i was in another class, who had a bunch of her friends in there and they all sat at the same table. there was this one fat nerdy subhuman in particular who i knew was friends with my oneitis at the time, but i just considered him the oofy doofy friend (which i turned out to be in the end). (@davidlaidisme67 i told you about this part in vc JFL) one day, that fat subhuman goes over to sit with my oneitis’s friends at their table for whatever reason, don’t know why, but they were just chatting it up i guess. there was one particular part of the conversation that was massive ropefuel for me. one of the girls who was friends with my oneitis brought up some activity she did with her, and now since my oneitis was the topic of discussion at that table, i kid you not, that fat subhuman said that he was in a relationship with my oneitis now and has been for the past few days. they didn’t act surprised when he said this so i’m pretty sure they already knew this beforehand. those few words hit me like a fucking bulldozer. the thing is, i expected my oneitis to reject me. but like i said prior to this, she told me she wasn’t allowed to date until after highschool. this is when i figured out she was fucking lying to me since my low iq couldnt detect that she was lying before that when she told me in the first place. then it dawned on me; i got cucked by a fucking borderline-ND fat subhuman who i thought i mogged. i couldn’t believe it, i felt like rushing out of the room and climbing on top of the building and fucking jumping off of it. there was no way this was true. he had to be lying right? no way the first girl who actually treated me like a fucking human being would tell such a great lie like this right? my own brain coped and called bullshit on the fact that this guy was actually dating my oneitis, until a few days later i see them holding hands and talking in the hallway together
) i was about to fucking lose it. it was true, i genuinely got cucked by this subhuman 4 eyed nerd. this led to a long time period of LDARing.
after i was done with the post-rejection LDARing i fell down the redpill/PUA rabbit hole, which you can already guess how that went. i went through a long long phase of jestermaxxing and gymcelling in hopes of finding a girlfriend and boosting my social status. i got made fun of by a long people along the way, but the cope redpill influencers kept telling me to keep my head down and not listen to what people have to say or think about me, which i did. that period ended after a little while when i tried getting involved with a thugmaxxed friend group who used and abused me and played a massive role in the abused dog i am today, so i entered another LDARing phase.
(WARNING: NUCLEAR BLACKPILL) a little while after that, i tried to start socializing again. i talked to an old friend of mine over the phone during the summer of 2024 and we just reflected on the past 3 years of highschool. it pretty much didn’t matter at me to this point, so i mentioned my oneitis to him and that i liked her and asked her out at one point, to which she rejected me. the words that this guy would say next would help me connect the dots and open my eyes to how big of a truecel i am. he revealed to me that she was actually ND (autist) and he couldnt believe that i couldnt pull her. those few words changed it all for me. i was able to understand it all now. mind you, pretty much every single interaction i have had with any woman except for my oneitis has been pure dogshit, the reason i liked my oneitis so much was not because of her looks (she was LTB with coloring halo), it was because she was actually nice to me. for reference, i had one girl call me “caillou with hair” one time and laughed at me (theres so many bad encounters i have with women at that time but thats my most memorable one) so finally being treated like a human by a girl made me feel elated. so elated that i was blind to the fact that she was obviously ND. this is when i came to the conclusion: She wouldn’t have even given me the time of day if she was neurotypical. The only reason we were ever “friends” in the first place was because she was neurodivergent and it wasn’t hard to interact with her at all. we could only relate to eachother because she was ND. i couldn’t even pull an ND girl. i got cucked by a subhuman and he took the girl that i wanted for 3 years with ease. i thought i mogged him. i thought he was just the oofy doofy friend but it was me all along. it was truly over for me. I was infact a truecel.
i don’t know whats crazier, the fact i was too low iq to realize she wasn’t NT and that was why she even talked to me to begin with, or the fact that i got cucked by a fucking nerdy subhuman and got my opportunity to experience teen love (when women’s standards are at its lowest) ripped from my hands. its like taking candy from a baby. after all that, i registered here to join on org, and later .is
TLDR: asked out oneitis to be my girlfriend, got rejected, figured out she was dating some subhuman instead, fell into redpill/PUA phase, later told by an old friend that my oneitis was actually ND and that’s the only reason she talked to me in the first place, realized I’m a truecel, became a forum rotter
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@acm @Bitterschön @trench @whitebitchslayer @davidlaidisme67
it was in august 2021, i knew my oneitis for 3 years leading up to this point, we were great friends and she was the first woman to treat me like a human being (which i will get into why later).
