How my life is now(part 2)

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I’m currently a senior in high school with characteristics of autism(SHOCKER). My parents are divorced but my dad moved back in for two reasons I don’t feel like explaining. I can say the benefits of school is that I get to hang out with my friends and my life is formatted. When I’m home, it’s not. I either prone jerk off, mindlessly eat, lurking on social media( I have been lurking on my oneitis’ family members’ Facebook, particularly her brother’s), and pacing back and forth to music. So my life is not formatted. I’m putting the mindless eating to a stop cuz of my shitting problems, and the other stuff needs to stop as well..

I made these two threads cuz of my parents’ bickering and yelling. My mom let my dad back in the house cuz “MUH BABY’S DADDY”. So both of them are retarded.

My life is kinda a joke. I think I’m kind of a failure(which I couldn’t really control in middle school, but could’ve controlled entering high school). The only talent I display is drawing and painting(somewhat). I wasted my junior year chasing after a bitch who didn’t want me, and I wasted half of my senior year still thinking about a girl who I already asked out but got “rejected”.

For all you lazy fucks who didn’t bother reading,
I need to get my shit together. Literally.
 
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Didn't read lol, start losing weight.
 
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Didn't read lol, start losing weight.
Lazy fuck.
You know, it’s hard to lose weight my mom probably won’t cook healthy, and she’s a alcoholic,
and if you confront her about it, she gets all defensive.
 
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Lazy fuck.
You know, it’s hard to lose weight my mom probably won’t cook healthy, and she’s a alcoholic,
and if you confront her about it, she gets all defensive.
Eat smaller portion sizes then, stop making up excuses.
 
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Eat smaller portion sizes then, stop making up excuses.
Let me guess, you didn’t read the post. I bet you’ll read a post about some tard’s eyebrows.
this and join a fucking gym or track team

Nigga, there’s no fucking track team at my school.
 
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Let me guess, you didn’t read the post. I bet you’ll read a post about some tard’s eyebrows.


Nigga, there’s no fucking track team at my school.

Excuse after excuse, join some fucking sports team or start jogging.
 
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Lazy fuck.
You know, it’s hard to lose weight my mom probably won’t cook healthy, and she’s a alcoholic,
and if you confront her about it, she gets all defensive.
Stop being autistic, we are trying to help. I was fatter than you and got to lose 30kgs for my oneitis. If you cant do this your prob not dedicated to deserve your oneitis and having a relationship
 
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Stop being autistic, we are trying to help. I was fatter than you and got to lose 30kgs for my oneitis. If you cant do this your prob not dedicated to deserve your oneitis and having a relationship
What about the other stuff I mentioned? Lurking on social media and jerking off? I guess those activities will stop if I start losing weight and getting motivated?
Stop being autistic, we are trying to help. I was fatter than you and got to lose 30kgs for my oneitis. If you cant do this your prob not dedicated to deserve your oneitis and having a relationship

Did she want you after that, though?
 
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What about the other stuff I mentioned? Lurking on social media and jerking off? I guess those activities will stop if I start losing weight and getting motivated?


Did she want you after that, though?
Nope, cause I acted autistic around her. If I asked her out in current state I could ahve gotten her due to min looks threshold, I made a bad first impression

Her best friend is into me now tho, if that counts
 
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Nope, cause I acted autistic around her. If I asked her out in current state I could ahve gotten her due to min looks threshold, I made a bad first impression

Her best friend is into me now tho, if that counts
Didn’t u say in another thread that they both lead you on?
 
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Didn’t u say in another thread that they both lead you on?
They lead me on, atleast oneitis that she had a crush on me.
School ended, during summer I started gaining muscle.
New school year came, her friend developed a crush on me. I ignore her best friend/lead her on.
 
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They lead me on, atleast oneitis that she had a crush on me.
School ended, during summer I started gaining muscle.
New school year came, her friend developed a crush on me. I ignore her best friend/lead her on.
So her friend never lead you on, then?
 
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So her friend never lead you on, then?
No, but I was bullied when I was fat. Thats why I dont date her. Being fat is hard man, but losing weight gives you a whole new weight in society. Its not your fault, but parents for giving you shit food. I had the same thing, but I suggest you join a gym. We are all counting on you. Things change when you gym, trust me. I went from being invincible to filmed in school cafeteria and hanging out with girls in a friendly way
 
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No, but I was bullied when I was fat. Thats why I dont date her. Being fat is hard man, but losing weight gives you a whole new weight in society. Its not your fault, but parents for giving you shit food. I had the same thing, but I suggest you join a gym. We are all counting on you. Things change when you gym, trust me. I went from being invincible to filmed in school cafeteria and hanging out with girls in a friendly way
So she bullied you when you was fat?
 
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So she bullied you when you was fat?
In indirect way, she lead me on and laughed at me.

Anyway, everything changed when I lost fat. Her best friend got a crush on me and now Im leading on by smiling at her/giving fake iois cause Im a mean exfatguy.

Anyway, Im speaking from same expericen. I was same age as you and it was in around last school year whole year.
 
