How should I start preparing for my suicide date for my parents?

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

So shi I have one year to ascend and atleast grow to average height (5’9) before I kill myself. I originally planned to rope like last summer but I got some hope and decided to give it another year.

My main concern lowkey is that my mom actually cares about me so just thinking about leaving my mom with that burden makes me not wanna rope especially since she spent like 10k+ getting HGH for me so im gonna feel really bad if the HGH treatment doesn’t work

I’m planning to get a job and save atleast 30k-50k to give to my parents with my suicide note to lessen the impact, but also other things

Anybody got recommendations? Like should I tell them early on im planning to rope?

Pls don’t give any blue pilled advice saying bro dont kys you obviously know that won’t change anything

 

[HighTierSubhuman]

What height are you?

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

What height are you?

5’6 at 15 praying I can grow atleast 3 inches with my treatment

 

[GhostBoySwag]

okay i see you dont want us to say dont kys, but may i ask why you wanna kys???

 

[watah]

Just run jbe in east Europe

 

[cryptt]

dont rope bhai save and get ll if youre that obsessed with height youd probably damage your mother mental health with that shit not worth it

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Just run jbe in east Europe

?

 

[spermium]

So shi I have one year to ascend and atleast grow to average height (5’9) before I kill myself. I originally planned to rope like last summer but I got some hope and decided to give it another year.

My main concern lowkey is that my mom actually cares about me so just thinking about leaving my mom with that burden makes me not wanna rope especially since she spent like 10k+ getting HGH for me so im gonna feel really bad if the HGH treatment doesn’t work

I’m planning to get a job and save atleast 30k-50k to give to my parents with my suicide note to lessen the impact, but also other things

Anybody got recommendations? Like should I tell them early on im planning to rope?

Pls don’t give any blue pilled advice saying bro dont kys you obviously know that won’t change anything

Nigga how about you wageslave for LL ?

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

okay i see you dont want us to say dont kys, but may i ask why you wanna kys???

Basically I’ve been treated subhuman my entire life and now that my brain has developed I realize I will not live this way my entire life

 

[copemaxxeer]

Every short male should try femboymaxxing or geomaxxing before roping

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Nigga how about you wageslave for LL ?

I guess that’s an option but I feel like my mental health will be fucked for the 4 years to even live up to 19. Regardless im gonna start saving a lot of money to either give to my parents or LL

 

[watah]

?

Ur Korean, just go to East Europe and slay

 

[Kelly Oubre Jr]

you arent gonna rope

 

[GhostBoySwag]

Basically I’ve been treated subhuman my entire life and now that my brain has developed I realize I will not live this way my entire life

you are 16 same age as me, but this guys life has litereally treated like dog shit, the whole video is sad tbh.
and you know what fuck you i am gonna bluepill you, watch this video because this mf got a wife

 

[HighTierSubhuman]

5’6 at 15 praying I can grow atleast 3 inches with my treatment

I'm the same height and I'm 19 with my growth plates definitely being fused. I think about roping sometimes but it's not even really because of that. I guess even if I don't manage to achieve success in life I'm fine with just chilling and rotting, that's what's put my suicidal thoughts more at rest.

Have you had your growth plates checked?

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

you arent gonna rope

Yeah I tried roping before on top of a building. Was too pussy to try it but next time I will pair it up wi to overdosing so I can’t second hand my decision

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

I'm the same height and I'm 19 with my growth plates definitely being fused. I think about roping sometimes but it's not even really because of that. I guess even if I don't manage to achieve success in life I'm fine with just chilling and rotting, that's what's put my suicidal thoughts more at rest.

Have you had your growth plates checked?

