How I ruined my life at 18

[Lebgfinal]

Started posting on this forum at 15, got depressed, tried to kill myself multiple time, got multiple therapy in hospital, admitted stupid shit i made, got convincted to court for hate speech and may have a criminal background because of what I said. Got impersonated and doxxed, people are still using my face on tiktok to make fun of me for my horrible looks. I have no money, no jobs and will probably never get a career in my life. I have no future, no girlfriend and never had sex.
I genuinely have lost so much time, did so much stupid decisions, I regret so much things.

 

[missingmaxilla]

i posted on PSL since 13 and ive had sex, had girlfriends, have plenty of friends, and am extremely NT.

you just don't have it, simple as that

 

[Lebgfinal]

i posted on PSL since 13 and ive had sex, had girlfriends, have plenty of friends, and am extremely NT.

you just don't have it, simple as that

I can't talk to people, I have absolutely nothing going on in my fucking shitty life.
My brain chemistry is genuinely beyond fucked, I will never get any future in anything.
What the fuck is even the point of living. I try to find reasons everyday. I just wanted to be happy.
The more times passes, the worse my lifes gets, I don't know what I'll become, but my future is not looking great. I genuinely don't know.
You are not me, you can't relate to me. You posting at 13 has nothing to do with my situations, you can't relate to me or understand anything. I don't know what to tell you.

 

[nuisance]

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[missingmaxilla]

I can't talk to people, I have absolutely nothing going on in my fucking shitty life.
My brain chemistry is genuinely beyond fucked, I will never get any future in anything.
What the fuck is even the point of living. I try to find reasons everyday. I just wanted to be happy.
The more times passes, the worse my lifes gets, I don't know what I'll become, but my future is not looking great. I genuinely don't know.
You are not me, you can't relate to me. You posting at 13 has nothing to do with my situations, you can't relate to me or understand anything. I don't know what to tell you.

you're an emotionally volatile little bitch with no drive and easily manipulated by shitposters online. that's you.

harsh reality is that you realized you're not NT and did nothing to capitalize on it.

 

[Lebgfinal]

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Yea @Jordan Barrett is paying for that server, play on it if you want to make his money worth.
But as he is gambling it lately, it's draining out.

 

[slavicpsycho]

Crazy

 

[yeeyeeslayer]

I can't talk to people, I have absolutely nothing going on in my fucking shitty life.
My brain chemistry is genuinely beyond fucked, I will never get any future in anything.
What the fuck is even the point of living. I try to find reasons everyday. I just wanted to be happy.
The more times passes, the worse my lifes gets, I don't know what I'll become, but my future is not looking great. I genuinely don't know.
You are not me, you can't relate to me. You posting at 13 has nothing to do with my situations, you can't relate to me or understand anything. I don't know what to tell you.

what was it like making that video with jase

do you feel like you really clicked with him

 

[Lebgfinal]

you're an emotionally volatile little bitch with no drive and easily manipulated by shitposters online. that's you.

harsh reality is that you realized you're not NT and did nothing to capitalize on it.

I ruined my life, so many things are because of my own decisions.
I'm the one who got myself a court case for hate speech, im the one who told the police i said hateful shit in private.
I'm just tired of this, viral videos of my face going around, these people threatening me to ruin my life online. I did so many stupid shit, should've ignored, blocked them. But I genuinely don't know.

 

[Lebgfinal]

what was it like making that video with jase

do you feel like you really clicked with him

Did that video while I was eating some shit at a restaurant lol, he was just gambling his money on a shitty website while i was eating and uploaded it.

 

[missingmaxilla]

I ruined my life, so many things are because of my own decisions.
I'm the one who got myself a court case for hate speech, im the one who told the police i said hateful shit in private.
I'm just tired of this, viral videos of my face going around, these people threatening me to ruin my life online. I did so many stupid shit, should've ignored, blocked them. But I genuinely don't know.

brutal, but you can only blame yourself for your actions and not staying anonymous. this is a space id never want to associate my irl presence with

 

[yeeyeeslayer]

Did that video while I was eating some shit at a restaurant lol, he was just gambling his money on a shitty website while i was eating and uploaded it.

is he genuinely your friend

 

[yeeyeeslayer]

brutal, but you can only blame yourself for your actions and not staying anonymous. this is a space id never want to associate my irl presence with

what year did you make your first .org account

 

[missingmaxilla]

what year did you make your first .org account

never posted on here before until this account. been on psl forums since 2016

 

[Lebgfinal]

brutal, but you can only blame yourself for your actions and not staying anonymous. this is a space id never want to associate my irl presence with

When I posted my face I genuinely had nothing to lose, I never posted my face or anything online before this, but I was genuinely extremely insecure about my face, felt like nothing in my life had meaning at all, and the only way i could be happy would be by having a entirely new face. I posted my face because I genuinely hated my life in every way, no friends, nothing, I wanted my life to be better. I posted my face here, and since I posted it people have been continuinly trying to ruin everything.