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I’m currently a senior in high school with characteristics of autism(SHOCKER). My parents are divorced but my dad moved back in for two reasons I don’t feel like explaining. I can say the benefits of school is that I get to hang out with my friends and my life is formatted. When I’m home, it’s not. I either prone jerk off, mindlessly eat, lurking on social media( I have been lurking on my oneitis’ family members’ Facebook, particularly her brother’s), and pacing back and forth to music. So my life is not formatted. I’m putting the mindless eating to a stop cuz of my shitting problems, and the other stuff needs to stop as well..

I made these two threads cuz of my parents’ bickering and yelling. My mom let my dad back in the house cuz “MUH BABY’S DADDY”. So both of them are retarded.

My life is kinda a joke. I think I’m kind of a failure(which I couldn’t really control in middle school, but could’ve controlled entering high school). The only talent I display is drawing and painting(somewhat). I wasted my junior year chasing after a bitch who didn’t want me, and I wasted half of my senior year still thinking about a girl who I already asked out but got “rejected”.

For all you lazy fucks who didn’t bother reading,
I need to get my shit together. Literally.
Try to quit porn and masturbate less porn can change your brain srs .Also just eat smaller portions and say the excuse I'm not hungry or my stomach hurts it always works .i hope you do better
 
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Dude I don't get it. You keep making these threads talking about how you're sad about your life and how your life is shit blah blah blah, but you do nothing to change it? Stop beating off every day and start working out, even at home. Start counting calories and stop eating shit so you can lose fucking weight. Trust me man you'll feel so much better about yourself, but you have to put in the work to improve.
 
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What
Dude I don't get it. You keep making these threads talking about how you're sad about your life and how your life is shit blah blah blah, but you do nothing to change it? Stop beating off every day and start working out, even at home. Start counting calories and stop eating shit so you can lose fucking weight. Trust me man you'll feel so much better about yourself, but you have to put in the work to improve.
What about the pacing around to music and lurking on social media?
 
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What about the pacing around to music and lurking on social media?
I mean that's fine I guess. I listen to music a lot as well and am on this forum for about an hour every day. But you've gotta find time outside of doing autistic shit and improve yourself. It takes time and work, but it really pays off. Being able to look into the mirror and be happy with what you see is ultimate lifefuel
 
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I mean that's fine I guess. I listen to music a lot as well and am on this forum for about an hour every day. But you've gotta find time outside of doing autistic shit and improve yourself. It takes time and work, but it really pays off. Being able to look into the mirror and be happy with what you see is ultimate lifefuel
My dad doesn’t think that’s normal.
 
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It takes time and work, but it really pays off. Being able to look into the mirror and be happy with what you see is ultimate lifefuel
giga iq
 
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My dad doesn’t think that’s normal.
Yea and you've said yourself your dad is a piece of shit that you hate. You're almost fucking 18 man, a grown adult older than me. Do your own shit and pick up yourself instead of making countless posts weekly about how much you hate life and you're a failure etc. If you ever ascend you're going to look back at these posts and wonder what the fuck you were doing. This is the prime of your life brother, does it feel like it?
 
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Lazy fuck.
You know, it’s hard to lose weight my mom probably won’t cook healthy, and she’s a alcoholic,
and if you confront her about it, she gets all defensive.
I get you might be low IQ and find it hard to fend on your own, but eat things you want. If you can, approach your mother kindly, and explain to her that you want to eat healthy foods. Lay out what it is you want her to buy for you, and you can cook on your own. And like I said previously, eat within an 8-hour window, that way you won't need to think about it so much. Look up "Time restricted eating" on YouTube, lots of good resources. If you didn't start already, everyday is just passing by and you're going nowhere.
 
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I get you might be low IQ and find it hard to fend on your own, but eat things you want. If you can, approach your mother kindly, and explain to her that you want to eat healthy foods. Lay out what it is you want her to buy for you, and you can cook on your own. And like I said previously, eat within an 8-hour window, that way you won't need to think about it so much. Look up "Time restricted eating" on YouTube, lots of good resources. If you didn't start already, everyday is just passing by and you're going nowhere.
I CAN fend on my own. I’m not retarded.
Yea and you've said yourself your dad is a piece of shit that you hate. You're almost fucking 18 man, a grown adult older than me. Do your own shit and pick up yourself instead of making countless posts weekly about how much you hate life and you're a failure etc. If you ever ascend you're going to look back at these posts and wonder what the fuck you were doing. This is the prime of your life brother, does it feel like it?
I don’t know if it’s worth getting in a fight with him and then the cops get called.
 
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I CAN fend on my own. I’m not retarded.

I don’t know if it’s worth getting in a fight with him and then the cops get called.
Then you should have no problem making your own eating decisions.
 
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Then you should have no problem making your own eating decisions.
I asked for small portions of food, so yea. But just because I don’t know how to cook don’t mean I’m stupid.
 
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The rope is your best friend mate
 
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You’re really starting to become a asshole, like these other douchefucks here.
Ay man take it all with a grain of salt. We're all shitposting on here lol. The advice is real though and I wish you the best
 
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fat black and autistic :feelsrope::feelsrope::lul::lul: (no offence)
 
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As @CupOfCoffee and @badromance its true autism to have found looksmax site with people who help but complain instead and think about a girl who rejected you
 
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18 bro... Get a job, buy your own food, get a gym membership.... No car? Walk/ride bike there.
 

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