how many times a day do u think about suicide?

[vermillioncorefan]

usually i think about a bullet to the head and i imagine how my blood would go all over the wall behind me but share what you imagine doing to urself to end it all?

 

[IAMNOTANINCEL]

I want to jump from the top of a tall building in times square and watch the look of horror on normgroids faces as they watch my body crack into pieces and my organs and blood splatter all over the floor

 

[EnglandBadman]

Where is the 0 option?

I wrote this for my .org brothers after seeing this post:
Thread 'The root of your depression and wasting energy'
https://looksmax.org/threads/the-root-of-your-depression-and-wasting-energy.875424/

 

[vermillioncorefan]

Where is the 0 option?

reddit

 

[GabachoCopium]

i want to shoot myself

 

[fuckingtheuniverse]

I dont think about it alot but say i gotra rope if anything doesnt go as i intended to
Example
>Working or doing something and randomly a pen fell down from my table
>Fuck i gotta rope
>Pick it up and go on doing what i was doing
So in numbers probably a lot

 

[Deleted member 21766]

About one a month

 

[SoundnVision]

We talked all night about suicide and she said if this is living how come I never feel alive?

 

[einzigartig]

usually i think about a bullet to the head and i imagine how my blood would go all over the wall behind me but share what you imagine doing to urself to end it all?

the dude who voted 100+

you count it or what?

 

[Carnivore]

Where is the "zero" option?

Btw depression is heavily correlated with poor lifestyle, change that and the depression usually subsides.

 

[MYLIFE]

My ideal way would be a gunshot but i think of jumping off a building or oding a lot too, probably because those are more accessible. I wouldn’t kill myself now as I am only 16 but I do want to leave this life on my own terms. I think about it around 10+ times a day and sometimes 5+. I have had these thoughts since 7th grade when I started browsing 4chan and looksmax. At the time I got very into philosophy lol but I would just spend days thinking. I did hate myself as I was a ugly fuck but I am feeling better now. I have a good life and am popular at my school and have had some gfs after I started looksmaxxing. It is not because of self hate but more because of curiosity and me coming to the conclusion that it is ideal to kill yourself at an old age rather than waiting for the reaper. When waiting you only dwindle money that can be given to your family and live in constant pain. I do want to kill myself a lot but I never will because it is the throwing away of a guranteed life. When i told my dad he cried. I used to cut myself to become lower inhib. I hate myself but I only make positive actions toward that. I want to die beautiful and as a spectical. I want to make an impact on the world before I go and I want people to be a witness to my death.

 

[MYLIFE]

Where is the "zero" option?

Btw depression is heavily correlated with poor lifestyle, change that and the depression usually subsides.

Suicide isnt depression