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7th and 8th Grade I was among the popular kids at my middle school (in 6thgrade and before i wasn't), I was an inhibminned fortnite athlete kid in middle school and I actually got my first kiss in middle school
Then at the very end of 8th grade lockdown, in which initially i go to parties w my older friends in highschool doing NT kid shit like sneaking out the house late, travelling unattended, doing dares w girls and all that shit, but then as the months go by so i rot more and more playing kovaaks and gacha games anime, and a bunch of nerdy shit.
I also discover the blackpill around this time and I binge a bunch of aspie shit abt human nature and i lose my "social muscle," because I stayed in my house all day playing fucking nerd gacha games and shooters for fuckcing 16 hours a day everyday (I dont game anymore btw) (I was conqueror and had several LD5s on a game called Summoners War) (I did account boosts on a game called Destiny 2 and was a top 0.1% Trials player)
and 9th grade comes and im a 5'8 95lb ultra neotenous fuck bag of bones because i completely stopped playing competitive basketball during quarantine, I mustve fucking developed anorexia or something cuz I literally just ate one meal a day because I thought fasting was healthy for some reason, I probably benched like 50lbs for one rep, and I COMPLETELY LOST MY NT, and alongside with going to a new school with totally new people, I was aspie as fuck and forgot how to socialize while overthinking EVERYTHING. This was over a span of 6 months where I lived this LDAR lifestyle fuck me dude. (Also my height growth slowed in a span of 3 months where i was rotting and living unhealthy)
Fastforward now Im 6'1 155lbs 16 yr old fashionmaxxed NTmaxxed athlete again that doesnt look emaciated anymore but fuck dude, those formative first impressions I made towards people being a quiet twig aspie kid with greasy hair because quarantine made me forget how to be NT, if I could go back to my 14 yr old self I would tell myself not to play so many freaking video games and to not rot and actually expand my social circle. I completely quit video gaming a year ago and I dont regret it at all.
How did my parents not see me rotting and do anything holy fuck
Advice to all kids: Dont fucking rot in your room, limit video gaming to 1-2 hours a day MAX. Lift weights. Make an effort to be extroverted. Looksmax. Dont be bluepilled
Edit: My 2 takeaway from this bad experience
1. You cannot afford to let yourself go (To be overly introverted, to not be healthy, to rot on vidya/consoom media)
2. First impressions are super fucking important, and its hard to recover from a bad first impression, to present your best physical and NT self
Then at the very end of 8th grade lockdown, in which initially i go to parties w my older friends in highschool doing NT kid shit like sneaking out the house late, travelling unattended, doing dares w girls and all that shit, but then as the months go by so i rot more and more playing kovaaks and gacha games anime, and a bunch of nerdy shit.
I also discover the blackpill around this time and I binge a bunch of aspie shit abt human nature and i lose my "social muscle," because I stayed in my house all day playing fucking nerd gacha games and shooters for fuckcing 16 hours a day everyday (I dont game anymore btw) (I was conqueror and had several LD5s on a game called Summoners War) (I did account boosts on a game called Destiny 2 and was a top 0.1% Trials player)
and 9th grade comes and im a 5'8 95lb ultra neotenous fuck bag of bones because i completely stopped playing competitive basketball during quarantine, I mustve fucking developed anorexia or something cuz I literally just ate one meal a day because I thought fasting was healthy for some reason, I probably benched like 50lbs for one rep, and I COMPLETELY LOST MY NT, and alongside with going to a new school with totally new people, I was aspie as fuck and forgot how to socialize while overthinking EVERYTHING. This was over a span of 6 months where I lived this LDAR lifestyle fuck me dude. (Also my height growth slowed in a span of 3 months where i was rotting and living unhealthy)
Fastforward now Im 6'1 155lbs 16 yr old fashionmaxxed NTmaxxed athlete again that doesnt look emaciated anymore but fuck dude, those formative first impressions I made towards people being a quiet twig aspie kid with greasy hair because quarantine made me forget how to be NT, if I could go back to my 14 yr old self I would tell myself not to play so many freaking video games and to not rot and actually expand my social circle. I completely quit video gaming a year ago and I dont regret it at all.
How did my parents not see me rotting and do anything holy fuck
Advice to all kids: Dont fucking rot in your room, limit video gaming to 1-2 hours a day MAX. Lift weights. Make an effort to be extroverted. Looksmax. Dont be bluepilled
Edit: My 2 takeaway from this bad experience
1. You cannot afford to let yourself go (To be overly introverted, to not be healthy, to rot on vidya/consoom media)
2. First impressions are super fucking important, and its hard to recover from a bad first impression, to present your best physical and NT self
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