noturaveragechud
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I moved into a new country and school right when my hormones exploded and got insane acne on my whole face
Since being the only migrant in that class and the only person with acne it really affected my sanity and basically ostracized myself.
Havent properly talked to a single soul from that class, its crazy been a whole year none of them niggas know shit about me
‘they prob think im a schizocel
I dont have a single friend here and i barely talk to someone online i deadass hate life
Mid school year coudlnt get nicotine in school and coudlnt even ask for it from my classmates due to severe anxiety, And i was getting insanely irritated and all the anger i got from being isolated, i was leading it all to my mom texting her things like ‘ i fucking hate how my skin texture looks like, told her if she doesnt pay for a laser treatment for my skin im gonna rope
Told her shit like that everyday n her reaction was like ‘ nobody cares about ur scars you are a man ‘ this bitch either brutally blind or she doesnt understand this shit fucks how my whole look is perceived
Also got severe bdd and i was checking how i look every single time. sometimes when i didint have enough confidence to open the camera in class I was checking how i look in the apple logo from my phone
‘My acne healed most of it and its not as bad (now) as how am i describing it but getting skin texture from acne really affected me since i have many tiny accident scars from my childhood on my face and its the only thing that keeps me from being myself i really like how i look but i literally cant be myself with this skintexture
My mom thinks i dont want to study anymore cuz idk but she genuinely doesn’t understands my pain, she said she wont care abt me and my next school if i move out since she paid money for this school. Told me if i want move in my old country i should start working to make my money since “I dont want to study anymore”
so a conclusion of this if i move to my old country im not gonna be able to graduate highschool and im gonna be forced to be a workingcel
genuine retarded mom
My plan is to move in my old country and a new school to make new friends while slowly getting low inhib again using Tramadol, (a weak opioid that also has an anti depressant effect since it inhibits the reuptake of serotonin.) I just want a normal life again going to school how i remember myself jestering with my friends everyday without a single bit of anxiety
.. tbh i dont even care if ngas r gonna dnr just said this here because i have no one to talk about this
Since being the only migrant in that class and the only person with acne it really affected my sanity and basically ostracized myself.
Havent properly talked to a single soul from that class, its crazy been a whole year none of them niggas know shit about me
‘they prob think im a schizocel
I dont have a single friend here and i barely talk to someone online i deadass hate life
Mid school year coudlnt get nicotine in school and coudlnt even ask for it from my classmates due to severe anxiety, And i was getting insanely irritated and all the anger i got from being isolated, i was leading it all to my mom texting her things like ‘ i fucking hate how my skin texture looks like, told her if she doesnt pay for a laser treatment for my skin im gonna rope
Told her shit like that everyday n her reaction was like ‘ nobody cares about ur scars you are a man ‘ this bitch either brutally blind or she doesnt understand this shit fucks how my whole look is perceived
Also got severe bdd and i was checking how i look every single time. sometimes when i didint have enough confidence to open the camera in class I was checking how i look in the apple logo from my phone
‘My acne healed most of it and its not as bad (now) as how am i describing it but getting skin texture from acne really affected me since i have many tiny accident scars from my childhood on my face and its the only thing that keeps me from being myself i really like how i look but i literally cant be myself with this skintexture
My mom thinks i dont want to study anymore cuz idk but she genuinely doesn’t understands my pain, she said she wont care abt me and my next school if i move out since she paid money for this school. Told me if i want move in my old country i should start working to make my money since “I dont want to study anymore”
so a conclusion of this if i move to my old country im not gonna be able to graduate highschool and im gonna be forced to be a workingcel
genuine retarded mom
My plan is to move in my old country and a new school to make new friends while slowly getting low inhib again using Tramadol, (a weak opioid that also has an anti depressant effect since it inhibits the reuptake of serotonin.) I just want a normal life again going to school how i remember myself jestering with my friends everyday without a single bit of anxiety
.. tbh i dont even care if ngas r gonna dnr just said this here because i have no one to talk about this
