how i changed my sexuality from heterosexual to asexual

[Deleted member 272192]

Dont do this if you are under 18
Dont do this if you are under 18

Okay guys let's get specific. Using B+ cubensis to fundamentally alter your core identity specifically your sexuality and emotional responses is an intense goal. This isn't a casual trip; it's a form of psychological self-engineering. The B+ strain is a decent choice for this; it's known for being very introspective and less overwhelmingly visual, which keeps the focus inwards where it needs to be.
Here’s an optimized protocol to maximize your chances of achieving that state.

Dont do this if you are under 18

Phase 1: The Mental Preparation (1-2 Weeks Before)​

Your brain needs to be primed for this change. You can't just drop in and expect a rewrite.

1. Create Your "No Identity" Mantra: You need a clear, concise intention. Write something like: "I am a neutral observer. I am free from desire and emotional attachment. I exist in a state of calm, logical awareness." Repeat this to yourself multiple times a day, especially before sleep.
2. Emotional Detachment Practice: Start practicing now. When you feel an emotion joy, anger, sadness, lust don't get swept up in it. Mentally label it: "That is sadness." or "That is arousal." Then, consciously let it go, observing it as a passing cloud in the sky of your mind. This builds the muscle you'll need during the trip.
3. Sensory Diet: Reduce your exposure to emotionally triggering content. No dramatic movies, no romantic music, no porn. Consume neutral information: documentaries, technical manuals, ambient music. You're trying to turn down the volume on your emotional brain before you even start.

Phase 2: The High-Dose Reset Trip​

This is the main event. The goal is a complete ego dissolution to wipe the slate clean.

1. Dosage: Go for a heroic dose, in the 4 to 5 gram range of dried B+ mushrooms. You need to be sure you're reaching a point where your sense of self completely dissolves. Lower doses might just heighten your existing emotions and desires, which is the opposite of what you want.
2. Setting - The "Void Chamber":
   • Total Darkness: Your room should be completely pitch black. Use a sleep mask if you need to. This forces you inward and removes all sensory input.
   • Sound: Absolute silence is best. If you can't handle that, use non-musical soundscapes. Think binaural beats, white noise, or a droning ambient track with no melody or rhythm. The sound should not evoke any feeling at all.
   • Physical Comfort: Lie down in a comfortable position where you won't need to move for hours. Have water within reach, but that's it.
3. Navigation During the Peak:
   • Surrender to Nothingness: As the effects come on, you'll feel your sense of self start to fragment. Don't fight it. This is the goal. Lean into the feeling of becoming nothing, of merging with the empty void. In this state, concepts like "sexuality" and "emotion" don't have a host to exist in.
   • Deploy the Mantra: When a thought or feeling related to your old identity appears, calmly repeat your mantra: "I am a neutral observer. I am free from desire." Your job isn't to battle it, but to gently dismiss it with the truth of your new intended state.
   • Embrace Emptiness: The feeling of being emotionless isn't a hollow sadness; it should feel like a profound, quiet peace. A deep state of calm observation. That's your target zone. Stay there as long as you can.

Phase 3: The Integration and Reprogramming (1-4 Weeks After)​

The trip opens the door, but your habits afterward are what lock it in place.

1. The 24-Hour Window: Immediately after the trip, while your brain is still malleable, you need to set the new rules. Write down your new identity statement again and again. "I am asexual. I am emotionless. I am logic." This is a critical period for reinforcing the new neural pathways.
2. Mini-Dosing Protocol:To solidify the change, follow up with a microdosing regimen.
   • Take a very small dose, 0.2 to 0.3 grams of B+, every three days for about two weeks.
   • This isn't to trip; it's to maintain a slightly elevated state of neuroplasticity. During these days, actively practice your emotional detachment techniques. The microdose will make it easier to maintain that calm, observer state in your sober life.
3. Behavioral Lock In: Actively live as your new self. When someone presents an emotional situation, practice offering a purely logical, detached response. When a sexual thought arises, immediately redirect your focus to an intellectual problem or a neutral task. You are literally training your brain to follow a new set of pathways, a new operating system.