 

[missingmaxilla]

When I posted my face I genuinely had nothing to lose, I never posted my face or anything online before this, but I was genuinely extremely insecure about my face, felt like nothing in my life had meaning at all, and the only way i could be happy would be by having a entirely new face. I posted my face because I genuinely hated my life in every way, no friends, nothing, I wanted my life to be better. I posted my face here, and since I posted it people have been continuinly trying to ruin everything.

average person on here is a bitter loser with absolutely nothing to lose. your first mistake was thinking retards in this space are anymore sympathetic or kind than the normies IRL.

they're far worse. everyone on here should be killed, realistically

 

[Lebgfinal]

is he genuinely your friend

No, I don't have any friends. Online friends are never your friends, people you know interact with. Not friend.s

 

[yeeyeeslayer]

nah not that bad,

for starters your only 18 which is crazy young, and you have your entire life ahead of you,

aside of the fact the people you deal with in your real life are extremely unlikely to ever stumble across your digital footprint on here and even unlikely to ever see your face on TikTok (where people are using your face)

and even if that were the case and you were confronted by it, its not a big deal ,

just tell them you we're really young and stupid and immature (15), and that you made mistakes and realised it was wrong and moved on. and that you thought this site was a self improvement forum etc, and laugh it off,

also actually try to ascend

brother, this shit isn't worth killing yourself over,

I promise its not as bad as you think it is

 

[Lebgfinal]

average person on here is a bitter loser with absolutely nothing to lose. your first mistake was thinking retards in this space are anymore sympathetic or kind than the normies IRL.

they're far worse. everyone on here should be killed, realistically

I genuinely did so many retarded shit and ruined my life myself, I'm dumb in a way but not that retarded.
I'm one of the best student, I'm able to understand stuff faster than most people. Even in this shit situation, I score high, but fucking hell.
I hate this shit.

 

[yeeyeeslayer]

never posted on here before until this account. been on psl forums since 2016

what forums,

 

[missingmaxilla]

I genuinely did so many retarded shit and ruined my life myself, I'm dumb in a way but not that retarded.
I'm one of the best student, I'm able to understand stuff faster than most people. Even in this shit situation, I score high, but fucking hell.
I hate this shit.

typical low emotional and social iq but high logical reasoning.

pretty normal, but definitely seems like you got stuck in the wrong online spaces and couldn't differentiate the larp from reality. gotta make the most of it now,bhai

 

[Lebgfinal]

nah not that bad,

for starters your only 18 which is crazy young, and you have your entire life ahead of you,

aside of the fact the people you deal with in your real life are extremely unlikely to ever stumble across your digital footprint on here and even unlikely to ever see your face on TikTok (where people are using your face)

and even if that were the case and you were confronted by it, its not a big deal ,

just tell them you we're really young and stupid and immature (15), and that you made mistakes and realised it was wrong and moved on. and that you thought this site was a self improvement forum etc, and laugh it off,

also actually try to ascend

brother, this shit isn't worth killing yourself over,

I promise its not as bad as you think it is

I don't fucking know what to do.
I said shit to police, thought they would help me arrest the people who bullied and impersonated me.
They took me instead, I'm going to court

 

[missingmaxilla]

what forums,

lookism

 

[Lebgfinal]

typical low emotional and social iq but high logical reasoning.

pretty normal, but definitely seems like you got stuck in the wrong online spaces and couldn't differentiate the larp from reality. gotta make the most of it now,bhai

I'm done with this, no home, nothing.

