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Despite being blackpilled since forever ago, I remained ignorant about the nosepill since about a year ago. I have lived my entire life with hardly anyone commenting on my nose. It wasn’t so egregiously out of place that people would be compelled to talk about it but it was bad enough to rape my facial harmony and set me back TIERS. I’ve had strong, dimorphic features since puberty, a borderline ogre browridge and a strong, defined jaw (although not as forward grown as Gandy’s). In selfies, I had a couple of angles that hid my nose failos and made my nose look straight and somewhat decent at first glance but when I started to analyze autistically, I could tell something was still off. When I was caught at an unideal angle in candids or in motion, it was atrocious, I couldn’t stand looking at myself. I coped by thinking I’m attractive (on paper I have good ratios and decent features) but not photogenic. When people took pics of me, I found that there was usually only 1 in 20 that had my face turned the right way so that the nose looked normal.
My overall SMV still carried me but my results indicated that I had niche appeal. When I met girls online and they saw me from the curated angles, I had sometimes experienced chadlite level interest but after the first date, unless I slayed quickly and got them attached, that interest usually turned into normie tier or fizzled out completely. I’ve felt like something was filtering me but it was not obvious what it was. I remember when I first joined .org, I posted a story about going to the club (I usually rotmaxx) and fumbling a legit Megan Fox lookalike 18yo (or was it 19yo idr) stacy after literally pulling her from the club and going into her house together with her friend. I recall her telling me that I look “exotic”, like I look like I’m from Italy or Spain, even though I’m 0% med and 100% native to my region (not tryna doxx myself btw but it is an Aryan country).
I started taking pics and videos from all angles and lightings and forcing myself to accept that the way I looked in those anglemaxxed photos, or even the way I viewed my face in the mirror is what people usually see 10% of the time and the rest of the time they were seeing the much uglier version of me. Slowly, the inconsistencies in the way I was being treated, the discrepancy between my image and how people actually responded to me started to slowly make sense. I understood that my face looks harsh. I started taking pics and covering my nose and seeing just how much better the face looks with the nose hidden.
I asked ChatGPT multiple times and it gave it to me straight and laid out the nosepill in full, saying that my nose does kill my facial harmony. I started to seek out others’ opinions to confirm. I was smart about it, though. I told them that my breathing through the nose was always bad but that now it got much worse and the ENT said I need surgery but that the deviation goes up the nasal bone so a simple septoplasty won’t do and they will have to cut my nose open and perform osteotomies. Then I said that since they are going to change the nose anyways, should I ask them to make it nicer? The majority supported my decision to get it done to fix my breathing. Regarding changing of the shape, my normie guy friends didn’t really comment on it. Some bluepilled women, especially older ones were really against me changing the shape and said that my current nose gives me character and that I look like a philosopher (jfl). Some said that I will look feminine and fake afterwards. I saw through the fucking cope like Odysseus saw through the Cyclops’ courtesy.
But the final blackpill came after I met this girl in the gym with whom I had been on friendly terms in the past. This girl is somewhat aspie and incredibly blunt and honest. We worked out together for a bit and chatted and I told her about my upcoming nose job and I asked her to tell me honestly, how much does my nose bring down my face? Like out of 10, how many points does my nose subtract from my rating. She hesitated and said that she’s a bad liar and it would be obvious so she has no choice but to say it, and told me that it’s about 1,5 points. Then I finally understood the weight of the facial flaw, as previously I had already understood that my nose is bad and it brings my rating down, but I started to cope by doubting whether it’s actually a big flaw, like maybe it would only make a 0,5 point difference, maybe the ROI is actually negligible and I shouldn’t risk it. But after that conversation, I became steeled in my resolve to get the surgery.
Half a year later, here I am, 5 weeks post op and it has been an absolute game changer already (this isn’t even my final form). The surgeon did me real good. I’ve ascended to the next fucking level, both in photos and irl. These past few days I started to do some exposure and the way girls react to me is night and day compared to how it was before. Some outright called me a looksmaxxer and mogger (JFL) based on some snaps I took. The people in my life with whom I haven’t spoken in a while did not notice that my nose has changed but said that I look much younger and fresher. I praise God for favoring me in this endeavor. I can only imagine what my life would be like if I had taken the nosepill much earlier
TL;DR: I spent years confused by inconsistent results despite strong features, eventually realizing my nose was subtly killing my facial harmony and filtering my SMV. After confirming it through blunt feedback and getting surgery, the change has been dramatic - better reactions IRL and online, looking younger and fresher, and clear ascension. I only regret not taking the nosepill sooner.