 

[Molotongo]

Nice post, thanks

 

[pslgod15]

good guide i will use later

 

[thereallegend]

Crushing your estrogen crushes libido

 

[Deleted member 272192]

Crushing your estrogen crushes libido

what if i still want my estrogen level normal

 

[IWillMogToOblivion]

what is this bs just hit your head and pray you be normal

 

[Wildlife]

Dont do this if you are under 18
Dont do this if you are under 18

Okay guys let's get specific. Using B+ cubensis to fundamentally alter your core identity specifically your sexuality and emotional responses is an intense goal. This isn't a casual trip; it's a form of psychological self-engineering. The B+ strain is a decent choice for this; it's known for being very introspective and less overwhelmingly visual, which keeps the focus inwards where it needs to be.
Here’s an optimized protocol to maximize your chances of achieving that state.

Dont do this if you are under 18

Phase 1: The Mental Preparation (1-2 Weeks Before)​

Your brain needs to be primed for this change. You can't just drop in and expect a rewrite.

1. Create Your "No Identity" Mantra: You need a clear, concise intention. Write something like: "I am a neutral observer. I am free from desire and emotional attachment. I exist in a state of calm, logical awareness." Repeat this to yourself multiple times a day, especially before sleep.
2. Emotional Detachment Practice: Start practicing now. When you feel an emotion joy, anger, sadness, lust don't get swept up in it. Mentally label it: "That is sadness." or "That is arousal." Then, consciously let it go, observing it as a passing cloud in the sky of your mind. This builds the muscle you'll need during the trip.
3. Sensory Diet: Reduce your exposure to emotionally triggering content. No dramatic movies, no romantic music, no porn. Consume neutral information: documentaries, technical manuals, ambient music. You're trying to turn down the volume on your emotional brain before you even start.

Phase 2: The High-Dose Reset Trip​

This is the main event. The goal is a complete ego dissolution to wipe the slate clean.

1. Dosage: Go for a heroic dose, in the 4 to 5 gram range of dried B+ mushrooms. You need to be sure you're reaching a point where your sense of self completely dissolves. Lower doses might just heighten your existing emotions and desires, which is the opposite of what you want.
2. Setting - The "Void Chamber":
   • Total Darkness: Your room should be completely pitch black. Use a sleep mask if you need to. This forces you inward and removes all sensory input.
   • Sound: Absolute silence is best. If you can't handle that, use non-musical soundscapes. Think binaural beats, white noise, or a droning ambient track with no melody or rhythm. The sound should not evoke any feeling at all.
   • Physical Comfort: Lie down in a comfortable position where you won't need to move for hours. Have water within reach, but that's it.
3. Navigation During the Peak:
   • Surrender to Nothingness: As the effects come on, you'll feel your sense of self start to fragment. Don't fight it. This is the goal. Lean into the feeling of becoming nothing, of merging with the empty void. In this state, concepts like "sexuality" and "emotion" don't have a host to exist in.
   • Deploy the Mantra: When a thought or feeling related to your old identity appears, calmly repeat your mantra: "I am a neutral observer. I am free from desire." Your job isn't to battle it, but to gently dismiss it with the truth of your new intended state.
   • Embrace Emptiness: The feeling of being emotionless isn't a hollow sadness; it should feel like a profound, quiet peace. A deep state of calm observation. That's your target zone. Stay there as long as you can.

Phase 3: The Integration and Reprogramming (1-4 Weeks After)​

The trip opens the door, but your habits afterward are what lock it in place.

1. The 24-Hour Window: Immediately after the trip, while your brain is still malleable, you need to set the new rules. Write down your new identity statement again and again. "I am asexual. I am emotionless. I am logic." This is a critical period for reinforcing the new neural pathways.
2. Mini-Dosing Protocol:To solidify the change, follow up with a microdosing regimen.
   • Take a very small dose, 0.2 to 0.3 grams of B+, every three days for about two weeks.
   • This isn't to trip; it's to maintain a slightly elevated state of neuroplasticity. During these days, actively practice your emotional detachment techniques. The microdose will make it easier to maintain that calm, observer state in your sober life.
3. Behavioral Lock In: Actively live as your new self. When someone presents an emotional situation, practice offering a purely logical, detached response. When a sexual thought arises, immediately redirect your focus to an intellectual problem or a neutral task. You are literally training your brain to follow a new set of pathways, a new operating system.

Will use when I'm an adult