ALP
too petty to die
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Everyday i am losing my sanity more and more.
I am lonelier than both Joker and Taxi driver combined.
I don't interact with anybody except my mum and don't speak with her more than one or two words.
I m depressed for years now and it becomes stronger everytime i go outside.
Seeing other people enjoying life makes me rageful.
Seeing men around my age or younger than me handholding or kissing with females makes me want to rope.
I tried to Teslamaxx, i tried to make my prefrontal cortex work and focus on other things.
But every rest time, every night when i put my head to the pillow this shit hits me hard and i can't cope anymore.
Don't say stupid shit like rope because my ego prevents me from doing it.
A life without love is utterly meaningless.
I am lonelier than both Joker and Taxi driver combined.
I don't interact with anybody except my mum and don't speak with her more than one or two words.
I m depressed for years now and it becomes stronger everytime i go outside.
Seeing other people enjoying life makes me rageful.
Seeing men around my age or younger than me handholding or kissing with females makes me want to rope.
I tried to Teslamaxx, i tried to make my prefrontal cortex work and focus on other things.
But every rest time, every night when i put my head to the pillow this shit hits me hard and i can't cope anymore.
Don't say stupid shit like rope because my ego prevents me from doing it.
A life without love is utterly meaningless.