DrunkenSailor
Dead inside
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Let me present you some facts
- sitting indoors 24/7 (no exagerration)
- working 9h for a slave job
- “relaxing” for about 2-3h after finishing job that day (time that I spend mostly sitting in bed scrolling my phone)
- get back on the PC for 2-3 more hours, learn something (rarely) or play video games (often)
- go in bed, sit some more on my phone till I feel sleepy
- next get woken by these next floor n****r neighbours who make a noise like they’re fucking in a bed for every single day for more than a month. I dont think they have sex but idk what else it is
- get angry cause of that so i release stress by jerkin off
- due to no contact with other ppl basically i have no face/body to remember to fap to, so my imagination is bottom tier. I fap to porn
- start 9h boring ass slave job
Where do I start? What the fuck am I supposed to do? No wonder my whole life feels like shit it’s just literal stagnation. The only time i feel somewhat happy is when i come some shit and i pull it off but even that got boring cause i have no buddy to code along
is dopamine detox even a thing? I’d stick to it if it’s legit but i fear its not
- sitting indoors 24/7 (no exagerration)
- working 9h for a slave job
- “relaxing” for about 2-3h after finishing job that day (time that I spend mostly sitting in bed scrolling my phone)
- get back on the PC for 2-3 more hours, learn something (rarely) or play video games (often)
- go in bed, sit some more on my phone till I feel sleepy
- next get woken by these next floor n****r neighbours who make a noise like they’re fucking in a bed for every single day for more than a month. I dont think they have sex but idk what else it is
- get angry cause of that so i release stress by jerkin off
- due to no contact with other ppl basically i have no face/body to remember to fap to, so my imagination is bottom tier. I fap to porn
- start 9h boring ass slave job
Where do I start? What the fuck am I supposed to do? No wonder my whole life feels like shit it’s just literal stagnation. The only time i feel somewhat happy is when i come some shit and i pull it off but even that got boring cause i have no buddy to code along
is dopamine detox even a thing? I’d stick to it if it’s legit but i fear its not
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