How not to kill yourself?

[Deleted member 10536]

You could call the police, if you want to. If that’s not an option either, I recommend you write down your will because it’s over for you. Um you know. Call it a day, call it a game. You know what i'm saying. Hit the locker rooms. Hit the showers. Uh you know, get out your uniform, and uh take a, take a long hot shower because it's over for you.

Just try to interact with people. I suppose I'm not great at that. Sometimes I feel down... Maybe a wrong place for that here, true. I just could never find my place in this world.
Did I make you angry?

 

[Alexanderr]

Just try to interact with people. I suppose I'm not great at that. Sometimes I feel down... Maybe a wrong place for that here, true. I just could never find my place in this world.
Did I make you angry?

No, no, just giving you my two cents.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

No, no, just giving you my two cents.

Okay. I'll think about it. I'm not sure for now as to how to take this in. Or how I should accept what you said. I like talking with people
I still thank you though for your cents

 

[Alexanderr]

Okay. I'll think about it. I'm not sure for now as to how to take this in. Or how I should accept what you said. I like talking with people
I still thank you though for your cents

The “it’s over for you” part of my post was a joke btw, if it wasn‘t obvious before. You should try calling the police or something, though.

 

[randomuser2407]

I tried everything of that... Didn't find a fulfilment in any of those. I just need love and another person. Just being together is alone. Talking to each other or just... Being.
I feel like tv/movies especially the modern is complete waste of no worth.
Video games can be fun, yeah, but they eat away at you, like a nagging bitch, back in a corner of your mind, because it's not a good thing in the end.
I like to read, I like to write. Nobody would read what I write, if I wrote to myself, so I write here. It's therapeutic, again, to just put some thoughts down or scribble them somewhere to someone...
So I like reading, but now I'm too addicted to this place, I feel like books made me more disconnected from people. Here? You can feel closer to people.
I don't think I hate my life, it's rather that it's not a good life. I certainly don't hate myself, I think I'm a nice and good guy tbh,.maybe mean or insensitive sometimes...
Now I have a broken leg, that limits my options.
But I always kept on exercising my whole life. If not gym, then work. I walk a lot I ran a lot. I can walk a lot I can legit run a marathon probably.
Not that it's a good thing.
Now though I can barely get out from my bed

If you really want to get into a relationship, you're in the worst place for that, looksmaxxing isn't what you need. What you need is socializing, you need to be able to go out to social events and meet people, make friends and talk to women, of course that isn't doable during the pandemic but afterwards it will be and all the time you will waste here is time that could have given you a girlfriend if you had talked to people in the real world instead.

The biggest problem with social media and the internet is the isolation of echochambers which can brainwash you and change your beliefs for the worst and disconnect you from society, I know because it happened to me, I made that mistake from 2016 to 2020, and I only discovered the damage that it was causing, right before the lockdowns happened. My plan was to spend the entire summer meeting new people and socializing outside of a work situation in order to make friends and meet women to be able go on dates.

Most of what you read here is lies and it's creating a negative feedback loop because you'll only find posts that spread the same ideas and beliefs since everyone here believes in the same toxic ideology and misogyny and it's the same with many subreddits and other forums too. The best way to stay away is to replace it with real social interactions in the real world, by doing this, you'll finally free yourself from their control and you'll become more connected with the people around you and you'll achieve your goals. Most of the people here have no life experience and they don't actually know what they're talking about, most of their facts are just stupid theories.

I'm not saying that you should isolate yourself by just enjoying tv shows, movies, video games, anime, and books but those things are what you should do when you are alone, and if you hate being alone, you should surround yourself with more people in the real world. And this is doable by going to social events and group classes when the pandemic is over, in the meantime, you can enjoy those things and learn to quit this internet addiction that is preventing you from being happy.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

The “it’s over for you” part of my post was a joke btw, if it wasn‘t obvious before. You should try calling the police or something, though.

I don't want to get in trouble tbh... When you involve those people, imo, you can always expect trouble and trouble only.
I try to pass those people up. They don't bother me, I don't bother them
I just need to not feel lonely...
Idk how to do that, so I pester random people here, I guess.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

If you really want to get into a relationship, you're in the worst place for that, looksmaxxing isn't what you need. What you need is socializing, you need to be able to go out to social events and meet people, make friends and talk to women, of course that isn't doable during the pandemic but afterwards it will be and all the time you will waste here is time that could have given you a girlfriend if you had talked to people in the real world instead.

The biggest problem with social media and the internet is the isolation of echochambers which can brainwash you and change your beliefs for the worst and disconnect you from society, I know because it happened to me, I made that mistake from 2016 to 2020, and I only discovered the damage that it was causing, right before the lockdowns happened. My plan was to spend the entire summer meeting new people and socializing outside of a work situation in order to make friends and meet women to be able go on dates.

Most of what you read here is lies and it's creating a negative feedback loop because you'll only find posts that spread the same ideas and beliefs since everyone here believes in the same toxic ideology and misogyny and it's the same with many subreddits and other forums too. The best way to stay away is to replace it with real social interactions in the real world, by doing this, you'll finally free yourself from their control and you'll become more connected with the people around you and you'll achieve your goals. Most of the people here have no life experience and they don't actually know what they're talking about, most of their facts are just stupid theories.

I'm not saying that you should isolate yourself by just enjoying tv shows, movies, video games, anime, and books but those things are what you should do when you are alone, and if you hate being alone, you should surround yourself with more people in the real world. And this is doable by going to social events and group classes when the pandemic is over, in the meantime, you can enjoy those things and learn to quit this internet addiction that is preventing you from being happy.

