How should I start preparing for my suicide date for my parents?

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

bro ur only 15 you have so much ahead of you, ur practically a little kid. Search it on google you are still in puberty you are not done growing . Please don't kill yourself it makes me really sad that a 14 year old child was contemplating suicide you are still very young you haven't even experienced life yet, things WILL get better I promise , you have ur entire life ahead of you

mirin that your nice but trust me you saying this did not do absolutely shit in changing my mindset. but thank you tho

also i dont have shit ahead of me. i only have somewhat hope if hgh makes me grow to what my genetics shouldve made me.
im going to get absolutely mentally shattered my highschool-college years traumautizing me, and when I finally get out im going to work like a slave my entire life until i retire after settling with a LTN asian foid.

Thats my future. Also my future for around 70 percent people. I dont know how they dont go crazy after repeating the same cycle every day

 

[3links2]

mirin that your nice but trust me you saying this did not do absolutely shit in changing my mindset. but thank you tho

also i dont have shit ahead of me. i only have somewhat hope if hgh makes me grow to what my genetics shouldve made me.
im going to get absolutely mentally shattered my highschool-college years traumautizing me, and when I finally get out im going to work like a slave my entire life until i retire after settling with a LTN asian foid.

Thats my future. Also my future for around 70 percent people. I dont know how they dont go crazy after repeating the same cycle every day

dont kill yourself ill make you my slave ill give you a reason to live to serve me

 

[Foreverbrad]

Just get LL retard. Imagine being able to save 30-50k in one year.

 

[134applesauce456]

if you kys no one will care

i will though

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Just get LL retard. Imagine being able to save 30-50k in one year.

Too late by then my nigga?


IF I SOMEHOW manage to survive until im 25 years old, and get LL, by that time my youth is over, and I would be mentally traumitized and not be able to recover for like 5-10 years.

After that, i wageslave a 9-5 till i die, doing absolutely nothing as I couldnt live out my golden years.

 

[134applesauce456]

mirin that your nice but trust me you saying this did not do absolutely shit in changing my mindset. but thank you tho

also i dont have shit ahead of me. i only have somewhat hope if hgh makes me grow to what my genetics shouldve made me.
im going to get absolutely mentally shattered my highschool-college years traumautizing me, and when I finally get out im going to work like a slave my entire life until i retire after settling with a LTN asian foid.

Thats my future. Also my future for around 70 percent people. I dont know how they dont go crazy after repeating the same cycle every day

if ur dad 6'1 and ur mom is 5'5 it makes no sense that ur final height is 5'6

people with liek 5'4-5'8 parents grow to like 6'3

did you do something in ur childhood to stunt growth?

also yes you do have a future ahead of you, mentality isn't fixed, it's dynamic and it can easily be changed. you will grow and have a better mindset ur frontal lobe hasn't developed yet

 

[Foreverbrad]

Too late by then my nigga?


IF I SOMEHOW manage to survive until im 25 years old, and get LL, by that time my youth is over, and I would be mentally traumitized and not be able to recover for like 5-10 years.

After that, i wageslave a 9-5 till i die, doing absolutely nothing as I couldnt live out my golden years.

Well by that logic I should be dead six years ago, instead I’ve 48 slays which are all in the past six years.

And that’s just the start.

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

if ur dad 6'1 and ur mom is 5'5 it makes no sense that ur final height is 5'6

people with liek 5'4-5'8 parents grow to like 6'3

did you do something in ur childhood to stunt growth?

also yes you do have a future ahead of you, mentality isn't fixed, it's dynamic and it can easily be changed. you will grow and have a better mindset ur frontal lobe hasn't developed yet

ive always been healthy so i never stunted my growth, and ive never even broken a bone. Im hoping i can grow atleast 3 more inches naturally and with hgh treatment but with my luck you dont understand I dont even believe i can grow naturally.

Im tired of coping with that shit nigga ive been depresed for what like 2-3 years now? Now, I finally decided to make a change and actually kill myself instead of just being depresesd.

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Well by that logic I should be dead six years ago, instead I’ve 48 slays which are all in the past six years.

And that’s just the start.

1 percent of males lmao nigga congratulations. hope was a concept made by society to bluepill you, you should know that, Im improving my mental health by always thinking about the worst outcome that could possibly happen so when it happens i wont be hurt as bad. Thats the only thing that helped me

Also you are 6'2 my fucking nigga that means you were already 5'11 in the first place if you LL. you could not possibly understand why a person would want to rope

 

[Foreverbrad]

1 percent of males lmao nigga congratulations. Hope is absolutely bullshit nigga, Im improving my mental health by always thinking about the worst outcome that could possibly happen so when it happens i wont be hurt as bad. Thats the only thing that helped me

Also you are 6'2 my fucking nigga that means you were already 5'11 in the first place if you LL. you could not possibly understand why a person would want to rope

Stop obsessing about height my negroid friend, the difference between 5’10 and 6’2 is certainly less than one PSL point.

I know it’s easy to fixate on height but it’s really not that relevant, get your facial surgeries and you will be fine.

