How mentally Ill are you.

[traumatized18yo]

I doubt anyone is more mentally I’ll than me tbh. My fate is to just lay down and rot and I have been to jail 4 times since august at 18 for beating up my family for giving me a shit life and causing me trauma. The doctors thought I might be bipolar. Been using drugs since 13. Definitely have undiagnosed autism. When I was 16 I couldn’t take the fact my parents had given me such a shit life which I will go deeper in depth with later so there was a point for about a month and a half where the cops came to our house every day I’m not even joking. I was destroying the entire house and making holes in the walls trolling my parents that I was “remodeling” and I would went to jail when I punched my mom in the face for trying to get me up for school. At 16 I also threw a rock at my dads head making his eye bleed too. Sometimes I Jack off 10-15 times a day. I’m extremely hyper sexual and autistic. I should have never been born

 

[ChristianChad]

Ray Peat diet should clear your head @kjsbdfiusdf @xefo @lutte

 

[Deleted member 12002]

Extremely, but I'm stable and happy at the same time. It's everybody else's problem. Not mine.

 

[traumatized18yo]

Extremely, but I'm stable and happy at the same time. It's everybody else's problem. Not mine.

I also used to beat my father
Up most days last year and threaten him. And would repeat the same phrases he said but in a mocking tone. I have had the cops come to my house since 16 about 50-60 Times ATLEAST. Been to mental hospital like 10 times since 16. Am I too far gone?

 

[Deleted member 12002]

I also used to beat my father
Up most days last year and threaten him. And would repeat the same phrases he said but in a mocking tone. I have had the cops come to my house since 16 about 50-60 Times ATLEAST. Been to mental hospital like 10 times since 16. Am I too far gone?

No, you just need your ass kicked. I was the same way except, fortunately, there was no way I could beat my father. He beat my ass good a few times, and if my boy needs it he'll get the same treatment. Boys are meant to trouble their fathers. It's only natural. Fathers aren't supposed to be cucks though.

 

[traumatized18yo]

But

No, you just need your ass kicked. I was the same way except, fortunately, there was no way I could beat my father. He beat my ass good a few times, and if my boy needs it he'll get the same treatment. Boys are meant to trouble their fathers. It's only natural. Fathers aren't supposed to be cucks though.

my father was a cuck tbh, he was smoking weird with me at 14 and buying me beer and vapes that year too. And then there was a custody battle going on between him and my mom. Am I just an example of being raised wrong or is there a serious mental illness at play?

 

[Deleted member 12002]

But

my father was a cuck tbh, he was smoking weird with me at 14 and buying me beer and vapes that year too. And then there was a custody battle going on between him and my mom. Am I just an example of being raised wrong or is there a serious mental illness at play?

A lot of boys with weak fathers are like that. I think you were just raised wrong.

 

[traumatized18yo]

A lot of boys with weak fathers are like that. I think you were just raised wrong.

Fuck what’s can I do to reverse this? I’ve already been deemed mentally I’ll and bipolar, I quit high school and am going through drug withdrawal with 4 criminal cases in a hotel now. Surprisingly my cuck father is paying for all of it and bailed me out even when I was in jail for beating his ass. Sometimes I want to ya know forgive him and repent our relationship but I am just mental I feel.

 

[LooksDeficiency]

Sane af

 

[Deleted member 12002]

Fuck what’s can I do to reverse this? I’ve already been deemed mentally I’ll and bipolar, I quit high school and am going through drug withdrawal with 4 criminal cases in a hotel now. Surprisingly my cuck father is paying for all of it and bailed me out even when I was in jail for beating his ass. Sometimes I want to ya know forgive him and repent our relationship but I am just mental I feel.

Forgiving someone just means you rip up the IOU. It doesn't mean you have to go on having a relationship with them. Seems he's unknowingly enabling you to keep wallowing in your miserable state.

Forgive your father, but put some distance between him and yourself. You might need to break contact for a while in order to process things and move on. For now accept his benevolence until you're able to get off drugs. After that try to make it on your own. Get out from under.

 

[ChristianChad]

I think you have different problems then most of us here. In some sense I'd say you are well-adjusted, you don't have inhibition controlling your life.
As some other user here said you just need to get your ass beat.
I think if you found a passion you'd do well in it and in life because It'd give you some structure and also responsibility and duty. that's what I'm getting from your posts at least

 

[BrendioEEE]

I am the most sane person on this website, it's just mental illness is so rampant, most of you don't realize you're retarded.

 

[traumatized18yo]

Hey

I think you have different problems then most of us here. In some sense I'd say you are well-adjusted, you don't have inhibition controlling your life.
As some other user here said you just need to get your ass beat.
I think if you found a passion you'd do well in it and in life because It'd give you some structure and also responsibility and duty. that's what I'm getting from your posts at least

I really appreciate hearing that. May I ask why you think I’m different than other users? Also I am
Trying to find a passion nothing is interesting rn tho atleast

 

[ChristianChad]

May I ask why you think I’m different than other users?

I don't think you have as much internal dialogue as most users here. I don't think you're as mature as most users here.
And as I said what I'm getting from your posts is that you don't have things like anxiety or too much inhibition; most users here have high inhibition and very awkward. Though you may just be comfortable interacting with your cuck father and within your immediate family who are used to your shit and would crumble against other men.

 

[traumatized18yo]

I don't think you have as much internal dialogue as most users here. I don't think you're as mature as most users here.
And as I said what I'm getting from your posts is that you don't have things like anxiety or too much inhibition; most users here have high inhibition and very awkward. Though you may just be comfortable interacting with your cuck father and within your immediate family who are used to your shit and would crumble against other men.

I think it is true I am very high inhib and awkward irl and around new people. I do think I have a lot of internal dialogue and maybe a certain level of maturity tho imo

 

[ChristianChad]

maybe a certain level of maturity tho imo

Currently you have non if you treat your family like that