How I plan to fix myself again

[Htobrother]

1. Find a job work 2-3 H a day to make a side income
2. Get in the gym again loose the fat
3. focus on hair

Theeth etc will come later
I wish I could do everything at once

 

[Deleted member 17174]

focus on one thing for 2 months then next etc

 

[Htobrother]

focus on one thing for 2 months then next etc

Hair tbh , I have to stop hairloss
and for that I need money
So I gotta work

 

[Vermilioncore]

Unfortunately none of that will work for me.

I wish people understood, especially my family, that in order to have motivation one has to have a “end result” or a reason for their motivation. I will always be an ugly failure and depressed and full of regret, pain, and anger. So what reason is there for me to get a job, shower, go to the gyn, etc?