How long have you been blackpilled?

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I have been height, frame and escort pilled for a while but the blackpill was recent for me
 
since 2019
 
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i acknowledge the importance of face trully probably in 2019 i always knew that looks is important since kid.
 
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Always knew looks are crucial and been insecure about then and tried to fraud since I was 13 maybe even earlier, but truly blakcpilled since this summer
 
8 months ago or some
 
I got blackpilled around October 2021 that's the time I had started coping with hard mewing
Fast forward 1.5 years there is not even a 0.1mm of bone change
My age 17-18
 
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for like 2 years now and im 18. until 16-17 i never even looked in the mirror to process what i looked like. like i was never consciously aware of my looks at all. i had crazy bed hair, never shaved, always wore the same 3-strip track pants, etc. whats weird is that i was more fit in than before i discovered the blackpill
 
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i was redpilled for like a year then fully blackpilled a year ago
 
blackpilled for the initiation attraction,redpilled for pulling the girl and keeping her.Best of both worlds.
 
1993 when I saw the Sandlot and realized I naturally hated the uglier characters.
 
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I got blackpilled around October 2021 that's the time I had started coping with hard mewing
Fast forward 1.5 years there is not even a 0.1mm of bone change
My age 17-18
mewing is cope bonesmasing works to some extent
 
2016 is when it really hit. I developed a pre deterministic outlook on life after learning about genetics and natural selection from biology textbook. I was worried more about academics at the time, so this just manifested in insecurities regarding my intelligence, not looks. I always knew I was ugly, based on how others treated me

Among other things that year, I figured out Altruism is just a strategy to pass on genetics. A person will likely not sacrifice themselves or resources for an unrelated person. I also found an equation that estimated whether a person’s suicide would be beneficial for a group.

I never went on subhuman forums like this until 2021, so I never referred to these principles as the “black pill” in high school.
I just called it “the controversial truth.”

This forum didn’t change my belief system, but it helped me to figure out the physical features that made someone attractive. I genuinely did not know how to rate men or that eye area was important in physical attractiveness . I also assumed that East Asians/Indians had higher smv than blacks since I was surrounded by asians in school.
 
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Since I was a kid
 
since the womb nigga
 
Since 2017 I believe
 
Since 2018 ironically thanks to the red pill and mgtow
 
My entire life... always obvious that better looking people have life much easier especially with dating.
 

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