 

[yeeyeeslayer]

I don't fucking know what to do.
I said shit to police, thought they would help me arrest the people who bullied and impersonated me.
They took me instead, I'm going to court

@cucklek @ChadL1te @TechnoBoss das crazy

 

[yeeyeeslayer]

I don't fucking know what to do.
I said shit to police, thought they would help me arrest the people who bullied and impersonated me.
They took me instead, I'm going to court

that's tough

what in specific are they getting you for

 

[TechnoBoss]

Started posting on this forum at 15, got depressed, tried to kill myself multiple time, got multiple therapy in hospital, admitted stupid shit i made, got convincted to court for hate speech and may have a criminal background because of what I said. Got impersonated and doxxed, people are still using my face on tiktok to make fun of me for my horrible looks. I have no money, no jobs and will probably never get a career in my life. I have no future, no girlfriend and never had sex.
I genuinely have lost so much time, did so much stupid decisions, I regret so much things.

No matter what may happen to you the fact you can still look in the mirror and know you’re a good guy is still a win for you. I’m not trying to discredit any of your experiences but just know that you have to take the positives with the negatives and having spoken to you I know you’re a good guy.

 

[shtbender]

do you still go to school?

 

[longjohnmong]

your problem is that you're arrogant as fuck and refuse to listen to good advice from people who legit try to help you

 

[ChadL1te]

the fuck did i miss since i ignored u?

 

[moredatesmorerapes]

the fuck did i miss since i ignored u?

He claims he got blackmailed by some girl to say racist things, he went to the police about her harassing and impersonating him, he admitted he said racist shit, and now they’re persecuting him for hate speech

 

[nathan]

got convincted to court for hate speech

what did you say? and on what platform?

 

[Lebgfinal]

that's tough

what in specific are they getting you for

I admitted to police that i said hate speech and threats in the past because i felt bad about my actions, and they put me to court because its a crime, i was super stressed out and told them that because i thought they would help me

 

[Lebgfinal]

do you still go to school?

I do im one of the best student in my program. Despites being a shitty student, i score about 90% in calculus etc..

 

[MoggerGaston]

got convincted to court for hate speech and may have a criminal background because of what I said.

lol what?! details?!

u got convicted for posting shit on this forum?

 

[Lebgfinal]

lol what?! details?!

u got convicted for posting shit on this forum?

Absolutely not, i told to the police that i said death threats on a discord vc because i felt bad about my actions and someone was threatening me to say it or else they would continue using my face, thats what happened.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Absolutely not, i told to the police that i said death threats on a discord vc because i felt bad about my actions and someone was threatening me to say it or else they would continue using my face, thats what happened.

Shouldve reported her for blackmail and identity theft + defamation.

U probably still can. Hit back at the whore

 

[Lebgfinal]

Shouldve reported him for blackmail and identity theft + defamation.

U probably still can. Hit back at the fucker.

Yeah this girl is the one whos been bullying me

 

[MoggerGaston]

Ugly asf. At least u know her life is shit

 

[Pikabro]

I mean you shouldn’t spam your face online for a reason

 

[N1666]

Consequence of low levels of intelligence

 

[Lebgfinal]

I mean you shouldn’t spam your face online for a reason

Do you think i dont know that i did a mistake ? What is your fucking point

 

[aryan mogger]

Consequence of low levels of intelligence

t. 106iq midwit

 

[Lebgfinal]

Consequence of low levels of intelligence

Im not unintelligent, just autistic and low social awareness

 

[Pikabro]

Anyway it’s not a big deal, some of us are just not meant to accomplish anything irl.

Do you think i dont know that i did a mistake ? What is your fucking point

I guess you knew it was a mistake to begin with but didn’t care about the consequences. Maybe because you think you’re already rock bottom so who cares? Idk

 

[Lebgfinal]

Anyway it’s not a big deal, some of us are just not meant to accomplish anything irl.

I guess you knew it was a mistake to begin with but didn’t care about the consequences. Maybe because you think you’re already rock bottom so who cares? Idk

I want to have a better life, when I did my actions I genuinely had nothing to lose, I hate my life now but I can’t afford to be jobless and pennyless, I dont fucking know whats wrong with me

 

[Pikabro]

I want to have a better life, when I did my actions I genuinely had nothing to lose, I hate my life now but I can’t afford to be jobless and pennyless, I dont fucking know whats wrong with me

Idk how to even get a job, it’s joever

 

[Lebgfinal]

Idk how to even get a job, it’s joever

How old are you ? Do you even have any education ?

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Go ahead and ruin the foids life by doing something If you are going down take some people with you. Just don't go out like that bro. You need to go with a bang. Make a statement, make the world pay for the great injustice than has happened to you.

 

[Nick.Harte]

fucked, I will never get any future in anything.
What the fuck is even the point of living.

Same. I wasn’t made for this world