in my freshman year of highschool, i gained enough courage to ask her out to be my girlfriend. i texted her at 3 pm that day and said “hey” and she replied with “what”, which to me sounded like it had a rude connotation to it, which caused me to be a high inhib pussy and it took me 6 hours to gain the courage to send the next text to ask her out, and then when i finally did at 9pm, i didnt even fucking touch my phone for the rest of the night because i was so scared of the reply. i literally stood up all night until the next morning when i had to get up for the next day of class. i get the courage at around 6 am the next morning to read the reply and it turns out she actually wasn’t even rude about it, but she lied to me, she told me word for word, “sorry, my parents won’t let me date until after highschool” which at the time i was okay with. i was surprised she didnt call me a stupid ugly waste-of-life faggot. but what she told me ended up being one huge fucking lie. in retrospect, her explanation for not wanting to date me was pure bullshit and she was obviously not being honest, but i’m low iq and i was also blinded by the fact that she was nice about it. the next day of school was somewhat awkward since i had a class with her, but to my surprise, she didn’t make a big deal out of me asking her out at all. she just treated it like another day, didn’t try to avoid me or anything. she wasn’t angry at me at all. it was pretty much like this for the rest of the semester, but after that i never had a class with her again.
around 2-3 weeks after i asked her out, i was in another class, who had a bunch of her friends in there and they all sat at the same table. there was this one fat nerdy subhuman in particular who i knew was friends with my oneitis at the time, but i just considered him the oofy doofy friend (which i turned out to be in the end). (@davidlaidisme67 i told you about this part in vc JFL) one day, that fat subhuman goes over to sit with my oneitis’s friends at their table for whatever reason, don’t know why, but they were just chatting it up i guess. there was one particular part of the conversation that was massive ropefuel for me. one of the girls who was friends with my oneitis brought up some activity she did with her, and now since my oneitis was the topic of discussion at that table, i kid you not, that fat subhuman said that he was in a relationship with my oneitis now and has been for the past few days. they didn’t act surprised when he said this so i’m pretty sure they already knew this beforehand. those few words hit me like a fucking bulldozer. the thing is, i expected my oneitis to reject me. but like i said prior to this, she told me she wasn’t allowed to date until after highschool. this is when i figured out she was fucking lying to me since my low iq couldnt detect that she was lying before that when she told me in the first place. then it dawned on me; i got cucked by a fucking borderline-ND fat subhuman who i thought i mogged. i couldn’t believe it, i felt like rushing out of the room and climbing on top of the building and fucking jumping off of it. there was no way this was true. he had to be lying right? no way the first girl who actually treated me like a fucking human being would tell such a great lie like this right? my own brain coped and called bullshit on the fact that this guy was actually dating my oneitis, until a few days later i see them holding hands and talking in the hallway together
) i was about to fucking lose it. it was true, i genuinely got cucked by this subhuman 4 eyed nerd. this led to a long time period of LDARing.after i was done with the post-rejection LDARing i fell down the redpill/PUA rabbit hole, which you can already guess how that went. i went through a long long phase of jestermaxxing and gymcelling in hopes of finding a girlfriend and boosting my social status. i got made fun of by a long people along the way, but the cope redpill influencers kept telling me to keep my head down and not listen to what people have to say or think about me, which i did. that period ended after a little while when i tried getting involved with a thugmaxxed friend group who used and abused me and played a massive role in the abused dog i am today, so i entered another LDARing phase.
(WARNING: NUCLEAR BLACKPILL) a little while after that, i tried to start socializing again. i talked to an old friend of mine over the phone during the summer of 2024 and we just reflected on the past 3 years of highschool. it pretty much didn’t matter at me to this point, so i mentioned my oneitis to him and that i liked her and asked her out at one point, to which she rejected me. the words that this guy would say next would help me connect the dots and open my eyes to how big of a truecel i am. he revealed to me that she was actually ND (autist) and he couldnt believe that i couldnt pull her. those few words changed it all for me. i was able to understand it all now. mind you, pretty much every single interaction i have had with any woman except for my oneitis has been pure dogshit, the reason i liked my oneitis so much was not because of her looks (she was LTB with coloring halo), it was because she was actually nice to me. for reference, i had one girl call me “caillou with hair” one time and laughed at me (theres so many bad encounters i have with women at that time but thats my most memorable one) so finally being treated like a human by a girl made me feel elated. so elated that i was blind to the fact that she was obviously ND. this is when i came to the conclusion: She wouldn’t have even given me the time of day if she was neurotypical. The only reason we were ever “friends” in the first place was because she was neurodivergent and it wasn’t hard to interact with her at all. we could only relate to eachother because she was ND. i couldn’t even pull an ND girl. i got cucked by a subhuman and he took the girl that i wanted for 3 years with ease. i thought i mogged him. i thought he was just the oofy doofy friend but it was me all along. it was truly over for me. I was infact a truecel.
i don’t know whats crazier, the fact i was too low iq to realize she wasn’t NT and that was why she even talked to me to begin with, or the fact that i got cucked by a fucking nerdy subhuman and got my opportunity to experience teen love (when women’s standards are at its lowest) ripped from my hands. its like taking candy from a baby. after all that, i registered here to join on org, and later .is
TLDR: asked out oneitis to be my girlfriend, got rejected, figured out she was dating some subhuman instead, fell into redpill/PUA phase, later told by an old friend that my oneitis was actually ND and that’s the only reason she talked to me in the first place, realized I’m a truecel, became a forum rotter
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@acm @Bitterschön @trench @whitebitchslayer @davidlaidisme67
