How I stack up compared to my peers

[BadLuck7892]

Being 34, a lot of my male classmates from my youth are husbands and fathers by now (or at the very least, husbands)

Yet here I am, a 34 year old incel who pays prostitutes to piss in front of me.

I don't think anyone I went to high school with would be surprised I turned out this way.

 

[McSkziofren]

I am definitely not surprised, surprised is not the word.

 

[BadLuck7892]

I am definitely not surprised, surprised is not the word.

A 34 year old autist is still an autist (just like a 16 year old autist)

That's why I've stagnated, while my NT classmates have grown up a lot since 16.

 

[BadLuck7892]

I'm about to begin contacting escorts to see if they'd be willing to come over and pee in front of me.

No sex this time; all I want to do is watch her pee.

On the other hand, a lot of my peers are probably fucking their wives/girlfriends today (and getting to watch their wife/girlfriend pee for free)

 

[superpsycho]

how do u think you wouldve turned out if u were nt

 

[BadLuck7892]

how do u think you wouldve turned out if u were nt

It's less likely I'd have my fetish if I were NT.

It's more likely I'd have a wife/girlfriend, kids, and a higher-paying job.

(I don't want a wife or kids...but if I was NT, I probably would)

 

[BadLuck7892]

I contacted a 37 year old East Asian escort

 

[superpsycho]

It's less likely I'd have my fetish if I were NT.

It's more likely I'd have a wife/girlfriend, kids, and a higher-paying job.

(I don't want a wife or kids...but if I was NT, I probably would)

i dont want kids either

 

[BadLuck7892]

i dont want kids either

It's possible I wouldn't want kids even if I was NT. All I'm saying is it's more likely a NT version of me would want kids.

 

[BadLuck7892]

The East Asian ended up having to cancel (she didn't have childcare for her daughter)

I ended up watching a White foid who claims to be 27 pee (I suspect she was lying about her age; she looked 10 years older)