How I ruined my life at 18

[Nick.Harte]

I do im one of the best student in my program. Despites being a shitty student, i score about 90% in calculus etc..

At least you’re not a complete loser like me

 

[Pikabro]

How old are you ? Do you even have any education ?

I am in education atm.

Bro don’t be a loser like me, go out to town and hand out cvs to companies, call up recruitment agencies/warehouse etc while u get into a course/apprenticeship

 

[N1666]

Im not unintelligent, just autistic and low social awareness

??? This is just cope for you being a complete retard. Your haven't had life bad ur just looking for attention with these self pity threads

 

[Lebgfinal]

Go ahead and ruin the foids life by doing something If you are going down take some people with you. Just don't go out like that bro. You need to go with a bang. Make a statement, make the world pay for the great injustice than has happened to you.

I cant kill myself, i genuinely want to have a better life like every human, keep going and trying to have fun

 

[Lebgfinal]

I am in education atm.

Bro don’t be a loser like me, go out to town and hand out cvs to companies, call up recruitment agencies/warehouse etc while u get into a course/apprenticeship

I dont think i have any fucking future

 

[Lebgfinal]

??? This is just cope for you being a complete retard. Your haven't had life bad ur just looking for attention with these self pity threads

My life is utter fucking shit, only thing I’m succeeding is my science degree with about 90% average in most classes and thats it
I have no friends, no jobs, nothing

 

[Pikabro]

I dont think i have any fucking future

I need to get a job so I can buy copes, that’s enough tbh. Friends and foid don’t matter anymore

 

[Lebgfinal]

I need to get a job so I can buy copes, that’s enough tbh. Friends and foid don’t matter anymore

Yeah money is life, its everything, you can live without friends and relationships, you cannot live without money
Id rather be rich with no pussy than living in the street and being cold, barely able to eat and sustain myself

 

[Jason Voorhees]

I cant kill myself, i genuinely want to have a better life like every human, keep going and trying to have fun

Have a better life but first you need to get revenge to calm your soul someone needs to pay for everything they've done to you. A message to everyone that you send that you are not to be fucked with.

 

[Pikabro]

Yeah money is life, its everything, you can live without friends and relationships, you cannot live without money
Id rather be rich with no pussy than living in the street and being cold, barely able to eat and sustain myself

Having enough money to survive is goal but takes work and direction, I’m clearly lethargic af

 

[N1666]

My life is utter fucking shit, only thing I’m succeeding is my science degree with about 90% average in most classes and thats it
I have no friends, no jobs, nothing

You are complaining about normie shit, you have never had it hard and you are a pathetic attention seeker. If you were actually intelligent you wouldn't be constantly complaining about the most irrelevant things ever and instead go do something about it. Also please stop mentioning your toddler content school course that isn't an achievement either

 

[Lebgfinal]

You are complaining about normie shit, you have never had it hard and you are a pathetic attention seeker. If you were actually intelligent you wouldn't be constantly complaining about the most irrelevant things ever and instead go do something about it. Also please stop mentioning your toddler content school course that isn't an achievement either

I dont think its a fucking achievement but its the only fucking thing i do in my life, my life is actual fucking hard and shit, you dont know my situation.

 

[Pikabro]

You are complaining about normie shit

That’s acc true

 

[Lebgfinal]

i have mental problems, but i don’t think im dumb either
I just never have motivation to do anything im a nihilist

 

[N1666]

I dont think its a fucking achievement but its the only fucking thing i do in my life, my life is actual fucking hard and shit, you dont know my situation.

You use this site as a diary so its not hard to know/understand your situation. You are just another low iq normie with nothing to complain about, literal female tier behaviour.

 

[Pikabro]

i have mental problems, but i don’t think im dumb either
I just never have motivation to do anything im a nihilist

I’ve come to conclusion that ppl like us need a job. Too much free time to rot on looksmax + no money to get a real hobby is a devastating combo

 

[Lebgfinal]

You use this site as a diary so its not hard to know/understand your situation. You are just another low iq normie with nothing to complain about, literal female tier behaviour.

I have femcels stuck to my butt saying they will ruin my life, no jobs, no friends, im super ugly with horrible genetics, i cant cope about this shit

 

[Pikabro]

I have femcels stuck to my butt saying they will ruin my life, no jobs, no friends, im super ugly with horrible genetics, i cant cope about this shit

Maybe the femcels are coming onto you

 

[Lebgfinal]

@N1666 just react funny reaction instead of telling me why fuck you

 

[4lt.Real]

got convincted to court for hate speech

how did that happend

 

[Lebgfinal]

how did that happend

I told the police i did it because i felt bad about it

 

[N1666]

I have femcels stuck to my butt saying they will ruin my life, no jobs, no friends, im super ugly with horrible genetics, i cant cope about this shit

@N1666 just react funny reaction instead of telling me why fuck you

You just proved ur desperate for attention, fucking lol at you thinking this means ur life is shit or hard. You won't survive in the real world if you think getting cyber bullied by teenage girls and other things in your control somehow make you worthy of sympathy or that you have it tough. I'd say stop playing the victim card, but you are too much of an idiot to comprehend that none of this shit is worth a second of stress.

