how to develop a personality (as a 16yr old who didnt get the opportunity to)

[christianabuhh]

yeah so when i was 11-14 i was brutally bullied, like i got sum nasty scars left of it, because i was a fucking subhuman looking fatcell chud.
fast foward, puberty hit and i got taller so im 5'11 now, lowkey an lmtn but with high appeal (this shit is kinda bad cuz i got some people callin me a twink, but female gaze is female gaze icl),

anyways i never got to talk to anybody when i was a young jolly kid, i never became someone who knew how to talk, i moved recently and this new school be pulling me into shit popular kids are into, they drag me in there but i genuinely dunno how to act or behave, like sure this is supposed to be a great clout farming opportunity to even slay htbs but, i kinda just dont know how to text, talk to even react.

and these retards call it off as nonchalant which pisses me more off. but in the end i dont even know how to be angry at someone.

is consulting a therapist cope or real option
(real question, if the lore dump bored you: are lip balms with 4% kojic acid and spf 50+ safe?)

 

[downward_gr0wth11]

Jus to Talk Strangers in yo area

 

[dragomog]

(real question, if the lore dump bored you: are lip balms with 4% kojic acid and spf 50+ safe?)

faggot

 

[christianabuhh]

Jus to Talk Strangers in yo area

thanks, ill try to

 

[christianabuhh]

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