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I've realized my SMV to women is literally like 0. I cannot stick to my nocarb nosalt tasteless expensive diet to stay debloated, so I basically just look like an Asian. I'm entering the military and will have to shave my head which will knock my PSL down from 3-4 to like 2 since I have a naturally high hairline and gay alien skull that I fraud with haircut.
I decided this morning, hey, I will look up what hobbies and shit I can get into so that I can enjoy this life when I'm older. All I get met with is dozens and dozens of single men in their 30s and 40s saying the loneliness never goes away and it sucks.
I am a person that refuses to be depressed and feel like shit, because in my opinion that's not even living, it's merely being alive and literally decaying.
I need serious replies not shitposting, this is real for me. Should I cope with a dog? Hobbymaxx? Keep in mind I dont care about ascending, I don't care about being a slayer, I just want to not be lonely.
The amount of surgery I would need to ascend to normie is about 4 surgeries and that would just make me an invisible normie on the street.
I don't actually look that bad debloated but I literally cannot look like that 24/7, I have to go through painful dieting and a lot of fucking money with food and planning to look like that.
I'm also pretty recessed from a childhood of mouthbreathing, high estrogen naturally with gyno and wide hips, and assymetrical from my dad who beat the fuck out of my at a young age.
I already know it's over, I'm asking how to cope.
I decided this morning, hey, I will look up what hobbies and shit I can get into so that I can enjoy this life when I'm older. All I get met with is dozens and dozens of single men in their 30s and 40s saying the loneliness never goes away and it sucks.
I am a person that refuses to be depressed and feel like shit, because in my opinion that's not even living, it's merely being alive and literally decaying.
I need serious replies not shitposting, this is real for me. Should I cope with a dog? Hobbymaxx? Keep in mind I dont care about ascending, I don't care about being a slayer, I just want to not be lonely.
The amount of surgery I would need to ascend to normie is about 4 surgeries and that would just make me an invisible normie on the street.
I don't actually look that bad debloated but I literally cannot look like that 24/7, I have to go through painful dieting and a lot of fucking money with food and planning to look like that.
I'm also pretty recessed from a childhood of mouthbreathing, high estrogen naturally with gyno and wide hips, and assymetrical from my dad who beat the fuck out of my at a young age.
I already know it's over, I'm asking how to cope.