 

[Lebgfinal]

You just proved ur desperate for attention, fucking lol at you thinking this means ur life is shit or hard. You won't survive in the real world if you think getting cyber bullied by teenage girls and other things in your control somehow make you worthy of sympathy or that you have it tough. I'd say stop playing the victim card, but you are too much of an idiot to comprehend that none of this shit is worth a second of stress.

Im not desesperate for attention, if i was i would be happy to be impersonated, i would have attention on me and it would make me feel happy, but that doesnt happen

 

[N1666]

Im not desesperate for attention, if i was i would be happy to be impersonated, i would have attention on me and it would make me feel happy, but that doesnt happen

You make self pity threads/comments almost everyday, you clearly want the sympathy and attention from people on here. I wasn't implying what you just said, ofc you dont want BAD attention from people making fun of your disgusting face you fucking idiot

 

[Lebgfinal]

You make self pity threads/comments almost everyday, you clearly want the sympathy and attention from people on here. I wasn't implying what you just said, ofc you dont want BAD attention from people making fun of your disgusting face you fucking idiot

I did too much attentionseeking these last years, i genuinely dont know why im so stupid. I dont think im genuinely mentally deficient, but i ruined my own life

 

[4lt.Real]

I told the police i did it because i felt bad about it

WOW!!! BRO!!
AND TO FIX UR LIFE IS DEFINITELY BY PLAYING MINECRAFT WITH OTHER LOSERS LIKE YOU!!!

cmon bro are u srs, whatever. its ur life bro.

 

[Lebgfinal]

WOW!!! BRO!!
AND TO FIX UR LIFE IS DEFINITELY BY PLAYING MINECRAFT WITH OTHER LOSERS LIKE YOU!!!
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cmon bro are u srs, whatever. its ur life bro.

I dont even play on the server, i get paid by advertising it… stfu

 

[4lt.Real]

I dont even play on the server, i get paid by advertising it… stfu

JFL promoting incel craft is ur job.

what are you doing now to fix your life bhai? hoping the best for you ofcourse!

 

[Lebgfinal]

JFL promoting incel craft is ur job.

what are you doing now to fix your life bhai? hoping the best for you ofcourse!

No, i just dont see any reason to not advertise it
I got donations from players, and we need new players to make the server active
In what way is that dumb

 

[4lt.Real]

No, i just dont see any reason to not advertise it
I got donations from players, and we need new players to make the server active
In what way is that dumb

its okay, happy to hear you got donations and got paid for it.
what did u spend the money on bro?

 

[Lebgfinal]

its okay, happy to hear you got donations and got paid for it.
what did u spend the money on bro?

I gave it to @BrendioEEE to help him and his family go homeless
Gave to @Jordan Barrett so he could buy fishing gear

 

[ryuken]

Started posting on this forum at 15, got depressed, tried to kill myself multiple time, got multiple therapy in hospital, admitted stupid shit i made, got convincted to court for hate speech and may have a criminal background because of what I said. Got impersonated and doxxed, people are still using my face on tiktok to make fun of me for my horrible looks. I have no money, no jobs and will probably never get a career in my life. I have no future, no girlfriend and never had sex.
I genuinely have lost so much time, did so much stupid decisions, I regret so much things.

Don't blame this forum blame yourself hope life improves tho

 

[Lebgfinal]

Don't blame this forum blame yourself hope life improves tho

I blame myself more than anyone else, i did so many mistakes most of my main issues couldve been avoided by me. I have many regrets..

 

[TUSSELEIF]

i posted on PSL since 13 and ive had sex, had girlfriends, have plenty of friends, and am extremely NT.

you just don't have it, simple as that

Brutal nt pill, it’s over for autists

 

[TUSSELEIF]

Jfl Canada is so cucked. How tf did you end up in court for hate speech in the first place?

 

[PARISIEN]

Reprend les cours et t’as 18 ans on dirait tu parles ta 40 ans

 

[ryuken]

I blame myself more than anyone else, i did so many mistakes most of my main issues couldve been avoided by me. I have many regrets..

Regret is a good sign that you can still think logically now try to improve your life you're overestimating yourself if you think people aren't gonna forget about this

Although I don't think a few words from a stranger on the internet will convince you but good luck

 

[Lebgfinal]

Jfl Canada is so cucked. How tf did you end up in court for hate speech in the first place?

I told the police that i said "kill all muslims" in a discord vc. And i felt bad about it, i said that some people were blackmailing and bullying me into saying this shit and i said it because i wanted this shit to stop. I didnt even show my face, i just said it in vc because i knew if i showed my face while doing it it wouldve ruined my life.
Then i told every info about the femcels using my face saying they were impersonating me etc.. but police took my in court and did a investigation because they consider what i said being "death threats" even if i said it in private in a discord vc while being threatened and having absolutely no violent background whatsoever.
I regret saying it, and I never meant such things, i know Muslims and have nothing agaisnt any racial or ethnic group. Its just sad that the police decided to pursue me for something like this instead of pursuing the people who have been doing horrible stuff to me.
I will go there, get a lawyer, see what i get. But if I get a criminal background for this its the most retarded crime ever.