My overall SMV still carried me but my results indicated that I had niche appeal. When I met girls online and they saw me from the curated angles, I had sometimes experienced chadlite level interest but after the first date, unless I slayed quickly and got them attached, that interest usually turned into normie tier or fizzled out completely. I’ve felt like something was filtering me but it was not obvious what it was. I remember when I first joined .org, I posted a story about going to the club (I usually rotmaxx) and fumbling a legit Megan Fox lookalike 18yo (or was it 19yo idr) stacy after literally pulling her from the club and going into her house together with her friend. I recall her telling me that I look “exotic”, like I look like I’m from Italy or Spain, even though I’m 0% med and 100% native to my region (not tryna doxx myself btw but it is an Aryan country).
I started taking pics and videos from all angles and lightings and forcing myself to accept that the way I looked in those anglemaxxed photos, or even the way I viewed my face in the mirror is what people usually see 10% of the time and the rest of the time they were seeing the much uglier version of me. Slowly, the inconsistencies in the way I was being treated, the discrepancy between my image and how people actually responded to me started to slowly make sense. I understood that my face looks harsh. I started taking pics and covering my nose and seeing just how much better the face looks with the nose hidden.
I asked ChatGPT multiple times and it gave it to me straight and laid out the nosepill in full, saying that my nose does kill my facial harmony. I started to seek out others’ opinions to confirm. I was smart about it, though. I told them that my breathing through the nose was always bad but that now it got much worse and the ENT said I need surgery but that the deviation goes up the nasal bone so a simple septoplasty won’t do and they will have to cut my nose open and perform osteotomies. Then I said that since they are going to change the nose anyways, should I ask them to make it nicer? The majority supported my decision to get it done to fix my breathing. Regarding changing of the shape, my normie guy friends didn’t really comment on it. Some bluepilled women, especially older ones were really against me changing the shape and said that my current nose gives me character and that I look like a philosopher (jfl). Some said that I will look feminine and fake afterwards. I saw through the fucking cope like Odysseus saw through the Cyclops’ courtesy.
But the final blackpill came after I met this girl in the gym with whom I had been on friendly terms in the past. This girl is somewhat aspie and incredibly blunt and honest. We worked out together for a bit and chatted and I told her about my upcoming nose job and I asked her to tell me honestly, how much does my nose bring down my face? Like out of 10, how many points does my nose subtract from my rating. She hesitated and said that she’s a bad liar and it would be obvious so she has no choice but to say it, and told me that it’s about 1,5 points. Then I finally understood the weight of the facial flaw, as previously I had already understood that my nose is bad and it brings my rating down, but I started to cope by doubting whether it’s actually a big flaw, like maybe it would only make a 0,5 point difference, maybe the ROI is actually negligible and I shouldn’t risk it. But after that conversation, I became steeled in my resolve to get the surgery.
Half a year later, here I am, 5 weeks post op and it has been an absolute game changer already (this isn’t even my final form). The surgeon did me real good. I’ve ascended to the next fucking level, both in photos and irl. These past few days I started to do some exposure and the way girls react to me is night and day compared to how it was before. Some outright called me a looksmaxxer and mogger (JFL) based on some snaps I took. The people in my life with whom I haven’t spoken in a while did not notice that my nose has changed but said that I look much younger and fresher. I praise God for favoring me in this endeavor. I can only imagine what my life would be like if I had taken the nosepill much earlier
TL;DR: I spent years confused by inconsistent results despite strong features, eventually realizing my nose was subtly killing my facial harmony and filtering my SMV. After confirming it through blunt feedback and getting surgery, the change has been dramatic - better reactions IRL and online, looking younger and fresher, and clear ascension. I only regret not taking the nosepill sooner.
tbh thank God you fixed your nose, it's hard to imagine having 9/10 good features and then there's a single feature that fucks with your face harmony it's like universe "Aye nerf this one with a shit nose becase it's too powerfull" 