I know this. But loneliness gets the upper hand and... This is the place where I can somehow connect with people.
I want to surround myself with people, clearly I'm incapable though. Or too ugly...
I understand the wrong things that are going on around here. I don't take in everything to the heart. I have my own opinions and experiences and how I approach things in life. Which is all probably a really bad way, but it's the only way I know how to...

 

[randomuser2407]

I know this. But loneliness gets the upper hand and... This is the place where I can somehow connect with people.
I want to surround myself with people, clearly I'm incapable though. Or too ugly...
I understand the wrong things that are going on around here. I don't take in everything to the heart. I have my own opinions and experiences and how I approach things in life. Which is all probably a really bad way, but it's the only way I know how to...

1) Your low self confidence is your biggest problem, not your looks.
2) You're not unable to connect with people, you're just addicted to the internet and afraid of being rejected because you care too much
3) As the saying goes: “You're the average of the five people spend the most time with."
So if you spend your time with misogynistic incels, that's what you'll always be. If you have no friends and nobody to talk to, at least your beliefs will be your own and your brain will reset and you'll be able to make real friends in the real world
4) You think you're a hopeless case because you've already given up without even trying
5) You're not lonely, you're just addicted to this site because of the validation and attention you get. I understand because I developed the same problem, however, 4 years ago I was completely different and I didn't write essays. I developed bad habits over time by forcing myself to do the wrong things. As the saying goes: "Bad habits die hard." It's not impossible to change but very difficult, the best way to quit an unhealthy addiction is to replace it by a more healthy one. I know from personal experience.

 

[Deleted member 11425]

Lost 50% of my crypto assets in 2 days.
Some things in life are bad
They can really make you mad
Other things just make you swear and curse
When you're chewing on life's gristle
Don't grumble, give a whistle
And this'll help things turn out for the best.
From Always look on the bright side of life by Monty Python, give it a listen now.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

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Lost 50% of my crypto assets in 2 days.
Some things in life are bad
They can really make you mad
Other things just make you swear and curse
When you're chewing on life's gristle
Don't grumble, give a whistle
And this'll help things turn out for the best.
From Always look on the bright side of life by Monty Python, give it a listen now.

I've watched the life of brian recently, actually.
How did you even manage to lose money in crypto, when the only thing it has been doing for a while just going up?

 

[JustBeCurry]

that sucks op

 

[Gengar]

@calvitieddd IS UNABLE TO COMPREHEND HOW I HAVE NOT KILLED MYSELF DESPITE MY SO CALLED JEW NOSE

 

[Deleted member 10536]

1) Your low self confidence is your biggest problem, not your looks.
2) You're not unable to connect with people, you're just addicted to the internet and afraid of being rejected because you care too much
3) As the saying goes: “You're the average of the five people spend the most time with."
So if you spend your time with misogynistic incels, that's what you'll always be. If you have no friends and nobody to talk to, at least your beliefs will be your own and your brain will reset and you'll be able to make real friends in the real world
4) You think you're a hopeless case because you've already given up without even trying
5) You're not lonely, you're just addicted to this site because of the validation and attention you get. I understand because I developed the same problem, however, 4 years ago I was completely different and I didn't write essays. I developed bad habits over time by forcing myself to do the wrong things. As the saying goes: "Bad habits die hard." It's not impossible to change but very difficult, the best way to quit an unhealthy addiction is to replace it by a more healthy one. I know from personal experience.

I read every time you write, but a lot of it I know already. I do have similarities to you...
But I don't really agree with things you say.
Self confidence.
Can't connect? Sure. That's true, but it's the other people too, that have to be open, to connect to, you know?
Do you really think I'm a hateful, or even misogynistic person? I have my own ideas about things, which actually maybe even at a crossroads to places like this. Or even disconnected from places like these.
I'm hopeless, in a way, but I haven't given up. I do a lot and did a lot. Like you haven't seen how I looked in the past. Not that many people who self inject at least...
I'm lonely, because I have absolutely nothing else. 0.
The last person I talked to was a doctor, because of my leg.
I'm addicted to an outlet and interaction with people. Would give up this place for real people - I'm sorry everyone. Met a lot of nice people here... For that I'm glad

 

[Deleted member 10536]

that sucks op

Yeah. Just need to be stronger and overcome things. Look for the better side of anything really. It's easy to forget that sometimes

 

[Deleted member 11425]

How did you even manage to lose money in crypto, when the only thing it has been doing for a while just going up?

By holding a mostly XRP, it showed a ton of promise few weeks ago, this black swan events out of nowhere came when I wasn't looking. Flare airdrop, ledger hack, and now SEC lawsuit on Ripple. Unexpected shit like this happens, money lost, injured tendons, broken bones, rejections, depression periods, fuck it whatever, get up ,dust off, we will do it all over, grind it back up. After all I did this my whole life. Im not gonna off myself until I'm done and win big.

 

[Deleted member 10536]

By holding a mostly XRP, it showed a ton of promise few weeks ago, this black swan events out of nowhere came when I wasn't looking. Flare airdrop, ledger hack, and now SEC lawsuit on Ripple. Unexpected shit like this happens, money lost, injured tendons, broken bones, rejections, depression periods, fuck it whatever, get up ,dust off, we will do it all over, grind it back up. After all I did this my whole life. Im not gonna off myself until I'm done and win big.

I dabble in trading. Spent a lot of time. The only way out I see for myself tbh. To save up money and invest everything, in anything when the prices go down hard. Like they did with the plandemic, for example. But these are rare events.
Actually shorted s&p500 one week like a month or two ago, idr now and made a bit of money. It was purely from technical standpoint. Got out nearly at the turn around too. It feels god like when you get awesome trades. In general I do really well trading, but I'm very scared. I trippled my account in one year. But it's very little money. All I can afford tbh...