How I know I’m ruined and will never fit into society

[Vermilioncore]

Crippled by lonely teen years.


It’s true. I grew up sheltered and inside my head with 0 social interaction and it ruined my brain chemistry and warped my view of the world and forever rendered any social situation a helpless one.

i remember one time years ago when my girl wanted to play with her siblings and their friends on Fortnite and I was all mute and a weirdo and though she accepted me I confided in her that I’m just not someone who can interact and joke with other people because I’m crippled mentally and socially and will never recover so she said it’s okay and I went into a room by myself and began speaking to the wall

 

[Luquier]

i remember one time years ago when my girl

my girl

KYS

 

[RussianWarCriminal]

KYS

Fakecel

 

[Luquier]

Fakecel

WHY DON’T I GET TO HAVE SEX???

WHY IS ALWAYS SOMEONE ELSE???

 

[dabe2008]

WHY DON’T I GET TO HAVE SEX???

WHY IS ALWAYS SOMEONE ELSE???

I've had enough. Find the nearest rope

 

[CD34]

Unbanned

 

[Deleted member 86840]

are you ND by any chance? if so, what do you have?

if you aren’t diagnosed, do you suspect you are? or are you just a failed normie

 

[JimmyDreamsOfZygos]

You can always get better lol, you just are still ensnared by your insecurities. If you’re capable of being social with one person then you can be social with everybody. You place too much focus on your inadequacies which distracts you from the person in front of you or the task at hand. I’m praying for you though, try exposure therapy