
Xangsane
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I did a bit of bullying too I can't lie.I was the one bullying broke and weird kids : (
Aaaand now I'm getting bullied by ReadBooksEveryday.Getting bullied is a prerequisite to becoming a moderator on the forum
Who doesn't?Aaaand now I'm getting bullied by ReadBooksEveryday.![]()
finally someone fucking noticed holy shit, so many graycels and tiktokcels on here who don’t know LooksOverAll
lol you cant get any more cringe than this muh og looksoverall is another edgy newfag zoomer. you two probably been since only 2020-2021, if you haven't been at least since 2014-2015 you have no right to talk about this you ignorant fags. only acceptable brags are creating bodybuildingforum.com stormfront.org and theapricity.com accounts till 2009. if you created it any later and in other sites congratulations, you are a newfag, an internet and psl invisible ant.im the only "newfag" (not rlly since i been in bp circles b4) that knows about og .org lmao
Did you get back?I remember once I was beaten up really badly by some puerto rican nigga in 6th grade, the whole school bullied me for it, i would get constantly bullied for it.
He got expelled, cuz he had beaten me really badly, never saw him againDid you get back?
oof honestly I would not have let that slide if he beat you that bad I would figure out someway to don’t put where he is then mess with himHe got expelled, cuz he had beaten me really badly, never saw him again
YOURE STUPID ITS LITERALLY FREE? IT COST NOTHING TO DO SO ITS WORTH ITonly wish I hadn't assumed mewing was cope early on
If I had done it at like 12 it'd have been good.YOURE STUPID ITS LITERALLY FREE? IT COST NOTHING TO DO SO ITS WORTH IT
i started at 13If I had done it at like 12 it'd have been good.
similar to me in some ways. but I only ever got mocked for being ugly, cringy and friendless. That just reduced my desire to express myself and became invisible. Just like u when people talk to me i assume they're just trying to be nice.Yes got teased by other kids for being weak and not overly social but worse was when people in school wouldn’t even bully or tease me they just treated me like I was invisible which was worse they didn’t even treat me like a human being they just ignored me cause i was quite and had no social skills. Fucked me ngl scared to make friends even now I keep thinking all people that talk to me are only doing it’s a joke.
how?never
my social status crumbled in high school
Divine karma.my childhood was magical man.
at age 10 I confessed to a crush I had, age 11 I became king of my primary school. I could literally do anything and say anything and it would be well received. I was a good speaker too.
I actually bullied this dwarfy kid a lot cause his
ugly face pissed me off. tho I tried not to, because it was haraam and shit but after a few days I would start again. He was a nice guy too.
i still remember the time with my friend when we were walking around the playground near the end of Year 6 and he told me we should enjoy this while we can
prophetic words as I would later find out.
year 7 was good, I was still the tallest and strongest (about 5,5 ) in the year. had a cool moment where six dudes couldn't hold me back in rugby, and my ego was slowly getting bigger and bigger and girls still liked talking to me. I also made up to the kid I bullied in year 6. We ended up in the same sec school, and when he got bullied I protected him. Everybody liked me so they obeyed my commands![]()
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Year 8[moved schools] is when I finally got bullied myself lol but not physically. just emotionally. My nose quadrupled in length, I grew to about 5,7 which I still am now. Puberty indianjanitor maxxed me tbh but I was still tall for my age.
the two hottest girls decided to routinely mock me for being ugly af. And I could tell everyone agreed with them.
I never hit a girl except all the way back in year 6 [some girl insulted me after I insulted her so I dragged her around by the hair JFL]
but I got brainwashed with bluepill, feminism and "don't hit girls or you'll be a sissy" . This shit continued until I lost respect from other guys too. Due to that I became ashamed of my face, and lost courage. And my jaw was getting more and more deformed too, so I lost my ability to speak properly as well in addition to becoming negative SMV.
I started losing fights to people weaker than me. Got desperate to win respect back, lost even more fights and the brutal humiliation still is burned in my memory.
eventually just gave up on being respected, making friends or getting girls, turned my brain off and coped with academics and anime. I actually did really well in GCSEs. top 0.1% in the country. The teachers were blasting gas in my ass about muh Potential and I should become an investment banker or some shit. I was just looking around and saw the yr 11 chad celebrating with his friends group about getting a grade 6(B) in maths so he can enter A Levels. I was standing around with a grade 9(A**) but still felt a pang of jealousy as I stood around with only my mother and no friends at all.
coped even more during sixth form until reality hit me like a sledgehammer at age 20 im short, ugly and deformed, unsociable, cowardly, invisible, nerdy.
Everything I thought I would never be when I grew up.
here I am now age 21.
brutally over.
lookshow?
Same tbh. Brutalmy childhood was magical man.
at age 10 I confessed to a crush I had, age 11 I became king of my primary school. I could literally do anything and say anything and it would be well received. I was a good speaker too.
I actually bullied this dwarfy kid a lot cause his
ugly face pissed me off. tho I tried not to, because it was haraam and shit but after a few days I would start again. He was a nice guy too.
i still remember the time with my friend when we were walking around the playground near the end of Year 6 and he told me we should enjoy this while we can
prophetic words as I would later find out.
year 7 was good, I was still the tallest and strongest (about 5,5 ) in the year. had a cool moment where six dudes couldn't hold me back in rugby, and my ego was slowly getting bigger and bigger and girls still liked talking to me. I also made up to the kid I bullied in year 6. We ended up in the same sec school, and when he got bullied I protected him. Everybody liked me so they obeyed my commands![]()
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Year 8[moved schools] is when I finally got bullied myself lol but not physically. just emotionally. My nose quadrupled in length, I grew to about 5,7 which I still am now. Puberty indianjanitor maxxed me tbh but I was still tall for my age.
the two hottest girls decided to routinely mock me for being ugly af. And I could tell everyone agreed with them.
