How to cope with the fact that your dad is a stupid narcissist?

[roadtochang123]

: pleaes read epic manga MC childhood background


basically my dad was an alcoholic retard that grew up from a remoted mountain village. He got lucky with his life and then met my mom.

From what ive heard, he was normal, and I dont know what his circumstances was, but after giving birth to my brother and going to work, he got alcoholic and everytime he went back home, this led her to quit her job and become a fulltime housewife for 25 years. He'd beat my mom and now she's developed this initial fear for him and does anything to stop his rageful actions.

Continuing the timeline, he went to work and study. During this period, I was born and my maternal grandmother supported him alot financially for him to be able to continue his study. My house was really poor back then and my mom didnt have a job to fed me and my brother. One day, when my mom called him, he told her to shut the fuck up and that he was working hard to support our family while it was my grandmother who supported us alot while my paternal grandfather and mother didnt even care jackshit (brutal genetics pill)

Now he's a fucking psychopath that has no emotions and claims that he loved "me and my brother" while he beat the fuck out my brother back then and beat my mom regularly infront of his eyes (me too). And hes trying to push me into a fucking chinese labor worker, being a fucking total retard who doesnt know anything about occupations and his pitiful behaviours led him to having 0 meaningful connections for over 20 years of working (because everytime he drank he'd spat out some retarded fuckshits). He's always "glorifying" his past and never consented his actions
Because of this i developed ASPD and autism (brutal) and basically my life is over Obviously not because somehow im still functioning normally and now im retarded pretty much

How the fuck should i fix my rotted brain with a fucking childhood background thats so fucked up like this.

Next post I will be talking about my life, stay tuned

TLDR: my dad's a retard and i resent him alot

 

[KKKuroiso]

This sucks maaaan. Is there no way to scape home?

 

[CEO]

DNR'd your ass to the ends of the earth.
But will bump to support your creative writing skills.
Good luck on your journey to becoming a wordsmith lil' nigga.
Hopefully you can devise a lifechanging PUA script that can scoop up any Stacy out here.

 

[roadtochang123]

Everytime i reminiscent about how he'd treat my brother back when he was my age, it was scarily different compared to how im being treated by my father now. He thinks that his messed up actions wouldn't affect my intepretation about him. What a fucker

 

[CEO]

: pleaes read epic manga MC childhood background


basically my dad was an alcoholic retard that grew up from a remoted mountain village. He got lucky with his life and then met my mom.

From what ive heard, he was normal, and I dont know what his circumstances was, but after giving birth to my brother and going to work, he got alcoholic and everytime he went back home, this led her to quit her job and become a fulltime housewife for 25 years. He'd beat my mom and now she's developed this initial fear for him and does anything to stop his rageful actions.

Continuing the timeline, he went to work and study. During this period, I was born and my maternal grandmother supported him alot financially for him to be able to continue his study. My house was really poor back then and my mom didnt have a job to fed me and my brother. One day, when my mom called him, he told her to shut the fuck up and that he was working hard to support our family while it was my grandmother who supported us alot while my paternal grandfather and mother didnt even care jackshit (brutal genetics pill)

Now he's a fucking psychopath that has no emotions and claims that he loved "me and my brother" while he beat the fuck out my brother back then and beat my mom regularly infront of his eyes (me too). And hes trying to push me into a fucking chinese labor worker, being a fucking total retard who doesnt know anything about occupations and his pitiful behaviours led him to having 0 meaningful connections for over 20 years of working (because everytime he drank he'd spat out some retarded fuckshits). He's always "glorifying" his past and never consented his actions
Because of this i developed ASPD and autism (brutal) and basically my life is over Obviously not because somehow im still functioning normally and now im retarded pretty much

How the fuck should i fix my rotted brain with a fucking childhood background thats so fucked up like this.

Next post I will be talking about my life, stay tuned

TLDR: my dad's a retard and i resent him alot

And bro, I can wholeheartedly relate to this story. My Father is a big-time Narcissist. This story hits hella close to home. Luckily, I cut him out of my life in 2024. You gotta ditch him once and for all to heal bro. These people are complete vampires man. They can never change. GL.

 

[roadtochang123]

This sucks maaaan. Is there no way to scape home?

Obviously. Im going to college soon, but the thing is that it'd be 4 more years until i could even get a degree and a few more years to make money to repay my family.

