khhvincel
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alright here's the part two to my story, since part one was sooo BRUTALLL
BEFORE THE INCIDENT (this happened in year 3 btw)
the lesson had just ended, and it was time for break. it was a rainy break but not too rainy so we were allowed outside. i was hanging out with my friends who were all like gravitating around this one group of girls. i sometimes talked to them but i guess they only wanted to talk to me since i was the only black guy in the class ( yet i was still subhuman) and i was SOMETIMES funny. other than that i was pretty chopped. these girls were talking about how another guy in my class, we'll call him jordan, was kinda fine and the leader of the girls group wanted to be with him.
now this made me pretty angry because i felt i deserved everything, all the htbs, all the attention, yet i was soo chopped and even when the attention was on me, i would jester even more and make fun of myself so people automatically started to say that i was weird.
THE PLAYGROUND INCIDENT
there i was, on the playground, getting into everyone's business and ragebaiting mfs. i see my friends all in one group so i obviously go over and join them. i thought maybe everyone was telling jokes and just having a good time until i see all my hbs staring at the leader of the girls group (becky) holding hands with jordan. i was so sad, they were in a loving relationship and i always wanted that, to have a real friend that i can connect with, instead of jestering and watching anime. they were holding hands and even kissed at one point. soon, the group just went away and everyone went on their own, but i hadn't had enough, i needed her
BEGGING THE HIGH MTB
so obviously in my retarded 9 year old brain, i thought it would be a good idea to try and get her to pity me so maybe she could go out with me
i thought maybe, just maybe i would have a chance with her so i went up to her whilst she was holding hands with jordan ( who actually brutally mogged me to oblivion and i think also had ADHD) soon jordan went away after i said i wanted to talk to her, it's still raining btw. so now it's just me and her alone, so i tell her the truth.
"becky, i always loved you since the beginning of time, did it hurt when you fell from heaven?"
she giggled, so i thought it was working and tried some more
"i write a poem for you, you are as beautiful as a dog and you are the buns to my hotdog(? i can't remember this was ages ago)"
she laughed, "haha" i thought, i made her laugh and giggle.
"sooooo... will you go on a date with me?" i asked, already knowing the answer was going to be yes.
"no sorry, i'm taken my boyfriend is jordan"...
upon hearing this i burst into tears
" no no no, it's fine i'll go on a date with you, khhvincel" she said, worrying that others would see her with me, a subhuman
CONCLUSION
i knew this date was never going to happen, and that's what made me realize the truth, the. it didn't matter how much i made others laugh, i would always be an outcast because of my looks. no one had ever told me i was ugly, i even thought i was the best looking guy in my class. i hated seeing others that were better than me, but then i learnt that i will always be subhuman and there's nothing i can do about it. of course this was a long time ago, and i no longer look the way that i used to , but i never understood why some were funnier and more talented and i was just another below average "weird kid". if only i knew. i went home that day, feeling sad in my bed, i never knew about so i genuinely thought it was over.
i cried in my bed that night, just praying that somehow, somewhere in the next life, my story wouldn't be so brutal.
@iBlameTheGauntlet brutal read
BEFORE THE INCIDENT (this happened in year 3 btw)
the lesson had just ended, and it was time for break. it was a rainy break but not too rainy so we were allowed outside. i was hanging out with my friends who were all like gravitating around this one group of girls. i sometimes talked to them but i guess they only wanted to talk to me since i was the only black guy in the class ( yet i was still subhuman) and i was SOMETIMES funny. other than that i was pretty chopped. these girls were talking about how another guy in my class, we'll call him jordan, was kinda fine and the leader of the girls group wanted to be with him.
now this made me pretty angry because i felt i deserved everything, all the htbs, all the attention, yet i was soo chopped and even when the attention was on me, i would jester even more and make fun of myself so people automatically started to say that i was weird.
THE PLAYGROUND INCIDENT
there i was, on the playground, getting into everyone's business and ragebaiting mfs. i see my friends all in one group so i obviously go over and join them. i thought maybe everyone was telling jokes and just having a good time until i see all my hbs staring at the leader of the girls group (becky) holding hands with jordan.
i was so sad, they were in a loving relationship and i always wanted that, to have a real friend that i can connect with, instead of jestering and watching anime. they were holding hands and even kissed at one point. soon, the group just went away and everyone went on their own, but i hadn't had enough, i needed herBEGGING THE HIGH MTB
so obviously in my retarded 9 year old brain, i thought it would be a good idea to try and get her to pity me so maybe she could go out with me
i thought maybe, just maybe i would have a chance with her so i went up to her whilst she was holding hands with jordan ( who actually brutally mogged me to oblivion and i think also had ADHD) soon jordan went away after i said i wanted to talk to her, it's still raining btw. so now it's just me and her alone, so i tell her the truth.
"becky, i always loved you since the beginning of time, did it hurt when you fell from heaven?"
she giggled, so i thought it was working and tried some more
"i write a poem for you, you are as beautiful as a dog and you are the buns to my hotdog(? i can't remember this was ages ago)"
she laughed, "haha" i thought, i made her laugh and giggle.
"sooooo... will you go on a date with me?" i asked, already knowing the answer was going to be yes.
"no sorry, i'm taken my boyfriend is jordan"...
upon hearing this i burst into tears
" no no no, it's fine i'll go on a date with you, khhvincel" she said, worrying that others would see her with me, a subhuman
CONCLUSION
i knew this date was never going to happen, and that's what made me realize the truth, the
. it didn't matter how much i made others laugh, i would always be an outcast because of my looks. no one had ever told me i was ugly, i even thought i was the best looking guy in my class. i hated seeing others that were better than me, but then i learnt that i will always be subhuman and there's nothing i can do about it. of course this was a long time ago, and i no longer look the way that i used to , but i never understood why some were funnier and more talented and i was just another below average "weird kid". if only i knew. i went home that day, feeling sad in my bed, i never knew about so i genuinely thought it was over.i cried in my bed that night, just praying that somehow, somewhere in the next life, my story wouldn't be so brutal.
@iBlameTheGauntlet brutal read