 

[shtbender]

I do im one of the best student in my program. Despites being a shitty student, i score about 90% in calculus etc..

If your failos are genuinely unfixable without surgery and you still dont have the money, i would tell you to just swallow the blue pill and grind school. Hopping on a bulk i find is a good coping mechanism because i think "itll be worth it at the end". NTmaxx, forget looksmaxxing till u can afford surgery and make good neurotypical friends

 

[134applesauce456]

Yeah money is life, its everything, you can live without friends and relationships, you cannot live without money
Id rather be rich with no pussy than living in the street and being cold, barely able to eat and sustain myself

I feel so bad for you but idk what advice to give

I don't think there is a cure for autism unlike adhd you can take pills but idk what for autism

maybe just keep trying to meet new people and someone will accept you for who you are eventually , there are 8 billion people in this world and some have kind souls

but never give up and never kill yourself , it's not worth it . life is a gift. The fact that you are alive with all your senses and the ability to experience this world is a huge blessing , as some people are born in vegetative state

but I know life can feel overwhelming and hard just keep going

 

[134applesauce456]

I told the police that i said "kill all muslims" in a discord vc. And i felt bad about it, i said that some people were blackmailing and bullying me into saying this shit and i said it because i wanted this shit to stop. I didnt even show my face, i just said it in vc because i knew if i showed my face while doing it it wouldve ruined my life.
Then i told every info about the femcels using my face saying they were impersonating me etc.. but police took my in court and did a investigation because they consider what i said being "death threats" even if i said it in private in a discord vc while being threatened and having absolutely no violent background whatsoever.
I regret saying it, and I never meant such things, i know Muslims and have nothing agaisnt any racial or ethnic group. Its just sad that the police decided to pursue me for something like this instead of pursuing the people who have been doing horrible stuff to me.
I will go there, get a lawyer, see what i get. But if I get a criminal background for this its the most retarded crime ever.

no fucking way how are they allowed to do that..

they ruined a child's life over a SENTENCE said on discord vc... and people say/do way worse shit with no punishment

 

[Lebgfinal]

no fucking way how are they allowed to do that..

they ruined a child's life over a SENTENCE said on discord vc... and people say/do way worse shit with no punishment

I reported the police thinking they would understand, but they sued me because technically what i said is hate speech and racist idk. I didnt mean it, i was just being honest to police, i wanted them to give me justice and arrest the impersonators that have been harassing me. Now i need to go to court in a month to defend myself on something i admitted. I shouldnt have said that to the police, i just didnt know they would do this to me.

 

[134applesauce456]

I reported the police thinking they would understand, but they sued me because technically what i said is hate speech and racist idk. I didnt mean it, i was just being honest to police, i wanted them to give me justice and arrest the impersonators that have been harassing me. Now i need to go to court in a month to defend myself on something i admitted. I shouldnt have said that to the police, i just didnt know they would do this to me.

They shouldn't have done that , it's actually CRAZY to me. Maybe it's because I am from the US and we have freedom of speech.. but people say way worse things (in real life too, not just online) and actually mean it + don't regret it and they don't even get a slap on the wrist... sorry that happened to you

 

[User109199]

I admitted to police that i said hate speech and threats in the past because i felt bad about my actions, and they put me to court because its a crime, i was super stressed out and told them that because i thought they would help me

what stops you in saying that you were intoxicated when admitting it to police? theres no evidence youa ctually did it, so they cant charge yyou

 

[Lebgfinal]

They shouldn't have done that , it's actually CRAZY to me. Maybe it's because I am from the US and we have freedom of speech.. but people say way worse things (in real life too, not just online) and actually mean it + don't regret it and they don't even get a slap on the wrist... sorry that happened to you

Yes, i said it to the police because i thought as a canadian i had freedom of speech like the us. Apparently saying anything agaisnt any minority is a crime, and you can get a criminal background for stuff you said. These laws are weird, but canada is really restrictive on stuff you can say. I understand that now

 

[Bloop1]

i posted on PSL since 13 and ive had sex, had girlfriends, have plenty of friends, and am extremely NT.

you just don't have it, simple as that

how

 

[manletmachinestream]

you're an emotionally volatile little bitch with no drive and easily manipulated by shitposters online. that's you.

harsh reality is that you realized you're not NT and did nothing to capitalize on it.

How to capitalise on being non NT???

 

[manletmachinestream]

never posted on here before until this account. been on psl forums since 2016

@retrudedmaxilla

 

[Zenis]

you're an emotionally volatile little bitch with no drive and easily manipulated by shitposters online. that's you.

harsh reality is that you realized you're not NT and did nothing to capitalize on it.

Can’t change being non nt

 

[Zenis]

How to capitalise on being non NT???

You can’t, this dudes a fucking retarted lmao, brain chemistry is the hardest thing to change