Yeah it’s similar to my chronically age 15

 

[spermium]

I guess that’s an option but I feel like my mental health will be fucked for the 4 years to even live up to 19. Regardless im gonna start saving a lot of money to either give to my parents or LL

Nigga many here ldared their whole teen years and ascended after 20 you shouldn't rope before ~35 tbh

 

[GhostBoySwag]

and now he has a wife, and before you say she went for fame, this guy didnt even have 100k subs or make any money of youtube

so stop being a sad depressing piece of shit n start believing in yourself fucktard

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

you are 16 same age as me, but this guys life has litereally treated like dog shit, the whole video is sad tbh.
and you know what fuck you i am gonna bluepill you, watch this video because this mf got a wife

Sadly I wanna believe that but that happens to one in a million men. With my luck that will never happen jfl

 

[HighTierSubhuman]

dont rope bhai save and get ll if youre that obsessed with height youd probably damage your mother mental health with that shit not worth it

Yep that's part of the reason I can't rope.

you arent gonna rope

Most people who say they're going to rope never will. I have said it before when I've been depressed but I know in my mind I'll probably never go through with it.

 

[cryptt]

you are 16 same age as me, but this guys life has litereally treated like dog shit, the whole video is sad tbh.
and you know what fuck you i am gonna bluepill you, watch this video because this mf got a wife

nigga why are u so nice

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

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and now he has a wife, and before you say she went for fame, this guy didnt even have 100k subs or make any money of youtube

so stop being a sad depressing piece of shit n start believing in yourself fucktard

Thanks for the advice bhaii it does make me feel better im trying my best rn to ascend but im still tryna prep in advance

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Ur Korean, just go to East Europe and slay

Koreans are popular in east europe?

 

[GhostBoySwag]

Sadly I wanna believe that but that happens to one in a million men. With my luck that will never happen jfl

and you know what, he thought the same thing. You need to believe in yourself, sure I believe in blackpill but its 85% i think that or atleast the concept. People will always go for looks no matter what. But guess what? It doesnt stop for getting a girlfriend no matter how they look or myself can i get a perfect one.

as i said you are a chronically 15 year old dude who does nothing but rot in his room, fucks his neutrions up, doesnt eat or sleep good. That fucks you up mentally and phyiscally so you start getting fed the blackpill or whatever this is. Bro that fucks you up even mroe and now you are a depressed person.

Of course you dont want to live when you are sad or treated like shit. But why stop? Why stop in hell when you can keep on moving??

 

[cryptt]

Koreans are popular in east europe?

js go to india or sumn

 

[HighTierSubhuman]

nigga why are u so nice

Because he is the

Jolly 5'8 sub3 human​

Nigga many here ldared their whole teen years and ascended after 20 you shouldn't rope before ~35 tbh

Lifefuel tbh I hope this can be me.

 

[Kelly Oubre Jr]

Yeah I tried roping before on top of a building. Was too pussy to try it but next time I will pair it up wi to overdosing so I can’t second hand my decision

except you wont

 

[cryptt]

how tall are u and your parents bhai

 

[GhostBoySwag]

nigga why are u so nice

my mom taught me to be nice

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

how tall are u and your parents bhai

I’m 5’6 at 15 with 6’1 and 5’5 parents

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

and you know what, he thought the same thing. You need to believe in yourself, sure I believe in blackpill but its 85% i think that or atleast the concept. People will always go for looks no matter what. But guess what? It doesnt stop for getting a girlfriend no matter how they look or myself can i get a perfect one.

as i said you are a chronically 15 year old dude who does nothing but rot in his room, fucks his neutrions up, doesnt eat or sleep good. That fucks you up mentally and phyiscally so you start getting fed the blackpill or whatever this is. Bro that fucks you up even mroe and now you are a depressed person.

Of course you dont want to live when you are sad or treated like shit. But why stop? Why stop in hell when you can keep on moving??

Thank you nigga

Maybe I am just mentally ill but trust me I play multiple sports try to socialize but nothing has helped

It wasn’t even looksmaxxing they rotted my brain I was planing to kys before I discovered this forum

 

[cryptt]

my mom taught me to be nice

youre a vibe bhai

 

[GhostBoySwag]

anyways bhai, it aint over for you. You think it is but it isnt. my friend last year was 149-152 and now he is 170cm
He was deadass fucking manlet and everyone bullied him for being short and i gneiuelly thought it was over for him, he recently contact me and he told me his height, i got so fucking happy for him. Because he was the schools midget and manlet

he was 14-15 now in about couple of weeks he is turning 16

 

[cryptt]

I’m 5’6 at 15 with 6’1 and 5’5 parents

isnt that bad not roping worthy u can geomaxxing since your indian or js get ll

 

