How many of you have been depressed before?

[chadisbeingmade]

Title - i’m curious.

What was it like?

 

[myfaceremainsdull]

I'm autistic and I suffer from depression and anxiety

 

[Darkeningstar]

Pretty gay

 

[BlameAdamAndEve]

All the time

 

[chadisbeingmade]

I'm autistic and I suffer from depression and anxiety

Depressed for any particular reason?
What’s it like?

 

[myfaceremainsdull]

Depressed for any particular reason?
What’s it like?

I'm not sure
I'm an abused retard
I have no friends
I barely talk to anyone
People hate my presence
What is it like, really hard to explain

 

[rrm_ss2]

Title - i’m curious.

What was it like?

all of us

 

[chadisbeingmade]

all of us

brutal

 

[SwissArms]

yes

I think it mainly comes to microplastics, seed oils, poor heath that cause deppresion

since living healthy I do not feel depprssed

 

[trench]

horrible, waking up everyday and its just pure agony

 

[Alias!]

Title - i’m curious.

What was it like?

All off topic users are depressed

 

[Bitterschön]

Ive been depressed for 9-10 years now, not kidding.

 

[Zukiteru]

Yes

Was a highly sensitive kid and showed signs of depression as early as 8/9 years old

Been on and off for almost 10 years now

my sensitivity is also almost entirely responsible for me becoming an avoidant

 

[faustianspirit]

Tried to kill myself 3 weeks ago, still feel very depressed, without a real reason to be because my life is quite good from a material point of view.

Thinking about getting into therapy but I am scared of getting meds and abusing them, because that is something I would do.

 

[chadisbeingmade]

Ive been depressed for 9-10 years now, not kidding.

Why bro?

Tried to kill myself 3 weeks ago, still feel very depressed, without a real reason to be because my life is quite good from a material point of view.

Thinking about getting into therapy but I am scared of getting meds and abusing them, because that is something I would do.

I would get in to therapy. If people have good lives, I don't know why they get depressed. Not saying that in a like "STFU faggot if your life is good there's no reason to be depressed" point of view, I just genuinely don't understand. I've never personally gone through depression, so I would find it hard to know what someone goes through.

Yes

Was a highly sensitive kid and showed signs of depression as early as 8/9 years old

Been on and off for almost 10 years now

my sensitivity is also almost entirely responsible for me becoming an avoidant

Is there a specific reason for it? Like no friends or something along those lines?

All off topic users are depressed

TBH.

yes

I think it mainly comes to microplastics, seed oils, poor heath that cause deppresion

since living healthy I do not feel depprssed

Maybe you had low T caused by those things.

horrible, waking up everyday and its just pure agony

I'm sorry brah. For what reason were you depressed, if there was one?

 

[SwissArms]

Why bro?


I would get in to therapy. If people have good lives, I don't know why they get depressed. Not saying that in a like "STFU faggot if your life is good there's no reason to be depressed" point of view, I just genuinely don't understand. I've never personally gone through depression, so I would find it hard to know what someone goes through.


Is there a specific reason for it? Like no friends or something along those lines?


TBH.


Maybe you had low T caused by those things.


I'm sorry brah. For what reason were you depressed, if there was one?

most likely yes but slightly more complex

 

[faustianspirit]

I would get in to therapy. If people have good lives, I don't know why they get depressed. Not saying that in a like "STFU faggot if your life is good there's no reason to be depressed" point of view, I just genuinely don't understand. I've never personally gone through depression, so I would find it hard to know what someone goes through.

I get your point, but I just feel like an unlovable freak all the time, like there is something about me, not physical but metaphysical that make people weirded by my mere presence if i am not on drugs. Which is a very dangerous and selfdestructing behaviour if you think about it.

Still I am getting into therapy soon, because there is nothing that I want more than to be normal, or atleast feel normal.

 

[trench]

I'm sorry brah. For what reason were you depressed, if there was one?

still am

well not a one single reason but a lot of shit happened that just resulted in me being completely miserable

lack of attention from parents them always neglecting me, bullied, social anxiety, being neurodivergent, failing school, constantly being made fun of for one reason or another, just being an abused dog, not being able to fit in anywhere and feeling like my presence isnt wanted or needed there, that constant sense of dread following me everywhere i go

if there is someone to blame its my parents honestly, they always prefered my brother over me, neglected me and ruined my life in every possible way, i have no sympathy for them whatsoever

from them spreading their shitty genetics and having and raising me just so i can end up stuck in misery

never actually tried to kill myself but ive thought about it multiple times, everyone that says they would miss me (from my parents to my friends) would genuinely forget me in 2 weeks

ive always had a negative look on world and i was never actually treated the way a human being should be treated

thought about going to therapy (my parents mentioned it) but i literally dont see how therapy would benefit me, at the end of the day they are paid to listen to me and just tell me "its gonna get better"

they cant change anything in my life, physical wise they would just spit shit out of their mouth pretending they relate to me in any way shape or form when they never har a bad day in their life

the thought of paying someone to listen to me and pretend they relate just so i can feel better and come back to pay more just disgusts me and seems useless, im unironically better off venting on here where someone is just gonna tell me something about them, tell me its not gonna get better and that killing yourself isnt even a bad option sometimes

at least they make me face the reality and not live in a lullaby by listening to faggoted therapists

sorry for the long rant, just kinda relaxes me when i get this shit off my chest every couple of months

fuck my parents

 

[ToryToad]

Title - i’m curious.

What was it like?

I am and its shit

 

[Bitterschön]

Why bro?

Long story short I was raised by parents with mental health issues and a limited understanding of how childhood trauma can affect a person

 

[vrandaar]

Title - i’m curious.

What was it like?

I was but i ascended
It felt like i lost interest in everything

 

[chadisbeingmade]

I was but i ascended
It felt like i lost interest in everything

so you were depressed bc of your looks?

is that what you mean by ascended?

 

[vrandaar]

so you were depressed core of your looks?

There were other reasons too but after i started looking better I got a little bit attention form ppl and slowly i started going out regularly talking with ppl made new friends so it's fine now
I remember the depression was mainly about academic and career

 

[Joaquin]

Depressed Since like 10 yo