I never hit a girl except all the way back in year 6 [some girl insulted me after I insulted her so I dragged her around by the hair JFL]
but I got brainwashed with bluepill, feminism and "don't hit girls or you'll be a sissy" . This shit continued until I lost respect from other guys too. Due to that I became ashamed of my face, and lost courage. And my jaw was getting more and more deformed too, so I lost my ability to speak properly as well in addition to becoming negative SMV.
I started losing fights to people weaker than me. Got desperate to win respect back, lost even more fights and the brutal humiliation still is burned in my memory.
eventually just gave up on being respected, making friends or getting girls, turned my brain off and coped with academics and anime. I actually did really well in GCSEs. top 0.1% in the country. The teachers were blasting gas in my ass about muh Potential and I should become an investment banker or some shit. I was just looking around and saw the yr 11 chad celebrating with his friends group about getting a grade 6(B) in maths so he can enter A Levels. I was standing around with a grade 9(A**) but still felt a pang of jealousy as I stood around with only my mother and no friends at all.
coped even more during sixth form until reality hit me like a sledgehammer at age 20 im short, ugly and deformed, unsociable, cowardly, invisible, nerdy.
Everything I thought I would never be when I grew up.
here I am now age 21.
brutally over.
i left out nearly all the good i did.Divine karma.
really bro? I never met anybody with a life path like mine.Same tbh. Brutal
Do you think you got bullied from being different or you not being NT enough?Got bullied from elementary school through college. It was brutal
Me looking different, autistic, and in college i was fat aswellDo you think you got bullied from being different or you not being NT enough?
Now that you are lean muscular yet still got no action with Norwegian girl is mind boggling to meMe looking different, autistic, and in college i was fat aswell
I do get action, but to be fair, it is with LTB, MTB Norwegian girls. Maybe if i was 19 instead of 29, it hurts i wasted my whole school years being a virginNow that you are lean muscular yet still got no action with Norwegian girl is mind boggling to me
Would you say being an introvert in Norway is a failo? because it's a very conformist country, hence being non NT or divert from norm = outcastI do get action, but to be fair, it is with LTB, MTB Norwegian girls. Maybe if i was 19 instead of 29, it hurts i wasted my whole school years being a virgin
It is a big failo. ive been called out on it, on my behaviour, it is a big sheep mentality though. If u differ ur a weirdo.Would you say being an introvert in Norway is a failo? because it's a very conformist country, hence being non NT or divert from norm = outcast
that's the biggest problem in Norway rn, herd mentality. Why don't you just roll with it like fake that you are into hiking, hockey, summerfestival, stuffs like that. As I'd assume you are prob like me who prefer to rot on the internet and videogames instead of those activities with normies all the time?It is a big failo. ive been called out on it, on my behaviour, it is a big sheep mentality though. If u differ ur a weirdo.
For example just last year, i got called a weirdo and conspiracy theorist by my sister, for refusing to take the vaccine. I didn't even argue with her about it, thats just an example of the herd mentality of Norwegians
Im 29, its too late to blend in, i tried the fake shit when i was in high school, didn't work, albeit i looked worse back then, now i just do what i enjoy, working out, playing video gamesthat's the biggest problem in Norway rn, herd mentality. Why don't you just roll with it like fake that you are into hiking, hockey, summerfestival, stuffs like that. As I'd assume you are prob like me who prefer to rot on the internet and videogames instead of those activities with normies all the time?
What games do you play? how tall are you compared to Nordic chads? you look tall in the picIm 29, its too late to blend in, i tried the fake shit when i was in high school, didn't work, albeit i looked worse back then, now i just do what i enjoy, working out, playing video games
I simply failed to transition into adulthood. I forgot at some point that I’m an individual with my own rightsreally bro? I never met anybody with a life path like mine.
its brutal isn't it? everyone here was basically living a shit life from the start, but we had everything we could want and watched shit go downhill rather than get better like we expected from ourselves and nothing's worse than living in a quicksand type of situation where the harder u struggle the lower you get. What happened to you? i legit want to know if its similar to me.
Did the Seed of Ugliness feed on your confidence to grow into the ugly tree of your downfall like with me? that's actually how I would refer to the period to myself
Chapter 1: The Golden Childhood[0-13]
Chapter 2: "The Teenage Downfall"[14-16]
Chapter 3 : The Cope[16-19]
Chapter 4: The Rot[20-21]
Chapter 5 will be "The Restoration" Insha allah after my bimax and double LL![]()
LolIm 29, its too late to blend in, i tried the fake shit when i was in high school, didn't work, albeit i looked worse back then, now i just do what i enjoy, working out, playing video games
Can’t relate tbh I’m just a failed normie. If you can even say I tried (was utterly hapless).Lol
I tried "acting" too as a last resort and naturally it didn't work. It's hard to pull off an act.
Even if it worked we'd still be doing shit we don't like while pretending we're having fun. That's actually worse than an honest session of rot on .org![]()