[GhostBoySwag]

youre a vibe bhai

thanks you too brah

 

[cryptt]

anyways bhai, it aint over for you. You think it is but it isnt. my friend last year was 149-152 and now he is 170cm
He was deadass fucking manlet and everyone bullied him for being short and i gneiuelly thought it was over for him, he recently contact me and he told me his height, i got so fucking happy for him. Because he was the schools midget and manlet

he was 14-15 now in about couple of weeks he is turning 16

how tall were u when u were 15

 

[Angutoid]

Ur 5'6 going overboard with LL can get you in the "tall" range trust me

 

[GhostBoySwag]

anyways bhai, it aint over for you. You think it is but it isnt. my friend last year was 149-152 and now he is 170cm
He was deadass fucking manlet and everyone bullied him for being short and i gneiuelly thought it was over for him, he recently contact me and he told me his height, i got so fucking happy for him. Because he was the schools midget and manlet

he was 14-15 now in about couple of weeks he is turning 16

nah but @MyDreamIsToBe183CM

Trust me, i feel exactly how you feel i just want to be 183cm then i'll be happy. Rn i am 174 think im gonna push max 177 but with shoes that is 180 and that will make me happy enough.

But 149 to 170 is the biggest height up too.
Also my classmate was 164 and noe hw is 188 within 1 year.


SO ITS NOT OVER!!!
ITS
NOT
OVER

 

[cryptt]

nah but @MyDreamIsToBe183CM

Trust me, i feel exactly how you feel i just want to be 183cm then i'll be happy. Rn i am 174 think im gonna push max 177 but with shoes that is 180 and that will make me happy enough.

But 149 to 170 is the biggest height up too.
Also my classmate was 164 and noe hw is 188 within 1 year.


SO ITS NOT OVER!!!
ITS
NOT
OVER

15-16?

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

except you wont

Well fuck you nigga just wait till late 2025 when I prove u wrong

isnt that bad not roping worthy u can geomaxxing since your indian or js get ll

I’m not Indian bro im half korean half Russian
5’6 is pretty rope worthy bro.

Maybe if I lived a normal life I wouldn’t rope

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Ur 5'6 going overboard will LL can get you in the "tall" range trust me

I won’t survive by the time I turn 25

Just want to grow 3 inches with my treatment bruh like 2 inches naturally and the extra 1 inch with treatment

 

[Angutoid]

I won’t survive by the time I turn 25

Just want to grow 3 inches with my treatment bruh like 2 inches naturally and the extra 1 inch with treatment

Ur mother sounds supporting
Doesnt she have any assets to help you escape manletdom before 20?

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Ur mother sounds supporting
Doesnt she have any assets to help you escape manletdom before 20?

She told me she will pay for some of my surgeries but she means the minor surgeries like below 10k

Also I AM not putting any more burden on my mother jfl I will kill myself 10x before making my mother pay any more money for me

 

[Kelly Oubre Jr]

Well fuck you nigga just wait till late 2025 when I prove u wrong

how would i even find out

 

[cryptt]

Well fuck you nigga just wait till late 2025 when I prove u wrong


I’m not Indian bro im half korean half Russian
5’6 is pretty rope worthy bro.

Maybe if I lived a normal life I wouldn’t rope

mb korean u can geomax to india or sumn black country

 

[Angutoid]

She told me she will pay for some of my surgeries but she means the minor surgeries like below 10k

Also I AM not putting any more burden on my mother jfl I will kill myself 10x before making my mother pay any more money for me

Its not like you will never pay her back
Making her sell assets would help making your ascension earlier so u can live a normal life which will make her 100x happier to see u like that rather than seeing u dead
U can pay her back later by working ur ass off in a first world country

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

how would i even find out

ill live stream it jfl

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

mb korean u can geomax to india or sumn black country

fuck no I I don’t wanna date a brown or black girl

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Its not like you will never pay her back
Making her sell assets would help making your ascension earlier so u can live a normal life which will make her 100x happier to see u like that rather than seeing u dead
U can pay her back later by working ur ass off in a first world country

You need to be atleast 21 to start getting surgeries bro