Besides I care about my mom a lot even though i do not feel empathy or shits now and its fucking crazy Im a low IQ tard too and procrastinated the fuck out of my studies. Now im currently trying morbidly to enter a good college

 

[roadtochang123]

And bro, I can wholeheartedly relate to this story. My Father is a big-time Narcissist. This story hits hella close to home. Luckily, I cut him out of my life in 2024. You gotta ditch him once and for all to heal bro. These people are complete vampires man. They can never change. GL.

Its hard bro. Not everyone could cut off their own parents mentally. Also its wired in our nature to not to

Besides I did have some good memories with him back then (but now when I remember back then his emotions were barely genuine), it feels like hearing your closed one is a serial killer and you have to forgive them for their actions

 

[Mike456]

: pleaes read epic manga MC childhood background


basically my dad was an alcoholic retard that grew up from a remoted mountain village. He got lucky with his life and then met my mom.

From what ive heard, he was normal, and I dont know what his circumstances was, but after giving birth to my brother and going to work, he got alcoholic and everytime he went back home, this led her to quit her job and become a fulltime housewife for 25 years. He'd beat my mom and now she's developed this initial fear for him and does anything to stop his rageful actions.

Continuing the timeline, he went to work and study. During this period, I was born and my maternal grandmother supported him alot financially for him to be able to continue his study. My house was really poor back then and my mom didnt have a job to fed me and my brother. One day, when my mom called him, he told her to shut the fuck up and that he was working hard to support our family while it was my grandmother who supported us alot while my paternal grandfather and mother didnt even care jackshit (brutal genetics pill)

Now he's a fucking psychopath that has no emotions and claims that he loved "me and my brother" while he beat the fuck out my brother back then and beat my mom regularly infront of his eyes (me too). And hes trying to push me into a fucking chinese labor worker, being a fucking total retard who doesnt know anything about occupations and his pitiful behaviours led him to having 0 meaningful connections for over 20 years of working (because everytime he drank he'd spat out some retarded fuckshits). He's always "glorifying" his past and never consented his actions
Because of this i developed ASPD and autism (brutal) and basically my life is over Obviously not because somehow im still functioning normally and now im retarded pretty much

How the fuck should i fix my rotted brain with a fucking childhood background thats so fucked up like this.

Next post I will be talking about my life, stay tuned

TLDR: my dad's a retard and i resent him alot

Cut him off and maybe get therapy or some shit that makes you happy. Also he might just be sociopath not psychopath

 

[CEO]

Its hard bro. Not everyone could cut off their own parents mentally

When you get older + have more financial resources you can brother... It'll be tough I am sorry. You're gonna have to hang in there a bit longer (not sure how old you are OP)...

Yeah the worst part is seeing our Moms go through hell bro.
Mine was a Stacylite in her prime and my narc father is a subhuman.
Shit like this won't happen especially these days, very rare unless if the sub is an oofy doofy moneycoper.

Luckily my mom's genes came in clutch.

 

[roadtochang123]

When you get older + have more financial resources you can brother... It'll be tough I am sorry. You're gonna have to hang in there a bit longer (not sure how old you are OP)...

Thanks man, im currently 17. I dont know a single thing about the world yet, I also grew up having lots of negative experience and now my mental might be deformed

 

[bimaxmaxxer]

You don't develop autism, you are born with it or not.

There is only one way to rebel against pieces of shit like him, you become better than them in every single way possible. And gtfo of this household asap. If you haven't already.

 

[CEO]

Thanks man, im currently 17. I dont know a single thing about the world yet, I also grew up having lots of negative experience and now my mental might be deformed

Yeah bro, it'll be a rough couple of years. The ONLY way you can heal from true narcissistic abuse is to cut off ties... No amount of therapy can help as much as that... The amount of psychological mental warfare me, my siblings, and mom endured was fucking nuts cuz of that cocksucker. It is what it is. The fucking negative feedback loop is a major hurdle, I get it. Just try your best at college and endure a couple more years... I did my time JFL, now you gotta do yours chief.

 

[roadtochang123]

Cut him off and maybe get therapy or some shit that makes you happy. Also he might just be sociopath not psychopath

My hormones are fucking up the chemistry in my brain. It's hard to find a hobby that I enjoy

And personally I think therapy is kind of a scam, and im in asia so its not even emerged in here yet (in my country atleast)

 

[roadtochang123]

You don't develop autism, you are born with it or not.

