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inb4 no one cares. idc.
As a child I always was shorter then anyone else. I was also ugly as fuck and called "fish" and that my face looks like a "fish". It hurt me deeply and I was bullied from 5. to 8. grade.
Thats when I found the blackpill and mewing at the age of 15. But I didn't take it seriously and only started mewing. Also started doing bodyweight excercises.
But I was still got NT, the bullying stopped and life got decent.
I then got a decent white girlfriend who was very attractive to me at age 17. Lost my virginity
Unfortunatly she became intimate with a Low tier normie thugmaxxed ethnic at a party.
This destroyed me forever.
Since then bullshit after bullshit. Incel since then and never was able to reproduce a relationship like this. All becaufe of fucking incel tier ethnics for whom its supposedly "over".
But apperently its only over for me but not for him.
I've seen her several times but it seems like she ultimately moved on. Its brutal but I somehow have to cope with this.
Now im Incel.
My lifegoals now include:
-traveling many countries
-getting wealthy enough to fuck many prostitutes
-Read about the state of the world, stay informt, watch many documentaries about history
-Learn about social dynamics
-Getting an LTR now is probably impossible though
My hobbies include:
-hiking
-watching documentaries
-browsing forums
-watching movies
-blasting my ear full of music while driving around on the autobahn with 200km/h (very fun activity)
-> afraid that they will enforce a speed limit on Autobahn, very dangerous indeed.
I hope my story was atleast interesting and provided value. This was only a part of the life in this world. Lets see what the future has in store for us.
Life can be good if you let it be, never forget
Don't rope yet, many interesting things will play out infront of our eyes in this lifetime.
I wouldn't miss out on it. Keep pushing. Keep grinding. Survive.
It will be worth it.
And in 20 years you will look back on how this inspiring forum post safed you. Indeed brother, a good deed a day keeps the rope away.
Greetings!
As a child I always was shorter then anyone else. I was also ugly as fuck and called "fish" and that my face looks like a "fish". It hurt me deeply and I was bullied from 5. to 8. grade.
Thats when I found the blackpill and mewing at the age of 15. But I didn't take it seriously and only started mewing. Also started doing bodyweight excercises.
But I was still got NT, the bullying stopped and life got decent.
I then got a decent white girlfriend who was very attractive to me at age 17. Lost my virginity
Unfortunatly she became intimate with a Low tier normie thugmaxxed ethnic at a party.
This destroyed me forever.
Since then bullshit after bullshit. Incel since then and never was able to reproduce a relationship like this. All becaufe of fucking incel tier ethnics for whom its supposedly "over".
But apperently its only over for me but not for him.
I've seen her several times but it seems like she ultimately moved on. Its brutal but I somehow have to cope with this.
Now im Incel.
My lifegoals now include:
-traveling many countries
-getting wealthy enough to fuck many prostitutes
-Read about the state of the world, stay informt, watch many documentaries about history
-Learn about social dynamics
-Getting an LTR now is probably impossible though
My hobbies include:
-hiking
-watching documentaries
-browsing forums
-watching movies
-blasting my ear full of music while driving around on the autobahn with 200km/h (very fun activity)
-> afraid that they will enforce a speed limit on Autobahn, very dangerous indeed.
I hope my story was atleast interesting and provided value. This was only a part of the life in this world. Lets see what the future has in store for us.
Life can be good if you let it be, never forget
Don't rope yet, many interesting things will play out infront of our eyes in this lifetime.
I wouldn't miss out on it. Keep pushing. Keep grinding. Survive.
It will be worth it.
And in 20 years you will look back on how this inspiring forum post safed you. Indeed brother, a good deed a day keeps the rope away.
Greetings!
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