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TrueChanglite
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when i was like 15-16 i was working lunch daily at school, serving food and shit.
was quieter back then, barely talked, hood up most of the time
softer face, skinnier, shorter, prettyboy-ish maybe. more high trust looking.
there was this girl who had a thing for me and i completely fumbled because i was too high inhib
first time was after school.
i was just waiting for my mom to pick me up and she came up to me. not like random hallway proximity, she saw me and came to me.
introduced herself, asked for my name, then asked if i knew some person, and her friend was like “leave that poor boy alone”
i just said “sorry idk who that is” and killed the whole interaction.
second time was during lunch when it was basically over and no one was even in line.
she came up and tried to talk to me. i was serving lunch and she asked what a specific option was, i said chicken fajita, then she asked if i spoke spanish.
again i barely said anything. just answered literally like an npc.
didn’t joke. didn’t reciprocate nothing. just stood there high inhib asf.
at the time i thought she was just asking random questions
i was too high inhib to convert. literal mentalcel moment.
looking back, i was a literal social autist ndcel inhib cel shits brutal
remember to Nt max and never let this happen to u.
start taking Pregabalin + baclofen + memantine + beta blocker and get therapy before its too late
dont live life like how i did then
was quieter back then, barely talked, hood up most of the time
softer face, skinnier, shorter, prettyboy-ish maybe. more high trust looking.
there was this girl who had a thing for me and i completely fumbled because i was too high inhib
first time was after school.
i was just waiting for my mom to pick me up and she came up to me. not like random hallway proximity, she saw me and came to me.
introduced herself, asked for my name, then asked if i knew some person, and her friend was like “leave that poor boy alone”
i just said “sorry idk who that is” and killed the whole interaction.
second time was during lunch when it was basically over and no one was even in line.
she came up and tried to talk to me. i was serving lunch and she asked what a specific option was, i said chicken fajita, then she asked if i spoke spanish.
again i barely said anything. just answered literally like an npc.
didn’t joke. didn’t reciprocate nothing. just stood there high inhib asf.
at the time i thought she was just asking random questions
i was too high inhib to convert. literal mentalcel moment.
looking back, i was a literal social autist ndcel inhib cel shits brutal
remember to Nt max and never let this happen to u.
start taking Pregabalin + baclofen + memantine + beta blocker and get therapy before its too late
dont live life like how i did then