There is only one way to rebel against pieces of shit like him, you become better than them in every single way possible. And gtfo of this household asap. If you haven't already.

Yeah I was probaly born with it, because of how negative my experiences were in pre-elementary school with friends and shits up until to 9th grade where i realize i was definitely autistic

 

[roadtochang123]

Yeah bro, it'll be a rough couple of years. The ONLY way you can heal from true narcissistic abuse is to cut off ties... No amount of therapy can help as much as that... The amount of psychological mental warfare me, my siblings, and mom endured was fucking nuts cuz of that cocksucker. It is what it is. The fucking negative feedback loop is a major hurdle, I get it. Just try your best at college and endure a couple more years... I did my time JFL, now you gotta do yours chief.

Thanks alot mane, your comment somewhat uplifted my mood when you could relate to me Best of luck to you too brother

 

[Mike456]

My hormones are fucking up the chemistry in my brain. It's hard to find a hobby that I enjoy

And personally I think therapy is kind of a scam, and im in asia so its not even emerged in here yet (in my country atleast)

I think cutting him off would be thr first step then just fill you mind with something so you don't have time to think about him

 

[CEO]

Thanks alot mane, your comment somewhat uplifted my mood when you could relate to me Best of luck to you too brother

Yeah bro, I am glad... Seriously hella glad I gave your post a second look... upon seeing the title on the post thought it was gonna be typical BS on ORG: "pleaes read epic manga MC childhood background"

My bad brodie, cheers

 

[bimaxmaxxer]

Yeah I was probaly born with it, because of how negative my experiences were in pre-elementary school with friends and shits up until to 9th grade where i realize i was definitely autistic

Autism is rare. You might have developed something like avoidant personality disorder, which can be confused with autism. Heavily traumatized people have this alot if they are forced to stay in freeze mode for too long.

 

[roadtochang123]

Might be, my dad did some shit that heavily messed up my ability to associate with people. I grew up being scared to speak infront of an audience and that just made my social skills plunge down too

Luckily i picked up an attitude that helped me cope with this problem so now i dont have to worry about that anymore

 

[roadtochang123]

Autism is rare. You might have developed something like avoidant personality disorder, which can be confused with autism. Heavily traumatized people have this alot if they are forced to stay in freeze mode for too long.

When i was young i saw my dad picking up a knife and was ready to stab my mom out of some pity momentary rage-fueled mood. Right infront of me. That shit altered my brain forever

 

[bimaxmaxxer]

When i was young i saw my dad picking up a knife and was ready to stab my mom out of some pity momentary rage-fueled mood. Right infront of me. That shit altered my brain forever

That's some sean strickland shit man...

Luckily, I just remember my dad fighting my mom in in their bedroom. They both wrestled and grappled for the suction pipe of the vacuum cleaner. Thinking back, is like what was the point of it? What are you gonna do with a suction pipe in such a small room, both could not even swing it if they wanted to.

 

[roadtochang123]

That's some sean strickland shit man...

Luckily, I just remember my dad fighting my mom in in their bedroom. They both wrestled and grappled for the suction pipe of the vacuum cleaner. Thinking back, is like what was the point of it? What are you gonna do with a suction pipe in such a small room, both could not even swing it if they wanted to.

Damn bro, why the fuck do we all have to go through this shit Atleast your mother fought him back, my mom was just idling. I inherited his fucking traits and now im afraid i might dwelve into what hes done. I picked up alot of absurdism during my adolescene and it helped me

Im sorry for bringing awful things up but tbh it'd be better to face problems directly

 

[bimaxmaxxer]

Damn bro, why the fuck do we all have to go through this shit Atleast your mother fought him back, my mom was just idling. I inherited his fucking traits and now im afraid i might dwelve into what hes done. I picked up alot of absurdism during my adolescene and it helped me

Im sorry for bringing awful things up but tbh it'd be better to face problems directly

I don't know either. My mom wasn't better she caused drama on purpose till it escalated and she got smacked. Both narcy pricks from a subhuman shitculture.

Growing up with such a fate, will definetly have their marks on one. But it will not stop me from being kind to people who deserve it, they will get the best version of me. That is my revenge.