imabetanumale
everyday cucked by BULLS
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i have accepted that im an incel,its not an ideology, is full dependent on attractivness,im short (5,6 feet), small dick (4,6 inches hard),brown,i look like a woman but my brown skin and certain feature of my face dont let me be a femboy,so im doomed to be an inferior male for ever,also with bald genes so its basically over.
I will never attract a woman,because im non existent as a sexual beign for them.Maybe i can be their gay best friend.
I tried coping with stoicism,and they says that with hope comes fear and disappointment,so if I have zero hope on my future sexual and romantical life i wiil not have fear of losing it or disappointement of not acomplishing my goals on my sexual and romantical life. But when i have no hope i have non energy or motivation to do anything for my life or do something as a hobby. Its like if hope of a good future sexual life was the primary fuel for myself, if i know and think of my doomed future i only want to masturbate or lay in bed all day and doing nothing but look at the ceiling and think more and more on how doomed I am.
Maybe it happens because i supply all my basics needs: food,a home,family, and the other secondary needs: school,feeling safe, privacy,etc. So i dont value any of them as a i think of them of achieved and safe, so i cant lose it, althought i havent do nothing for having it, all is thanks to my parents.
How im not worried for my other need, my only fuel to life is hope on beign attractive, sometimes i think if a lose some weight and reach the underweight status i will be more attractive,but deep down i know all that shit is ultra cope and ultimately a lie.
I will never attract a woman,because im non existent as a sexual beign for them.Maybe i can be their gay best friend.
I tried coping with stoicism,and they says that with hope comes fear and disappointment,so if I have zero hope on my future sexual and romantical life i wiil not have fear of losing it or disappointement of not acomplishing my goals on my sexual and romantical life. But when i have no hope i have non energy or motivation to do anything for my life or do something as a hobby. Its like if hope of a good future sexual life was the primary fuel for myself, if i know and think of my doomed future i only want to masturbate or lay in bed all day and doing nothing but look at the ceiling and think more and more on how doomed I am.
Maybe it happens because i supply all my basics needs: food,a home,family, and the other secondary needs: school,feeling safe, privacy,etc. So i dont value any of them as a i think of them of achieved and safe, so i cant lose it, althought i havent do nothing for having it, all is thanks to my parents.
How im not worried for my other need, my only fuel to life is hope on beign attractive, sometimes i think if a lose some weight and reach the underweight status i will be more attractive,but deep down i know all that shit is ultra cope and ultimately a lie.