If height was everything I’d certainly not be getting trimax and implants

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Stop obsessing about height my negroid friend, the difference between 5’10 and 6’2 is certainly less than one PSL point.

I know it’s easy to fixate on height but it’s really not that relevant, get your facial surgeries and you will be fine.

If height was everything I’d certainly not be getting trimax and implants

Nigga face only applies if your 5'9 or above. I am currently mtn but could ascend to HTN just by softmaxxing.

Also you dont understand bro just stop. If you arent 5'8 and below you cant talk about "dont stop obessing over height"


literally just today at my basketball game, my basketball coach called me a little midget infront of everybody and everybody laughed at me. Keep in mind HE IS SHORTER THEN ME AND MY ENTIRE BASKETBALL TEAM

 

[asdvek]

Your pig avi makes me sad, sad to see the childhood game of mine pigs sad at night

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Stop obsessing about height my negroid friend, the difference between 5’10 and 6’2 is certainly less than one PSL point.

I know it’s easy to fixate on height but it’s really not that relevant, get your facial surgeries and you will be fine.

If height was everything I’d certainly not be getting trimax and implants

Not only that my entire middle school year I got bullied both mentally and physically by two 6'2 and 6'4 eight graders/upperclassmen for being asian infront of my entire friend group. Even in public when me and my friends were hanging out they would sometimes spot me and force me to fight them. I couldnt fight them because of the sheer height difference.
Thats only one of the many though i wont go into detail. So stop talking about "dont obsess over height" my nigga

 

[Foreverbrad]

Nigga face only applies if your 5'9 or above. I am currently mtn but could ascend to HTN just by softmaxxing.

Also you dont understand bro just stop. If you arent 5'8 and below you cant talk about "dont stop obessing over height"


literally just today at my basketball game, my basketball coach called me a little midget infront of everybody and everybody laughed at me. Keep in mind HE IS SHORTER THEN ME AND MY ENTIRE BASKETBALL TEAM

Nigga what the fuck are you doing playing basketball, play to your strengths!

Ascend your face by softmaxxing and slay. Get LL if you must. You are not in the worst position

 

[Foreverbrad]

Not only that my entire middle school year I got bullied both mentally and physically by two 6'2 and 6'4 eight graders/upperclassmen for being asian infront of my entire friend group. Even in public when me and my friends were hanging out they would sometimes spot me and force me to fight them. I couldnt fight them because of the sheer height difference.
Thats only one of the many though i wont go into detail. So stop talking about "dont obsess over height" my nigga

Oh you’re Asian, I’m sorry

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Nigga what the fuck are you doing playing basketball, play to your strengths!

Ascend your face by softmaxxing and slay. Get LL if you must. You are not in the worst position

Im only playing bball for fun bro.

Dude theres no point of ascending your face if you are below 5'9

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Oh you’re Asian, I’m sorry

Im mixed half korean half russian. Shouldve inherited my tall korean genes from my dad fuck

 

[Foreverbrad]

Im only playing bball for fun bro.

Dude theres no point of ascending your face if you are below 5'9

Well obviously it’s not fun and it’s causing you more pain so you should stop.

Just focus on getting LL and any facial surgeries that can help. This is the black pill.

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Well obviously it’s not fun and it’s causing you more pain so you should stop.

Just focus on getting LL and any facial surgeries that can help. This is the black pill.

Ig that’s my best option but I doubt that I will live by then

Nigga I just want to grow fucking naturally is that fine? Even my doctor said I will grow two-three inches. But I just know with my luck I won’t grow at all, even with HGH. Just like how even thought my parents are tall I’m not tall

 

[Foreverbrad]

Ig that’s my best option but I doubt that I will live by then

Nigga I just want to grow fucking naturally is that fine? Even my doctor said I will grow two-three inches. But I just know I won’t grow at all, even with HGH. Just like how even thought my parents are tall I’m not tall

How do you know that? Sounds like you’re being irrational.

You know I’m 32 by the time I can get my surgeries. But I still believe that afterwards I can inflict the same pain that I’ve experienced. At least.

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

How do you know that? Sounds like you’re being irrational.

You know I’m 32 by the time I can get my surgeries. But I still believe that afterwards I can inflict the same pain that I’ve experienced. At least.

I don’t know that, but I just know I Probally won’t. And my intuition/overthinking is 100 percent correct. My growth has slowed down so much the past year. Just started hgh a few weeks ago and this is my last shot at living

By 30 ots over dude your out of your youth. You will spend the rest of your life thinking about your “golden years” that you wasted

 

[Foreverbrad]

I don’t know that, but I just know I Probally won’t. And my intuition/overthinking is 100 percent correct. My growth has slowed down so much the past year. Just started hgh a few weeks ago and this is my last shot at living

By 30 ots over dude your out of your youth. You will spend the rest of your life thinking about your “golden years” that you wasted

Then stop thinking negatively. @enchanted_elixir threads are bullshit but even so it’s not good.

It may be over for happiness but it’s not over for revenge. Don’t let them win.