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[ANTI GTC] Happy Gioween
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Reason 1: ever since I remember I've always been the least athletic in class. I was bullied for being fat. I was always choose last in PE. Other kids in school would always talk behind my back because I was fat.
Reason 2: I don't remember when my mom has ever prioritized me. Ever since my little brother was born. (he's 4 years younger then me) he has always been the star. Young charming guy. Plays soccer all that. My mom has spend all her time with my brother. everytime I would try and show her something I would always get on DNR or get hit by "Can't you see I'm busy" even know to this today this happeneds. The only times my mom talks to me is only if she wants to correct me if I did something wrong. Everytime I walk out my room she always yells at me or complains. This going on for my life has of course led me to being alot on the internet. Since my mom hasn't really been there.
3: My dad has always been prioritizing work over me. Rn I currently haven't seen him for about 8 months because of work and sickness. The only times I also could remember him being proud of me is either when I got a girl. Or when I could impress him in strength. I remember one time we we played fighted and I tried to push him. And he was like. "woah your strong I actually gotta use a decent amount of strength" I remember him saying it in such a proud voice which made me want to impress him again. When he was young he abused steroids for many years. His gym bro was also the biggest guy in my whole city so he's hard to impress. My dad even told me he didn't regret taking steroids straight up to me. This led me to begin gymmaxing. I have not being taken alot of peptides or steroids yet. But that's mainly because I don't have a good way to use money without my mom seeing.
Reason 4: EVERY girl I've ever been with. Has had their friends laugh at me cuz I was more chopped then them. I have never been the price in a relationship. I was always the "Lucky guy". My ex's friends would always tell her she deserved someone way better looking. People has also walked up to me before. Even tho I don't really know them just to ask how I pulled my ex's while being so ugly. And I seriously cannot stand it anymore.
Reason 5: My old step dad killed himself. Nobody has asked me if I was okay ever since he died. Not a single person. My mom spent time crying herself. And my little brother was too young to understand. I was about 9 and I was left alone crying over my stepdad killing himself. I still think about it every few months.
All this combined has been making me who I am. And resulted in me going down this rabbit hole.
Quick Resume for people who don't want to read it all:
I was fat, Mom didn't care about me, dad prioritized work, I have always been made fun of in relationships, my stepdad killed himself.
@Grilldaddy❤️ @nestivv @BigBallsLarry
Reason 2: I don't remember when my mom has ever prioritized me. Ever since my little brother was born. (he's 4 years younger then me) he has always been the star. Young charming guy. Plays soccer all that. My mom has spend all her time with my brother. everytime I would try and show her something I would always get on DNR or get hit by "Can't you see I'm busy" even know to this today this happeneds. The only times my mom talks to me is only if she wants to correct me if I did something wrong. Everytime I walk out my room she always yells at me or complains. This going on for my life has of course led me to being alot on the internet. Since my mom hasn't really been there.
3: My dad has always been prioritizing work over me. Rn I currently haven't seen him for about 8 months because of work and sickness. The only times I also could remember him being proud of me is either when I got a girl. Or when I could impress him in strength. I remember one time we we played fighted and I tried to push him. And he was like. "woah your strong I actually gotta use a decent amount of strength" I remember him saying it in such a proud voice which made me want to impress him again. When he was young he abused steroids for many years. His gym bro was also the biggest guy in my whole city so he's hard to impress. My dad even told me he didn't regret taking steroids straight up to me. This led me to begin gymmaxing. I have not being taken alot of peptides or steroids yet. But that's mainly because I don't have a good way to use money without my mom seeing.
Reason 4: EVERY girl I've ever been with. Has had their friends laugh at me cuz I was more chopped then them. I have never been the price in a relationship. I was always the "Lucky guy". My ex's friends would always tell her she deserved someone way better looking. People has also walked up to me before. Even tho I don't really know them just to ask how I pulled my ex's while being so ugly. And I seriously cannot stand it anymore.
Reason 5: My old step dad killed himself. Nobody has asked me if I was okay ever since he died. Not a single person. My mom spent time crying herself. And my little brother was too young to understand. I was about 9 and I was left alone crying over my stepdad killing himself. I still think about it every few months.
All this combined has been making me who I am. And resulted in me going down this rabbit hole.
Quick Resume for people who don't want to read it all:
I was fat, Mom didn't care about me, dad prioritized work, I have always been made fun of in relationships, my stepdad killed himself.
@Grilldaddy❤️ @nestivv @BigBallsLarry
