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How do u feel about it?I lied that it didnt affect me much
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How do u feel about it?I lied that it didnt affect me much
Idk well, when it happened it was like a lightswitch got turned off, everything felt more serious and I had sexual thoughts that I’ve never had before like a little after it happened, I started watching porn young because of it which started an addiction later in my life.How do u feel about it?
Have you ever thought about telling parents? Are you still in contact with that cousin?Idk well, when it happened it was like a lightswitch got turned off, everything felt more serious and I had sexual thoughts that I’ve never had before like a little after it happened, I started watching porn young because of it which started an addiction later in my life.
It ruined me but I didn’t realize the damage it had done to me until a lot later. I remember my parents taught me about sex education and I was so worried that I would get in trouble if they ever found out despite the fact that I was forced to do these nasty things by my older cousin. It took me years to find out the bad that had happened because I didn’t understand the concept of trauma or how this could affect my entire life
To me I still don’t know what I would be like if this never happened though but I remember the feeling of a light switch of reality just turning off. I still try not to think about it much because what would worrying even do.
Despite this I’ve never told anyone in my life what truly happened to me, I’ve told a watered down story to my friends which they didn’t take serious and kind of laughed it off, along with me at the time. The development pill is brutal
I have thought about telling my parents but I am too embarrassed about it, I saw my cousin like 2 weeks ago after not seeing her for years. I didnt feel much although it was only for a minute and I was just in the car by myself. If it happened later in my life in which I would have more awareness of how my life was before maybe id do something about it. I think she herself was a victim too, the likelihood is very high in cases like this.Have you ever thought about telling parents? Are you still in contact with that cousin?
Yeah for a lot of victims, my ex included, they can downplay trauma and not even be aware that its subconsciously affecting them in life. My ex used to always act like it was nothing and she was over it but any outsider could clearly tell something is wrong in the back of your mind
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I don’t fucking know.I know 2-3 rape victims
Changed my perspective on the world hearing their stories